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i received an email from my sister about birth verses
like how there god chose the day and what purpose or what significance you hold in your life
so my sister and godmother both like were impressed by it
and normally i dont do all this things, like chain mail and stuff
but i was depressed
and i wanted to see if there was any truth in it,
if i have any purpose

this is what my verse says

Acts 2:28 NIV
'You have made known to me the paths of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence.'

does this mean i bring joy to others?
cause if it does, its kinda 'woah'
cause i think i bring joy to others?
like making them laugh?
i dunno arghhh but i think its damn cool
my purpose in live is to create joy for others
but whose gonna create joy for the joy-creator?

i watched the pursuit of happyness today

Quote of the movie:

And it was at that time that I thought about Thomas Jefferson writing that Declaration of Independence. Him saying that we have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I thought about how he knew to put the 'pursuit' in there, like no one can actually have happiness. We can only pursue it.

the show was nice but devastatingly sad and it makes you wanna be able to provide for your family

EDIT: shit i forgot to blog about paris je'taime
VERY NICEE
its a bit like love actually where they have 20 diff skits
describing the different types of love experiences one can have in Paris(Pareeeeee)
like love for a lover, love of a mother, love of the place etc etc
niceeeee
some skits were meaningless and dumb
but the nice ones compensated them by being powerful

there was one skit that i related to,
the protagonist of that skit, is this middle-aged lady who lives alone in paris
she is english i think, or american
and she is in love with paris
and she mentions how she is happy being single
but sad at the same time
cause sometimes there are special moments you encounter
like a beautiful scenery or, just any special moment
and you just want someone close to your heart to share it with
and just turn to her and say,''isnt that beautiful''
or sometimes words are not needed, and a hug is shared
i feel that way a lot
just that no one wants to share it with me

ha nvm
i need to work to buy electronic drums
someone give me a job now
thanks

i am sick of pursuing happiness
cause 'happiness' turns around
takes off its mask, and sadness appears
oh well, i guess one of these days
happiness will find me?
i hope

well, i've got to say my birthday was better than i expected it to be

k well apart from the family law paper,which i ended early, when no one ends early,
but i think i can passsssssss

so after that, the law people celebrated my birthday with me and we ate at es steler(Sp?)
the indo restaurant at far east...and it was good, satisfying i have to say
but same experience like last time la..like nothing new
the real fun begun when we headed to minds cafe to play taboo! and guesstures!
damn funnnnnnn hahahahaha
taboo is this game where we have to describe these words, without using the helping words on the card
and guesstures is like charades!
so when we switch games here and there, some people got confuse and used silent actions for taboo, and words for guesstures

DAMN FUNNY

FUNNIEST IS WHEN ALVIN ACTED THE WORD ''HUM''

HAHAHAAH HE STOOD THERE AND SMILED AND WHEN NO ONE GOT IT, HE STARTED HUMPING LEO AS IN HUMP HAHAHAHAHAHA

then today, i went out with my patricians and others for lan and soccer

woooo

and thanks to tp people for the hugs and SU people for the impromptu song at the bus stop. HAHA

thank you people

it cheered me up, i guess