as u probably figured,that last entry wasnt by me...it was done by vic who has a crazy fetish to immaculate herself on other ppl's stuff...anyway..i am currently in mals house again....doing shit...tmr is subordinates courts visit day! in serangoon..so we have to go there ourselves as gone are the days with a hired bus...and we have to rush back to sch at 2 for usual lessons...hope its interesting..but how interesting can it be...

hello people. i have a secret to tell you guys.
its like a damn big secret but i really cannot keep it any longer.
if i do i might just burst and go crazy or rather crazier than i already am.
hahahahhahahahahahhahhaaaaaaahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahhahahhaahaha.

Do you all want to know what the damn big secret is?
Can you guys keep it? i really really want to tell you all. but i dont know if i should.
but then again i think i should, i dont want to hide things from you guys. whom i love sooooo much. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i am so confused. i really dont know what to do. should i tell you guys?

okay i think i will just tell you all.
the secret is i love vic so much cos she is so damn cool.

i got new blogskin!!! thanks to my cool sis! who even thought she had work at 6 am,she still stayed up till 3 to help me do!! maha i feel so loved...and if u were a blink fan,you would realise that the titles are all blink songs...mahahahaha i am so in love with my skin..gonna blog everyday just so i can see it...mahaha school in 6 hrs time??!! sux

i am covered in bruises! fools of tooks....on my arm,chest,leg, shoulders everywhere...stupid people who raped me...haha anyway woke up early to play a match at stpats...but i went to the wrong sch..i went to st stephens by habit cause they recently just changed the venue to stpats...anyway i arrived in the nick of time and we played the match...we won 1-0..i should have opened my account for the season...had a header saved and i missed an open goal..so annoying...anyway, after the match i came home and died...woke up at 5 and lazed around...so much work to do oh my god...i wanna quit school...but luckily i am not in sec sch..if not i woulda killed myself longgggg time ago..anyway,i better massage my bruises now..maha

hey i am at mals house now..everyone is alseep except me again...why cant i ever sleep at her house?? bah...so anyway we gathered at mals house to go watch a show..we were hoping for either fantastic 4 or charlie and the chocolate factory...in the end,we didnt watch anything but instead when to eat at this food court..i had beef noodles but didnt really like it...then we took a cab back to mals house and the conversation in the cab was just funny...me and tanya pretended to be german.....haha hans and helena...so we came back to mals house..MUNCHKIN is damn fun!!! haha cool game man...then vic,cheryl and charmaine snuck out of their houses and came over...we watched amytiville horror and they all slept and left me alone....so i am blogging....tmr going sch for project...bah

good charlotte concert! k i woke up at around 1..played dota then went to meet sam for lunch...then mal and vic came to join us...we gave them a lift home then we cabbed to kallang....waited in the rain in the queue...then we have to give up our precious line just to step out and wait for nic and tanya..late bums...so we slowly inched toward the indoor stadium and smelly people and mats were in abundance at our area...so after a case of ''so near yet so far'' we made it in...had decent standing place and we waited for good charlotte to make their appearance then.......''KABOOM'' went the arena and good charlotte stormed in...me and winston had made a bet as what their opening song would be...5 bucks was on the table as i betted on the anthem and he picked predictable....and....i won 5 bucks!...so joel,benji,paul,billy and the temporary drummer rocked our socks off.....i think billy is extremely cool...then benjie came right up to us and tanya and jill went mad and jill started grabbing his shirt and tanya grabbed his stomach..haha i was asking him for a high 5...hahaha i swear he made eye contact with me for 5 secs and winked at me...hahaha but apart form this fat mat who thought i was his long lost fren and he rested his arm on me...and the pushing and shoving,it was fucking cool...and the best yet to come...when the concert was ending as they threw their memorabilla into the crowd,my fren,winston,actually caught the drumstick! haha damn cool...i wished i had his drumstick...hahaha but damn cool...its like what dreams are made off...and it seemed so surreal to see good charlotte in the flesh...so after that,we went to eat at this coffeeshop...then me ,winston and sam played pool a bit then we left for home....mahaha a fantastic day i have to say...

you're feeling sad,you're feeling lonely
and no one seems to care,hold on

today we went swimming! at safra resort....k la kinda fun...we did all kinds of mad shit...then after that,we went to eat at tampines mall's food junction..then we left for our match but while we were on the way there, we were told that if we didnt want to play,we didnt have to because they had enough players already...so since we coincidentally stopped at kembangan,me tim and ben played lan one time ah....haha then after that,we headed back to tanya's crib and we caused devastation..literally...me and ben (mostly ben) broke tanyas closet door...haha we fixed it temporarily and tomorrow we are going back there to finish it once and for all...then i cabbed home with mal...no sch!for a week! mahaha

hello.....i am at mals house now..blogging cause i cant sleep....my mid sem tests were scary...my legal com and econs were ok but my pom and csa confirmed fucked up...my god...for pom,i finished after half an hour cause i just wrote random words...so annoying...then i left the test room the teacher was like ''dont u wanna check?'' and i was like there isnt any point...and i cant take it when a fellow human being suffers in silence...dont u hate the feeling when u see someone cry and u cant do anything but just mumble ''its ok'' and ''things will be alrite''....i hate helplessness in all its glory....oh well...and i just watched childs play 2...so dumb...it was quite unrealistic...cant wonder why i was so scared when i was young...and it hink this song rocks..it touched me in so many diff levels..sniff



And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years

She falls apart by herself
No ones there to talk or understand
Feels sustained, dries her eyes
Finds herself, opens the door inside
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasteful
You walk along by yourself
There's no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can't share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted
Sometimes we'll feel around and this dance instead can't be down
All the sound of me on my own
Any sound of me again it's time away surround around a friend
I know where I know where no where to runaway
She falls apart, no one there
Hold her hand, it seems to disappear
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted

k todays csa test was just fuck...haha could do some la..lets just put it down to that if i am lucky,i will pass...if not..oh well...so after the test,i went to mals house cause she is my number one priority after school person to go to.....hahaha...so we went to have lunch at bedok corner..had hokkien mee...and in between they were treating me like a punching bag....but i was a gentlemen so i took it all in...bums....then i left with ben,vic and tanya...had to give vic and tanya cash so they could take a cab back to pasir ris..i dunno why i did it....yea i seriously dunno why i did it...so anyway i played lan with hobday all again...damn fun sia...then came home...i am feeling damn bad....POM test tmr...have to study for 2 hrs b4 again...fuck man...i need someone to ''look'' after me...like a guiding hand...or whatever la...hope i dun fail any subjects man...

you cant lose what u never had

tenacious d rocks!!!!!! haha k today econs was kinda ok...but the scary thing was before the paper...i was cramming info into my head with alvin when suddenly he said,''eh u got calculator?'' i swear i screamed in the canteen....i started calling everybody,even ppl whom i didnt know i had their numbers.....then mark finally lent me his..damn lucky...the paper was ok la...can pass......all the questions i wasnt sure about i had the same ans as the class brain....so i feel safe....csa? fuck it....tmr study for 2 hrs again only ah....oh and after the paper i went to play lan with hobday all again..when i COULD and SHOULD study..oh well....

k went to watch war of the worlds today! haha ok show la....tom cruise's character a bit unreal la...can escape so many times....haha i like the part where they take a dig at the japanese...when the mad army guy said that Osaka had managed to kill one of those machines,he then said,''i dont understand how the japanese could kill one of those and we couldnt''....haha damn bastard...oh ya we ate at marche today...my first time after so long....haha had rosti and chicken breast with wedges...haha then on the mrt had this sicko chinese pervert man guy who kept on staring at mal's chest...when we block her from his sight,he tip-toe all...fucking bastard sia..but damn funny la...haha then rushed home for desperate housewives..mahaha

yay i just got my internet back like 5 mins ago!!! woooooo...k shall update yall..after school yesterday,played soccer with my law peeps...k la quite fun played against design ppl and winston who played for them...then after that i went to mals house and created havoc with ben and tim..haha we were just hyper laaaa...cycle,piggyback and everything...then we cabbed down to east coast park to bowl at marine bowl...we were first in the waiting list but took forever to get our lanes..we started bowling at like nine thirty??..dunno la but we bowled 3 games and i was damn fucked up..so i decided to play anyhow..haha...but mal played damn well...i think she was on drugs or smth...k then we were supposed to eat but we couldnt decide so we all just left...i cabbed to SAFRA resort straight away to my cousins chalet....and we drank a hell lot...haha damn fun...we had vodka orange,shirley temples and what nots...cause she works in a hotel so she just piled on the alcohol from her workplace...so we were all damn high,and we played twister...haha then after that i contemplated studying since i had my notes with me as i came from school but......no prizes for guessing what i didnt do...so yea came home after that to attend another bbq then back to my cousins chalet to refill my tap..mahaha war of the worlds sua

k i am still blogging in school...stupid starhub ppl...k anyway...today i came late for lecture by 5 mins and i got kicked out...haha lucky charlie came late also so we decided to study for our tests in the lab.....k i am damn scraed for my tests....its next week and my cousins chalet is whole of the weekends..aiyo....scary....oh ya i watched batman yesterday again..

hello......my internet smth wrong! cant go online....so here i am blogging in sch! so embarrassing my god....haha played netball yesterday..but it was more captains ball/netball...so ya..ppl staying in my house today......not sure who but yea...and my parents overseas for 3 days...mahahaha..yea..lan sua...

k today after sch i went to have lunch with mal and vic and cheryl...ate beef steak for the first time and i am never gonna have it again..had to wait so bloody long....and it wasnt worth the wait...then i accompanied mal and vic to chinatown but specifically to vic's auntie's shop...auntie angela was damn nice..haha and abigail was damn cute...haha while they took eons and ages and milleniums to pick out their stuff,i wondered around the complex we were in...so boring...then they finally finished and we went to mac to grab an ice cream...then trained at chinatown mrt station(yes there is one,i learn smth new everyday) then came back to mals house to take my clothes..while i was buying drink,the girls just had to have itchy fingers and fumble around with this photoshop machine..haha mals memory card stick dunno what la fell in...then this bosswomen came to make things worse...then called the KODAK man to come...took forever so they came to see my house first...then we left to go town..parted ways at tangs and went to ''surprise'' alyssa...so much for surprising she already had a vague guess......then we ate at this overpriced,undervalued restaurant......and mrt-ed home...tired!meeting tmr! bleah

k i totally forgot what i was going to blog about and only remembered after i published my last entry...kk...woke up at 8 am to have fathers day breakfast at scruffy murphys.....haha it sounds damn cute but the food is damnnnnnnnnnnnn nice....typical western and everything damn shiok...then we were at the carpark about to leave when i saw marine bowl and i spontaneously said,''eh lets bowl!''...haha to my surprise everyone did and we all had fun..haha my dad is frigging funny...and my sisters boyfren is damn good...but...i am better...hahaha(shut up jill) i got my highest average so far today...133(shut up jill)...but it was really fun..we were all taunting one another affectionately all..hahaha then went to meet glenn to keep him company cause no one came to church with him...we lanned for one hour pathetically all alone....then i watched his match..i swear amrit(funny guy at glenns bdae party) is damn funny...haha...which they lost...then giram sent me home...woooo

we need to stop procrastinating!!!! our project...............is...........like.......non......existent..........bleah....poly is just like sec sch...has its ups and downs..but the downs are damn horrible and the ups are not that..''uppy''

i got a new phone today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha yea yea yea yea....and we went to welcome benedict back to spore by playing lan....he paid for my lan and our dinner...which was like 75 bucks...fucking rich belgian bastard...mahaha k must sleep got fathers day breakfast tmr..haha

k today was just tiring.....attended LSM lecture despite half of my class skipping...i was damn angry because they didnt tell me....so annoying...then had stupid APEL class.....waste of time..then went to have lunch with wins and thal...i should always order chicken rice and never the mixed rice...i always get all the bad parts...then came back for dreaded LCOM tutorials...but surprisingly she was quite ok..did OP(oral presentation) but every group stole my idea or had smth to do with it cause when she ask for an example i said public transport...lazy bums...yes i mean U!.......then hung around the lab after sch,ate with charlie and a few of my classmates then waited for nicole and we cabbed home...mahhhhhhhhhhhh

k today in school was just madddddddd..my tutorial teacher just grew mad and picked on all our faults...it was justified la but she didnt have to make such a big hoo-ha about it...then when she sent us to do this tutorial activity which consisted of 3 qns,she gave us like 2 hrs..maybe she didnt want to see us or what....but i didnt mind..then econs lecture i sat with charlie which was funny....he is frigging annoying but in a good way haha...he said my handwriting was kindergarterish(sp?),that the econs lecturer had the hots for me and then when i said i was thirsty and he reached for his bottle, i said'' nah i dont want water'' he looked at me and said,''i wasnt offering u''....haha ass.......then i gave nicole the 5 cents tour of my house...she was damn afraid of my dogs all..haha she refuse to pat my dog unless its head was turned away..haha then i went to play lan..haha actually today kinda shiok ah..haha..



p.s tim, the only thing i can think for u to be angry with me at,is the mosquito thingy, and if i am correct all i can say is what the fuck..because if u ever thought of me as ur best fren,you should know my character..for example,i like to tease ppl...and why suddenly blow up when u seemed ok with it? why not tell me that u are so sensitive and u cant take it, then i wont make fun of u?
if that is not the reason,then pls tell me and dun assume i will know cause i cant think of anything that i have done apart from that to ''hurt'' you...and pls can u not make such a big hoo-ha over it? can u make use of msn? can u call me or smth? why must tag??

k today after sch me and my law peeps decided to do our project...but being the human beings we are,we procrastinated and instead talked cocked...haha it was damn funny..then we went down to the csa lab cause they wanted to print notes...then my beloved best frens were in the next lab...so we waved hi..and my nosy fren(who bought yall the brownie at norgen vaaz the other day) decide to take a closer look.....so she inched forward...and forward....and forward and smacked her head rite on the glass...haha the whole lab got a shock and turned towards her....haha and her excuse was? ''the glass too clean la''...rite...k anyway she then moaned the whole day she malu..hahaha....then i went home with wins...k another day in tp.....

k stayed in mals house with ben tim and tanya...damn fun la..we were damn annoying..haha then we walked to 85 and back..saw some sleazy ah peks...then we decided to cycle around at 6 am..playing with trolleys all...then just when we said we were fully awake,we all died and fell asleep.....then i left for town to meet my law people..haha we discussed over lunch at cafe cartel(they damn rich la) then played pool with them..haha then left.....

k i feel bad about making fun of tim....so i apologise...SORRY TIM! but no regrets la..it was damn funny...oh ya tim if u happen to go tp next year,they might still be talking about it...hahaha...


kk it is only the third week of school and i am feeling it....i am doing fine with the law subjects but the rest like econs,principles of management and computer systems application,are killing me...i dun know what the hell is going on cause i sleep during the lectures because it is very very dry....i feel behind the class.like everyone there is damn smart pls....and there are like projects for every single damn thing....and i thought poly would be slack....arghhhhh and i am always behind in my class notes-wise.....i only find out about notes on the day we are suppose to have it...arghh this sucks....someone save me pls.......

k i just had to blog today to make fun of tim...in his blog,he wanted to write that ''they were bitten by mosquitos'' but the tim we know and love wrote ''we were beaten by mosquitos'' hahahahhahahaahah i didnt know mosquitos were so strong tim...and when he wanted to boast about his good deed,he said ''and our good did was.....''
aiyo tim...o levels how like that........k anyway thats all...just wanted to let u all know the side of tim that annoys me everyday when i talk to him on the phone..hahahah k gonna do my homework know..toodles

k my legal systems and method lecturer is apparently very famous....he used to be a district attorney lawyer for singapore..which means he prosecutes those criminals...for example, i am sure u all heard of that infamous case of that paedophile guy who sodomised two boys...he handled the case and actually starred in the true files re-enactment...hahahaha he is kinda fierce la but he can be a joker too.......then after school went to meet mal and vic to watch star wars! hahah i didnt understand shit and was asking vic many many questions...kudos to her for not asking me to shut up...and the show is damn bastard k...it shows why people hate backstabbers,hypocrites and traitors...whole show is about that....k then went to meet hobday all to play lan...mahaha then came home

csa is a funny subject....maybe not but my lecturer is...he defines the phrase ''blur cock''......when he gave the definition of computers as machines,my whole course sarcastically went,''really?? no shit man'' or along the lines of that with a few singlish thrown in but my dear lecturer became angry and said,''u mean u all didnt know that??!!! come i prove to u''...and he was dead serious...haha so the whole course started laughing at him as he went into some boring lecture on why computers are machines.really.then i skipped law orientation because it was a law orientation and played pool with several classmates...came home...met tanya for dinner...then now printing my 23`8934`28 pages of notes and study guides...and i bought a file and divider so now my notes and everything is fucking neat...i feel so accomplished....tmr match!

law is a bitch....have to download so many stuff off balckboard...and when i finally have a fren in charlie,he transferred to 1L04...walau damn sad..at least i can still see him in lectures...and i have homework where i have to translate latin words....i swear the next time u all speak to me i will be some machine shooting out random latin and english words...with some portuguese thrown in....today had some oral presentation....we had 10 mins to present a topic which ranged from ''why i am the most hamdsome person in the world'' to ''how to cook the best instant mee in the world''....so lame...but some ppl were rather good.....contenders! haha but i think i wont do so well for law...bullshit course..suddenly everything so hard and confusing...econs is damn boring.........blah

k tutorial today was fun...we learnt some normal words that when used in legal terms mean a totally diff thing...so my careperson mrs lim split us into 3 groups...and i came up with my groups name! ''THE PRACTICE''...hahaha....hope we dun get sued for copyright infringements..some words were frustrated and kangaroo..haha bet u all have no idea what the legal use is like rite? haha i shall not bore yall with that....then the lecture was just damn boring...i felll asleep with my head in my palm..then for no reason i just jerked up and slammed my hand on the foldable hand rest thingy...haha embarrassing sia so i just pretended there was an insect there and continued slamming the table and shouting ''insect''!!!...haha...whole lt look at me sia....then after class i met dom and wins...we went to macs to eat...then i gave them a lift to kembangan via cab cause hobday sms me to play lan...and i did...and i came home...no sch tmr!!!

k tutorial today was fun...we learnt some normal words that when used in legal terms mean a totally diff thing...so my careperson mrs lim split us into 3 groups...and i came up with my groups name! ''THE PRACTICE''...hahaha....hope we dun get sued for copyright infringements..some words were frustrated and kangaroo..haha bet u all have no idea what the legal use is like rite? haha i shall not bore yall with that....then the lecture was just damn boring...i felll asleep with my head in my palm..then for no reason i just jerked up and slammed my hand on the foldable hand rest thingy...haha embarrassing sia so i just pretended there was an insect there and continued slamming the table and shouting ''insect''!!!...haha...whole lt look at me sia....then after class i met dom and wins...we went to macs to eat...then i gave them a lift to kembangan via cab cause hobday sms me to play lan...and i did...and i came home...no sch tmr!!!

k i'm blogging again...that makes it 4 entries in 2 days....haha i am damn bored la...hobday and ben just stayed over...pigs still felt the efect of glenns party and i heard tim puked at the bungalow...weak ah u all...k blogging is nice..its like talking to the best fren i never had.....

I've got a new age girl(Tell us what she's like)
An environmentalist girl(Does she ride a bike)
She has crystal necklace(She spend a lot of cash)
Though her vibes are rather reckless(She's heading for a crash)
Oh her flowing skirt is blowing in a transcendental wind
And she wonders without knowing where did she begin..
Mary Moon.. she's a vegetarian(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. will outlive all the septuagenarians(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Oh, she loves me so
She hates to be alone
She don't eat meat
But she sure like the bone
RAH
You knew she drives a wind car(How does she like it)
It doesn't get her far(Why doesn't she bike it)
But it gets her to where she's going to(I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
Where that is, I wish I knew
I don't know where she's going
And I don't know where she's been
All I know that loving her has gotta be a sin
(Chorus)
RAH
Mary Moon will you hesitate
Don't segregate your thought from your emotions
I know that devotion isn't way up there
RAH
Mary Moon.. she's a vegetarian(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. will outlive all the septuagenarians(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. She's an intellectual(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. Despite that fact remains quite sexual(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)Mary Moon.. She's the one for me, me, yeah
RAH

i just lurvvvvvvvvvve this song....next mission is to jam this song with colin and wins...hope we dont spoil it..haha

i forgot to add this in...i found out the name of my mass dance song..its mary moon by the crash test dummies...damn nice

k today nicole and her mum met me at her void deck to take bus together haha......then went to tp..had boring but important talks with my course manager and care person...both of them are quite funny....and my timetable is kinda slack...but i think poly life is scary cause its like everything must pass sia...then we did the funny games and dragon boat thingy...business like came first for everything...then went to glenns chalet...drank with his bro and his funny frens..they were all very nice la..then i left early cause i was feeling extremely tired and weak...arghh i still dunno whether to dread or look forward to classes.........

k yesterday was orientation! i met nicole early in the morning and we took a bus to tp...we were both feeling apprehensive and she got stomachache all...then glenn and the group just wanted to play punk with me and misled me dunno how many times..wtf is the west gate??!!! anyway the only thing i find nice bout orientation was the mass dance...yea thats all..the tour sucked...and the cheers sucked...and there is this mat in my class who trys to hard to be funny! why is there always one in every class???!!.....and he is damn smelly also...and my course got hot babes but they all not in my course...damn...then we all went to eat at swensons after orientation...which my wallet felt lighter afterwards as the expenses were borned by me...and their thanks werent so heartfelt...k nvm..then me and nicole took bus 31 home...and there was this women whose boyfren broke up with her over the phone...wah she was shouting in the bus all...saying ''we have been together for one year and u do this to me??!!'', and also,''we have sex all and u do this to me??!!'' so we felt embarrassed for her cause she obviously has no shame...haha then went home! and slept at nine to 4! thats why i am blogging now and going for orientation day 2 later...

k yesterday went to tm with mano ben tim sa and nicole.....was supposed to watched amityville horror but most of us were not psyched to watch a true horror story..so we went off to play pool....haha funniest was playing kill with mano and nicole...nicole killed us hahaha...then cabbed home with tim and nicole..tim showed us smth fucking funny...haha then wc until 6 am...k i am off to do my army deferment shit...

k...hmmmm been reading some rather depressing entries lately and i cant help but feel the need to help...but...this sort of matters would only worsen with the inclusion of a third party....so..to all parties involved,why not have a sit and talk it out..you both want the same thing so why not get it? fuck pride and face-saving and do the right thing! i hope someone takes the initiative and not wait for the other to go first...k on a lighter note i finally saw the video for helena by my chemical romance....quite dumb..but nice song! and hobday lent me the album..oh ya ben,tim and hobday stayed at my house yesterday...mad ppl shouting when they were playing soccer on my ps2...they were so loud my sis called me from the next room where she was sleeping and asked me,'' eh who having orgasm??''.........aiyah stpats...anyway...i do hope her entry was about you and i do hope that you both would be ur silly old selves again...seeing u both apart is like seeing aragorn without legolas, ben without tim,mats without tapered jeans...but mainly a fren without another fren...i know i may not mean the world to either of you but i know at one point u meant the world to each other...so why prolong the agony?

k there is this song by blink 182 called mutt...i think they wrote this song in tribute to them(mats)...the lyrics are so appropriate...k enclosed are the lyrics and the lines with the asterix are the mat refrences...enjoy..or not if u're a mat...

He pauses shaving and he tells himself that he is the bomb*
She has her curlers set, her credit cards are paying the funds
He's not that old, I've been told, a strong sexual goal
He goes out everyday, she goes every way, oh yeah
They don't even care at all
She's open, waiting for more
And I know he's only looking to score*
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before*
She smokes a dozen and he doesn't seem to notice the smell*
He took the seat off his own bike, because the way that it felt*
He wants to bone this, I know she is ready to blow
They go out every night, his pants are super tight, oh yeah******
They don't even care at all
She's open, waiting for more (she's open, waiting for more)
And I know he's only looking to score (he's only looking to score)
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before
She's open, waiting for more
And I know he's only looking to score
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before

i just had to put 5 asterixes at the super tight pants cause it was so apt...hahaha

p.s sorry i was damn bored

k today me and my frens watched kingdom of heaven...it didnt live up to its hype man...but one part was funny.....when the muslims were attacking the christians at their ''oh so mighty'' castle,they stopped at midday to pray..then my fren said it would be damn funny if mecca was the other way and they faced the opposite way from the castle and had their backs on the war..hahaha then we went home...and i am here!

yesterday jill and myself became frens a fren would love to have...hhahaha...we both woke up early(although jill would have overslept if not for me) then i met her in town to buy tanyas present..then we bought tickets for house of wax then we trained down to white sands swensons and got ice cream cake! then we cautiously went to her house to surprise her.....but aunt bessie spoiler ah...hahah she saw us at the window and she bellowed ''tanya!!ur frens here!!!!!!!'' haha and tanyas face didnt portray any sign of gratification...hah she looked more ''what the fuck are u doing here?'' anyway then we went town to meet ben and tim then we watched house of wax...hmmm..gory show..nice but gory..very gory...then after that..we trooped back to tanyas house for cake-cutting...oh ya we played cards and punishment was watered down carlsberg beer...tanya la...dunno what she did to the beer...so yea it was fun!

I HOPE SOMEONE DOES THIS FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

today at work,this mat wanted to play pool....so he put his coins in and the balls came out..then he looked confused and he came over to me...''eh brudder,mana into triangle ah??''(eh brother wheres the triangle ah?)...that would have been ok except this particular mat chose to ask that while his hands made the shape of a square.....hmmmm

i am gonna stop work on sat!
i am gonna halt work on sat!
i am gonna desist work on sat!
i am gonna fuck work on sat!
i am gonna screw work on sat!

woooooooooo.... k i have lots of plans for my cash......like shirts...i need another pair of shoes...and i am getting some jeans and stuff courtesy of mum and sis...wooohooo and maybe its time i buy stuff for my frens birthdays.....so....whose birthday is on may or june???hmmm and yesterday i heard from my mat colleagues that at the inter club hosting,2 ppl got drunk..the way he said it i thought they fought or caused havoc...in the end they just dropped their beer glasses...and i heard they were from changi beach club...aiyo...disappointing club..i cant imagine what kind of hooligans they raise there ah jill??anyway.......i am gonna stop work!!!!

i got new shoes!!!!!!!!!! yay so happy.....thursday gonna buy atticus shirts!!!!yay happier!!!! sat last day of work!!!happiest!!!! k smth happen yesterday which i got over and upon reflecting,found it quite overblown....my sis and i had an argument....then i was fucking pissed...then when my dad came in to see why we were shouting,my sis immediately turn to him and told HER side of the story before i could say anything..then my dad blamed me la...so i was damn pissed i couldnt think straight i just walked out of the house....then i sat at the staircase landing reflecting...then my dad came to find me....so we talked it out...and i played dota till 3 am..hahahaah days of our lives!!

k i saw yet some more ppl i kno at work..derek chan and james lye.....mad sia...and i played pool and won 50 cents off the mechanic mahahah....pro pool player ah......k exactly one more week i will be unemployed...yea and i am loving it

i just realised i dont have a lot of frens that i can really count on....i just found out ppl i thought i could rely on lie to me with a straight face....sure i have friends for fun and leisure but what happened to the frens i can really talk to? the ones i can really pour my heart out to? i dun think i ever had anyone like that before...i mean,i am really troubled by this...i ask for help and i get turned away??? just like that...and the excuse was just that,an excuse...maybe...i should really really choose my frens now on...or maybe as the saying goes, u dun choose ur frens,ur frens choose you.....





How many times have you been pushed around?Was anybody there?Does anybody care?How many time have your friends let you down?Was anybody there?Did anybody stare?How many time have your friends let you down?Just open up your heart,Just open up your mind,How many times has your faith slipped away?Well, is anybody safe?Does anybody pray?Oh, Life is waiting for you,It's all messed up, but we're alive,Oh, Life is waiting for you,It's all messed up, but we'll survive,How many days have you just slept away?Is everybody high?Is everyone afraid?How many times have you wished you were strong?Have they ever seen your heart?Have they ever seen your pain?

k i have seen a lot of ppl at my work recently....first i saw shaun huang.....shocked si...then dto3 came..fuck...they were noisy bastards......then samuel tan came.....shocking sia..but got ppl to talk to la...nice...k one more week no more work!!!!!!!!!! faster....chalet sua

k i got my pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!woohoooooooo....i got a feeling its gonna all finish before tp starts....chalet,shoes,bass guitar and amp.....scary sia....nvm....i gonna stop work in 2 weeks time!!!yay.....k i took 4 days off work this week due to compassionate leave....k anyway...i got a mat horror story for u all...

one day my sisters fren who had a mat husband went house visiting during christmas....they went to a house that was owned by this guy by the name of christian...so when christian introduced himself to my sis's fren,he naturally went,''hi i'm christian''....so the mat felt offended as he is a malay happening to be house visiting during christmas so the mat said,'' hi i'm muslim but i celebrate christmas''.........mats..........

k work has been scary recently...first,he resort manager told my boss who told my senior colleague that SOMEONE has been using msn too much...apparently they can trace u with the MIS department..haha fuck no more msn...and these 2 ex workers came in yesterday when they were banned from safra grounds...god knows why but security came all and bundled them out.....and today,we were all slacking and eating then the general manager walked in...fuck they all ciao left me eating at the table alone....haha he looked at me then walked off...haha shit...work sucks!!!! i wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k i just listened to 50 cent's song candy shop for the first time properly and i am appalled at the crude lyrics!!! ''baby let me take you to the candy shop,i'll let u lick my lollipop''.... wtf!!hahahahahahahah....k anyway mon and tues off...yay......i plan to do my enrollment thingy by then...but i tell u ah...i am not looking forward to poly at all....seriously...

k yesterday i returned home at 2 30 am...did overtime..first thing i saw when i came home was the enrollment package...and it said''CONGRATULATIONS ON ENTERING LAW AND MANAGEMENT!!!!!''..imagine what i felt.......then i saw the width and the steps to do..paste picture la,questionnaire all...i almost didnt want to go poly anymore....so i slept at 7 am....woke up to find out that my family had hired a cleaner to come to my house every sat to clean the house...and it is spotless pls....damn impressed...so i worked.....and now i am blogging at work on a sat...even though it is packed all...just blog la....i wanna stop work!

k sa and jill got into cmm...and i didnt...well done to them they deserved it..but it left me thinking...the lord works in mysterious ways..maybe he was showing me whose boss and that maybe being a pompous ass wasnt the way to go..oh well...law and management then..with my 2 most fave people in the world....my new fave song...boulevard of broken dreams vs wonderwall....surprises me how these 2 songs are so similiar...cant wait for school to start...i had enough of work..yes already

k haha i am blogging from work...damn sian...nvm at least tmr off day...warcraft only ah.....yesterday was my cousins 21st birthday party..held in goodwood hotel..damn fun...we were all on the dancefloor dancing to retro hits...like ''call me'',''ymca'' and ''play that funky music white boy''..haha damn funny..then we doing those 80's moves like shark attack and the peace sign across the eyes all...then when finishing,we huddled on the dancefloor and sang she will be loved and the reason..not song la just shouted and screamed,especially at she will be loved...haha but overall,damn fun....but it was damn touching also cause like it was some unbreakable bond between cousins that we had..haha sweet......kk off day!!!!!!

today work went by damn fast...maybe its me but i enjoy working during the hectic pace..damn fun...

kk today at work...damn weird..my colleagues grew mad..started taking photos all just cause our boss left early..hahahgot to know this indian mechanic..damn nice guy..his name is sundra...we all call him sundra ballock..hahaahthen i used my bosses com to chat with jill all...haha scary sia...suddenly she burst in or what...then i experienced the free cab ride home...wah shiok..can take whatever route also free....but the job kinda drags on..but ok la can tahan

k today i thought i da an interview..turns out it was my first day on the job..and it is damn shiok..the people there damn nice and frenly and its damn slack..maybe the hours on weekends are scary but its damn fun..can operate machinery all..open lanes for people all...damn fun...and the earliest i start work is 11am...damn shiok...the latest i finish is 2 though..but its all good..and i didnt get into cmm! if jill and sa get in i will just cry...so wasted..my bad though..i didnt know there was a cut off point if not i would have gone jae...sob

haha today went to tanyas to mahjong....came late but was early...had to wait all then jill came then we saw aunt bessie who brought us up first........then tim and ben came so tanya was late even though it was her own house and she was the host...so we played mahjong and i dominated.....then me tim and ben had fun on tanays bed...then we ate lunch that aunt bessie graciously prepared for us...then mahjong again...then went home...safra interview at 3pm later....postings at 8 am...gosh scary hell

k went to town with tanya jill ben and tim...went to watch some chick flick...it was better than some animation crap that they had in mind....what the hell is robots???? then we didnt know what the hell to do in town so we sat ourselves down at starbucks and talked cock...i swear tanya and tim suck at the ''you know what or not'' game...damn blur...so we talked...and talked...then tanya had to go home for tution...so everyone left...tim and me went for warcraft at kembangan with hobday and glenn all....played a game then left....then came home...i thought about things for a while...figured life sucks without her by my side....so ya...and SAFRA didnt get back to me about a job interview...send my resume all..fuckers...

you know why not?

yay!!! did better than i expected for my o's!!! i thought if i could just pass,i would be so happy....in fact i can pretty much do whatever course i want to..haha...yay cant believe it....woohoo it seems so surreal......haha yeah stressless life ahead....smoothsailing and calm seas...haha yeah..the holidays are gonna be more enjoyable now

k o level results are supposedly on monday...so all the insignificant matters happening within the past few days will be swept under the carpet....all of my hopes,fears,dreams and ambitions will be decided on that short 2 hour day..

i pod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn cool.........o level results coming...tick tock tick tock tick tock

ok chinese new year came and went for me.....its now like everyday,no matter how important or what,it just seems that every day was made to make all the o level students last year realize the results are coming...so ya...the results are coming........

k today went to meet glenn to watch the st pats school team play against greenview...from word of mouth,i figured that greenview isnt a powerhouse anymore thus i thought st pats could finally win...but nooooooooooo...lost...not that greenview played magnificently,but as mr irfan puts it,''the team played well but certain individuals have let the team down...which was more than what i can say...the other spectators from st pats were severely disappointed with the team but i could see several ppl working their hearts out for the team...then went to eat at white sands with ben mano pete aaron then went to tanya's house...haha kinda empty but it gives the impression of coziness...so mon gonna watch the match again hopefully st pats buck up...what i wouldnt give to still be in school soccer......

why is newcastle in turmoil??? stupid fuck bellamy...he is one of the star players and yet he behave like some prima donna idiot....walau..and newcastle sign amdy faye..wtf...what happen to owen?yakubu? fuck sia...newcastle is going down...i am not gonna be some typical singaporean and jump ship to a team that is always winning...i live and die newcastle..

ok things are not turning out as well as i wanted it to be....o levels are over big woop but the months after it have been excruciatingly painful.....first... o level results are gonna fall on my birthday..the exact same day...the very same day...next my dad has been nagging at me without fail to get a job...not that i havnt been trying,but it seems every single company wants females...from sales promoting to surveying...and i have been to several interviews only to chicken out at the last minute and tell the receptionist that i wont be applying after all...it sucks...and my dad treats my new house like a freaking glass palace....every single thing is fragile and any minor mistake is thoroughly examined and punishment duly dished out..what the fuck...and since i am home everyday,every single goddamn chore has been my responsibility from feeding the dogs to folding clothes to washing the toilets to drying the dishes...everyday is stay-home-and-fiddle-with-bass-guitar-day and it sucks....and the next few weeks will be greeted with all the enthusiasm of a man facing a death squad...my o level results,more nagging from my dad and probably death by boredom...maybe i am suffering from post-school trauma but whatever it is,i need an antidote soon...

I NEED A FREAKING JOB!!!!!!!!!

k i am feeling damn down........been thinking about stuff and figuring out that my life is kinda screwed...i am not gonna be some wanna be and start playing welcome to my life and shit,but sufffer silently...but technically if i blog bout it,its not quietly...k whatever...christmas feels so passe.....only thing fun was the after mass stuff with tim ben mal tanya and eileen...even then our ideas on games were screwed cause we didnt have enough alcohol....k even my uncles party today was an anti-climax...man i need a job...night safari,here i come..........

hey havnt blog for very long time...haha got some error on my blog now...no more chatterbox....k o's were alrite...should be able to enter poly....i was very pleased that all of my good frens passed their n levels...see what rubbing shoulders with me has done for u all??????haha k blog more often...my new years resolution

k had maths paper 2 mock prelim on wed...damn bloody hard...shit sia...but o levels easier...so...should be able to do ok....

k..today had mock prelims for maths...paper I was ok...think i can pass...ya all those raffles and sji robots would go: ''pass???!!suppose to score???!!!'' but i am shep so ya..but my maths teacher said if paper one easy,means paper two hard like hell...and he also said if paper one hard,paper two also hard..then he laughed at his own joke...so ya...i was surfing through all my frens online journals like blog and online journal(rite ok) and i just realised this...I LOVE ALL MY FRENS!!!!!!

suppose to have prata today...ben and i went to simpang at the allocated time...then we waited for 20 mins then tim came...tanya siad she coming but call her she say she sick..k nvm...then denise and mal AWOL....so we all just ate then took cab to school..then school was uneventful..then after school played soccer...ya thats it..and i made an exam timetable...haha hope i can stick to it and finally start studying for prelims..its like in what? a month's time??

Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it insideI keep on searching, but I can't find
The courage to show, to letting you knowI've never felt so much love before
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
How will I knowIf I let you go
Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no-one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame, we're worlds apartI'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to loose
But sooner or later, I gotta choose
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

today went for mass...then after mass went parkway to eat..then went to play pool...then went to play starcraft after waiting dunno how long...then played pool again...then came home...k summary

today half day!!had prata then went sch for celebrations..my team had a match with slk and we won..then went to play soccer at siglap cc...not a bad day...yay

i love playing soccer with the sec 1's............so cute......k

oh ya....me and my team mates pranked denise....hahahahaahah prata kosong or egg? milo normal or special?hahaahahahah

yesterday went for my auntie's wedding...damn power sia...at first i thought it would be stupid and boring all...but.....not at all...fun!!! halfway thru the speeches,two belly dancers came....walau...damn hot sia..then my uncle dance with them..damn funny...then after that as my uncle is scottish,had bagpipes all sia...damn nice...then after eating,had scottish dancing..haha its damn fun i tell you...skip,swing and trot.....then had dancing all...damn fun..well at least better than a certain party that i was supposed to go and tim told me about how ''fun'' it was..haha..then cause we came back at 3 am, my mum allowed me to sleep in and ciao mass...then i woke up played match...saw mal's fren's boyfren...kenji i think..haha i slide him and i didnt know it was him...i feeling bad now..we lost by the way...stupid field...k nvm..and i now permanently no more maid...walau!!!!!!!!!!! die.......

k had prata fri...vic came..haha second time..then tanya and denise too...and ben....then school passed by in a blur..i knew i was a nuisance during lab...then we played soccer...dunno why but today everyone lethargic sia...not very fun...then walau jason yew had the worst day of his life..first his gear came apart..then he couldnt fix so he ask me to buy for him superglue so he fix back then next person to use it and it breaks, he gets blamed..then couldnt fix so he said he go home do all..then he lost his wallet on the way home...suay sia...my condolences.......

today was timmy wimmy's b dae!!!!!!!!he brought us to watch show...yay so nice...watch sisters...stupid show...waste tim's money...then follow tim to parkway with shin kwan...change his boots...then came home..yay funny day...happy b dae tim!!!

today had prata in the morning...damn dumb sia..me tim and ben were rushing for bus 10 then i was in already i saw my fren then pull his bag all say hi..it was moderately packed..then tim saw a double decker bus 10 behind..so shout at me to get off and take the one behind..so i rushed off..and the second bus the doors couldnt even open...walau..tim...*shakes head*...then arrive in time for assembly..then something weird happened..my whole sch was like fidgeting cause the command for attention wasnt ordered yet so we were all talking..then this filipino lady appeared of nowhere and screamed in tagalog in our podium mic..walau the school silent sia...all shocked..then my principal said we must have done something to deserve that and he will investigate..walau..then after school played soccer..these idiots came and booked the court then we had to leave..bastards..tmr got some talk on courses in poly..mass com!

kk sun went for mass...went to meet mano tim ben...saw the australian band people...came to stpats not enough ah...walau...then after mass had knobus match...bloody rough can..the guy elbow my face all..k then today i didnt go sch...sick..gonna buy sala on wed..yay!

yay prata fridays are back!! and tanya didnt bring the cd..then she asked me stupid qns all..then i played soccer a lot of times so fun...yay and my sis saw mal and tanya and blk 85 on fri..dunno know i am telling u this..k i know..i've got spies all  over..u're not safe..haha

ok went to watch mean girls with my swiss cousins...haha the show rocks...the stupid blonde bum...and lindsey lohan is damn hot...wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ok my maid went for a holiday for a month...so now i have to do chores...arghhh must come home early everyday all....walau...and my english teacher called my dad again...walau she seriously nothing better to do...i think she likes him...yuck ok next pls

stupid day today...suppose to go arts alive thingy at sac...then parents last minute told me that my godpa's wedding was today...walau..paid all already then last min tell me stuff that cannot be cancelled all...shit...not say my godpa rocks or what...always make empty promises...now at home after the church wedding...saw miss walford..dunno what the hell she doing there..must be the brides fren or what..then now at home...waiting for stupid wedding dinner at queensway some hotel..fuck la...arts alive!!!! suppose to go!!! looking forward to it all...walau....

k....sch is not helping....every day,out of ten periods,i have slept like 5 periods away everyday....english,accounts and maths...boring hell......then soccer with shin kwan and all...then tuition...fuck physics is shit...oh ya i havnt blog bout mlb yet...damn cool..we,mlb,students got this whiney trainee teacher as our mlb teacher..ahha damn funny....she gives us jigsaw puzzles to do everyday...haha serious!!!!!!!then me,glenn,benny and all always irritate her...act stupid all...so fun...now malay fun already...then she gave us this puzzle of marvel superheroes(i am not kidding)and we had to piece together and write 5 sentences bout the picture......mine was batman..didnt know what to write so we all wrote shit
this is the translated version.....


1.batman has fierce eyes
2.batman wears shoes
3.batman is strong
4.batman lives in the city
5.batman has a rope


i didnt mean to say rope but i didnt know what was belt in malay...so i use rope...see....the wonders of malay language basic...

k fri...played soccer until damn shiok..damn solid..fun..k then sat went out with lotp...bloody mal and tanya...trick us..thought gonna be a nice day out in town,watch show or what...noooooooooo called us along cause need help with homework...walau..so we sat in the sun...tim and ben doing their math..i doing accounts...then after a while,tanya.mal and tim left...then i stayed in town with ben cause we going to watch show...went to watch godsend...walau...i thought love show...shin kwan thought comedy...in the end..some horror show with loud sound effects then make it damn shocking..but quite nice...then today played match..damn tired...sch tmr!!!!! yay

ok.....clean my aunties house....then stayed there extra night...then came back played soccer until damn nice...then went down to collect ticket...then came home got cramp...typical day in sheps shoes.....

haha who wants to make a chris shep? there is always room for more...in fact i think the world needs it...haha k today played tennis at 11am with my frens..haha i am a volley pro pls..and backhand...i was shocked...thought my forehand better...no backhand!!!!thrash them..then played soccer...ok fun...we won lotsa teams...kok bought the roteiro ball...the one used in the euro 2004...damn nice to shoot...got cushion all...

tim:i know i said that today i had to stay home and study but my dad said its ok but he didnt give me cash anyway..sorry couldnt follow u!!! sorry!!!!!i give u extra time at pool table at my auntie's house...and less cleaning to do..

How to make a chris shep

Ingredients: 1 part jealousy 3 parts self-sufficiency 1 part instinct

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion

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i just came back from the hospital...i am so demoralized...i went to visit my grandmother who was in hospital cause she fractured her nose due to a fall..and when i saw her,her condition was terrible...half her face was bruised and it was an ugly bruise...very,very prominent..and when i entered and i said hi,she backed off as though she didnt know me...i was damn hurt..my family had to explain to her that i was her grandson and after a while she opened up to me..then i reflected on the time that i spent with her and realized that i wasnt exactly there for her..and i was just talking bout her during mals chalet...and she fell while i was at mals chalet,while i was having a good time and all...damn......

cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again

her fave song and yet i dun know the full version...all i know is that she cried while she sang it cause it reminded her of her late husband,my grandpa...man this sucks

ughhhh tired....and sad........k
just came back from mals chalet..


FIRST DAY
on mon went to her house first then we can all go together...ben and tanya was there also...then went to buy drinks from cold storage..then something embarrassing happened...(refuses to elaborate)...k then me and ben suppose to take cab to the safra place but mal told her mum that we taking bus cause obviously the mum would say waste cash all...then came the twist...her mum came to me said''eh u all taking bus rite? good then u can teach chilling(haha) how to go there''...
walau!!!then had to take bus...took damn bloody long..then tim met us at the bus stop..the bus ride there was ok short....then reach there,mum scold us cause we never wear slippers...call us supermen sarcastically..then all of us went to swim with impatient mal and tanya....we made the lifeguards job a living hell...then we went back start bbq...the next door chalet were so nice...help us a lot sia..charcoal all...then i burn myself..my skim became disfigured..see mal the things i do for you?k then mals frens came......then i choke on a bone...i swear i almost died...had to vomit it out...then we played cathcing...haha tim showed us the reason why he runs for sch..haha almost caught all of us singlehandedly then mals dad came to speak with us...told us some hilarious jokes and told us not to do funny stuff at nite....then we played captains ball...stupid cactus...i think we won...dunno...then watch match..so sad italy drew..then slept...


SECOND DAY
this was like the scariest day of my life...we woke up..then mal told some lies to her mum and skipped school along with tanya..they went for a swim first..while tim and i were upstairs,ben was watching tv...then mals dad poke his head at the window!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck ben ran up to tell us then we all panicked..me and tim rushed to put the beds back while ben kept him in the kitchen..then halfway i was pushing the bed back...the dad appeared and i frozed...then he ask me where was mal and tanya...i was like,''i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunoo''...haha then i called mal and told her..then we went to swim...i became shark-man...encircled all my prey...i dun like white meat!!!!!and tim became my trainer...made me bang into unhot girls..then we went back and took out the mic and sang and screamed and shouted and became lame...noisy..then mal got the phonecall from her mum saying her school call all...walau all of us scared for her sia...had to make a lot of phonecalls but in the end everything ok..everything went back to normal then caroline and denise came..then the girls abandoned us and ben,tim and me played mahjong with auntie esther and chillin(haha)...i won lotsa times..auntie esther was damn nice..then we went to bowl..my first frame strike...second frame spare..then after that was shit...then played pool..boring...then had the bbq..kinda boring..then when mals dad and mum came..i got scared and ran out..haha then me,caroline,megan,joy,ben,tim,denise and tanya played sparklers...then catching...walau everyone just stayed in the house..and i became catcher cause caroline caught me five times cause i became stunt man dive under slide all...then megan became catcher and she collided into tanya while trying to catch caroline..sacians...aiyah..then went back....and we walked to some playground..then came back and slept...


THIRD DAY
checked out then came home and sleep..haha thanks lotpians and unlotpians for a very fun 3 days!

kk.....this has got to be the worst sunday ever....after watching the portugal match,i slept and had to wake up at 6.30am for nssl(national street soccer league)...when shin kwan called me to ask where i was,i said on the way but actually i just woke up...haha...then i mad rush then at the bus stop i realized i forgot my ic so i run back to get it..then missed shin kwan,mano and daniel phillip(d.p) by one train...so i took the train alone..then we met mark anthony at some hulu bus stop...then we walk to the court...oh ya the tournament was in ang mo kio thats why had to wake up so early..damn tired...then when register time,no need for ic....ez link can...rush for nothing...k then we were drawn in the same group as bedok north and holy innocence..so we played our first game...we thought we bedok north was hard cause when me and shim kwan played against them for school we lost damn badly...AND THEN......we won 5-0...all of us shock sia..especially since dp gave away two penaltys..and he saved them both..then mano scored 2...shin kwan scored 2...AND......guess who scored the last one? ME!!!SHEP!!!haha defender sia score volley all,''ole'' keeper...haha actually it was fucking tyco..then we all damn high on confidence...cause like we never play with each other before then we gelled damn well...so we waited for 2346236461041451 years before our next match...holy innocence..we thought we could breeze past them...dp played up cause he thought can 'makan' them all..then i keeper...shit that match was damn scary..half time score was 3-1...we losing shit!!!! then mano sub with dp..brilliant tactical stuff there...mano provided us with the inspiration to come back from the jaws of defeat and secure a 3-3 draw...ahhhh...shin kwan scored 2 again!!and a mark penalty..but it left us in a tight situation cause if holy innocence beat bedok north by 6 goals,we would be sent packing...then just before their match,we saw holy innocence talking to bedok north sia...shit me and shin kwan quickly ran there...this is what we heard...


holy innocence guy:eh pls ah...let us win 6-0....then stpats out...u dun like them rite...they beat u all...

bedok north:then how u all score 6? i score own goal ah?

holy innocence guy after seeing me and shin kwan with our arms folded across our chest:
eh let us score 6....but just kidding lah just play normally ah..best team win...


walau basket...good thing saw them...in the end score was 4-3 to bedok north...so we were thru..so we had a 2 hr break...and there was a draw...we wanted any team BUT hong kah...they were the fucking powerhouses there...so with our good luck,mark drew hong kah...fuck sia..we lost 5-1...i slide all injured got burn all...aiyah...so we spent 5 hrs in ang mo kio for 30 mins of football...brilliant...so we went home..heads down...then i slept...haha

I remember the look in your eyes
when i told you that this was good bye
you were begging me not tonite,not here,not now


k......today was damn boring...went to meet audrey to ''finalize some fine prints''....
then stayed home and played com...had the intention of during my anglican high prelim maths paper but was too lazy...then i had a heart to heart talk with mal....haha...:)...secrets......then this dog i gonna look for while my sis fren goes on holiday came....at first it looked weird then after a while it was cute cause it was weird...oh ya i stun some euro 2004 cards today....blur cashier...k back to the dog...it was an italian greyhound...it got on quite well with casey....yay! tomorrow school...shit...

Hello! k shall blog bout sat....k went to school for our fun fair...was there at nine thirty...then i refereed the soccer match...boring match..then i sat around then decided to ciao and play lan...then after playing lan i went home to get ready for church...then went church for rite of sending forth! then everyone made fun of me cause i wore jeans...bet they were all jealous...haha...then con bash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was damn boring at first but...................once everyone warmed up,it was fun!!!haha mad moshing...i was as usual tearing up the floor with my dance moves...haha...slide across the floor all...got lotsa slengs sitting and stoning...wanted to beat them...aiyah..haha then i gave it to my ex-10.15 classmates...haha they formed this ring amongst themselves then they were jumping like idiots then ben dared me to jump in the centre and dance like mad..haha thats what i did...haha dance like there were ants in my pants...haha...then i left earlier to play lan....then go home sleep...then sun was the fair again!i was the ref again but this time it was fun cause i refereed the finals! damn nice match CAN! haha then i attended to our class stall for a while with glenn and business picked up cause of us....cause i would stand just a bit out of our stall and shout,'' butoh ah eh! play ah!'' then they play haha...then glenn chase jason cause of me...haha NOSE!then i played lan with jason....then went home...haha FUN!!!!!!!!

tomorrow st pats fair...no stall to mend...so i will be roaming around...only on duty on sun....referee for soccer stall...haha we made a loss...buy goalpost all create lines then only a handful of teams enter...then after fair got church...stupid sia must rush here there all...tired...i bet the fair is gonna be lame...

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally went to lord of the rings exhibition!!!yay so nice...the goddam troll so big...its head was the size of my fren who followed me there...shin kwan also went...then saw all the weapons and stuff...got wax figure of boromir in his funeral boat...got mumakil(the big elephant)also...so nice...then after that played soccer...boring...then go home...poa tmr...

k i got my com back.....but kinda mixed feelings....everything i am reading bout my frens and current events just saddens me....makes me wanna be deaf and dumb so i can be blind to everyone elses problems...but i wanna help too...whatever ppl just probably say i am nosy....and as for my exams, i failed everything except lit and malay b....yes i failed english....yes i am a gragok...yes let the taunting begin.......stupid fucking english teacher bitch...my form teacher told me that she mark strict for mine because i am a trouble maker......bitch...

haha blogging from my frens phone again...yesterday lotp studied at starbucks...then got chased...out...bums...k enough..

hello! i cant go online so i am using my frens 02 phone to blog! fucking cool...haha anyway its a free period now and its fun....i got the new virus shit...