so i have been reading all my classmates or former classmates blogs and it turns out that everyone has a job except me despite me asking them if they hear anything to give me a call..oh well..haha well today had been a rather good day...haha stayed home all day but certain revelations have made me happy...very very happy..haha but i still have to wait though... oh i went out for dinner with hobday today... yea thats about it : ) i shall leave yall with a song she sent me

I believe
We shouldnt let the moment pass us by
Life's too short
We shouldnt wait for the water to run dry
Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All im asking
Could it possibly be you and me?
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Time has come
For us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy todayI feel so cold
Feel so numb
Im having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Now that you're gone, im all alone
Im still hoping that you would come back home
Dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

yesterday was stupid day to play lan day...haha first in the afternoon,we had eleven guys..so as dota is a 10 player game, we didnt wanna bastard anyone so in the end we played counterstrike...haha the memories...it was kinda fun at first but towards the end it was boring..so we realised it was kinda late so we went for our youth mass...this time we sat rite in front so we couldnt make as much noise as before but we were far from holy....so after youth mass,we hung around in church for a while..watching 3 kids breakdance, watching a video of us in sentosa and many other misc stuff...haha we went back to lan later as we thought we had enuff..but in the end we didnt so we left for simpang bedok...haha we talked,ate laughed then went home...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahah k just felt like filling up space with aimless laughter....

k i woke up today to the sound of an sms tone....i checked it and lo and behold,it was my results....i scrolled down slowly to take in the grades...i realised that i passed all and didnt have to take any supps...but it didnt sink in and i just said cool and went back to sleep..only when i woke up an hour later then it sunk in...yea the joyness....so i spent half the day playing dota then left around 6 to play soccer...damn fun but tiring...so tmr is youth mass...haha hopefully the church will be up after we're done...

20 people you can think of right off your head
1. glenn
2. hobday
3. sa
4. jill
5. tim
6. nicole
7. ross
8. ernest
9. mark
10. winston
11. shin kwan
12. estrop
13. shahira
14. ridhwan
15. yasin
16. ivan
17.beatrice
18.wei loong
19.casey
20.brandy

How did you meet 13?
ASH! the prestigious class of 1L01 law and management

What would you do if you never met 5? haha tim one less guy to annoy i guess

What do you honestly think of 10?
winsss the greatest fren a guy could ask for

Have you ever liked no.3?
hahahahahahahahahah sa...YES

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
cry

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
haha hobday and shin kwan!! yes they look sweet together..for 2 guys i mean

Do you think 12 is hot?
i know a lot of bengs think so

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
haha omg beatrice is mine

Tell me something about 11.
shin kwan is the god of soccer. enuff said

Do you know any of 3's family members?
i think so...uncle cedric,aunty janet, is it shaun? i forgot..and bubbles

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
-2

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
hahahaa jill..i wouldnt be surprised..i knew all along she had the hots for me :p

What language does 19 speak?
HAHAHA casey is my dog..he speaks doggish

Who is 8 going out with?
single mingle

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
omg. no comments

When was the last time you talked to 6?
before exams...when we were studying under her block

What is 18's favorite band?
he likes those weird music...like..i dunno those weird music laaaa

Does 4 have any siblings?
jjjaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy

Would you ever date 1?
frankly? no

Would you ever date 7?
frankly? no

Is 15 single?
haha yasin yes who would want a short mat? haha just kidding la bro

what is 19s last name?
shepherdson!! haah casey shepherdson

What is 3's middle name?
omg..is it ann? i forgot

What is 10's fantasy?
to make it big with a band...100%guranteedchopsuckmyballscherryontop

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
haha well..ridhwan is malay...and brandy is my dog..so i doubt so

What school does 16 go to?
temasek poly....some applied science course i think

What school does 1 go to?
temasek poly! BIT

Where does 9 live?
bedok reservoir i think

Would you make out with 13?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
hell yea..every nite talk on the phone with each other all..

Is 20 older than you?
well in dog years she is a whopping 56

is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
haha hell yea jill is a bitch..i mean a sexy bitch

is 17 your ex?
mmmm i would love to have her as an ex,present or whatever

do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
estrop and wei loong.....dismiss the latter,consider the former

how is 2 ?
he shud be doing well cause i am his bestest best fren and i live 5 mins away from him

k since shahira requested us to do this 20 facts thing and it looked kinda fun,i shall do it! k here it goes;
20 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT CHRISTOPHER MARK SHEPHERDSON
(cue drum roll)
1. i play the bass guitar
2.i actually saw a live english premier league game in england...fulham vs birmingham
3.i speak portuguese(or rather,know a few portuguese expletives)
4.i think ben & jerrys kicks haagen daz's ass
5.when i was 5, i got lost in a mall and peed in my pants.serious.
6.i appeared on MTV cause i was at the good charlotte concert
7.when i was 10 i appeared on tv to do a rollerblade segment on a sports show
8. i shook hands with jan poulsen(ex-spore soccer coach) cause we finished 4th in spore for nationals
9.i got 100 for every single subject in pri 1 during the CA1. now look at me
10.my ancestors came form england...k sorry ran out of facts
11.my dad shook hands with benjamin sheares
12.i used to be a prefect
13.when i saw my first celebrity in the streets(gurmit singh), i giggled like a schoolgirl
14.i hate RnB
15.i hate ska mats
16.i saw naomi campbell in france
17.my dogs love me
18.eurasian is not the same thing as ang moh
19.i cried when boromir died in lord of the rings
20.i laughed when caretaker died in the longest yard

k as u can tell my last few were kinda dumb cause i ran out of facts......k all u freeloaders..pls do one tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

k past few days have been mundane....so thankfully today the guys called me out for lan...so k i played lan..then my dad called me halfway during lan..it thought it was for a verbal bashing because i left the house in a hurry and it was all messy..butttt it turned out he was buying me the new newcastle jersey and he was asking for my size..hahahaha cool sia..k so i left lan halfway to play soccer...then came home and cooked myself dinner..i am so proud of myself man..i cooked steak,medium rare, with potatoe skins on the side and a refreshing glass of coke..k no actually i just fried some sausages and chicken nuggets and drank plain water...haha then i blissfully watched CSI and now gonnna bnet..k bye bums

so today i woke up late for church so i went to have a hair cut and met the guys at lan later..so lanned a while then we headed down to GEORGES to watch man u vs liverpool...for yall slengs out there who are wondering what georges is, its a pub...so we ordered our drinks(vodka ribena and sprite,screwdriver and bourbon coke,a jug each) and sat down and watched the match...it was damn fun...i mean what can be better then companionship,booze,cigarettes and soccer??then i rushed home to watch the second match at home cause it involved my fave team and i had to concentrate...and they won!!! thus the happinesss!!! k bye

k today was the ole ole soccer tournament... lets put it this way,we left after losing 2 out of 3 games....sry guys but glenn and myself had to rush to sentosa anyway...so we reached sentosa and had the time of our lives...played beach soccer,frisbee,rugby and swam in the sea...it was seriously damn fun..i even saw biondie in sentosa..small world..played some games in the sea where losers had to forfeit..and it was damn embarrassing ah..kiss strangers,ask a babe for a sip of her drink and hump a tree...hahahah anyway i left early cause i had dinner at some restaurant...had steamboat, died of boredom then came home...

k life is a bitch...i think my dad is getting more and more materialistic now that his company has been bought over...i know its probably not his fault,but maybe he should once in a while make an attempt not to be so critical of everyones actions and their behaviour...maybe once in a while he can say i love you instead of '' eh dun waste so much current'' or '' do you know the bill is damn high?'' or ''go clean the house'' or whatever...every single day is the same routine whenever i face him...nag,criticise and what not...i am even going back to my old job that i really dislike just so i can be home after he is asleep and be sleeping when he leaves...recently when my sisters' fiancee's parents came over, there was this issue about how i made him lose face...he was asking me to help him take beer for himself and uncle bob...he couldnt be more than 5 feet away from the cooler..so i am pretty sure yall know me as a sarcastic smart ass so i just made a casual comment about ''its just there'' but in the end i did it without him telling me twice..the next day,he lambasted me for not giving him face and i disgraced him in front of company...i know i am at fault but he uses that now for every single thing i do(or not do)..when i make a joke now,he always say'' ah in front of me its ok but not other ppl cause i will lose face and bla bla'' and ''why u never clean ur room? want me to lose face when ppl see ah'' and oh my lord...after putting all this down in words, maybe its just me...maybe...ah fuck..just see how it goes


Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,and eventually you'll finally get it right.

holidays.....k yesterday was just stupid...so i smsed everyone to go play soccer..k set had a few teams going...then god decided to play a prank on me...just after i told everyone that it isnt going to rain as it had already rained earlier,the heavens opened and it rained cats,dogs elephants giraffes and mats....my god..the rain was really really heavy...so since everyone had already left their houses, glenn and i left my house and we made our way to valley eight pool cause our last min wet weather programme was to play pool..so we played till the rain stopped..then we realised the guy who has supposed to bring the ball didnt come cause he said the court was wet...duh...gay! so we walked around bedok trying to find ppl to play with...couldnt find so we went to long johns silver to eat whilst waiting for one more fren...then he came so we went to another area of bedok to find for ppl...lo and behold..we saw this group of mats playing football..so we asked if we can play...then they said they were about to leave...fuckkkkkkk...so they decided to come back to my house to indulge in a few games of winning eleven and warcraft..at least i left the house...hahahaha

k yesterday was my last paper!!! joy..it was ok...should be able to scrap thru a pass which would mean no supps!!! which would mean uninterrupted holidays!!! wooooo...so went home then prepared to go town to meet ross,glenn,jon and danial to watch the longest yard..damn nice show...fucking nice...a lot of guest appearances...burt reynolds,kevin nash,steve austin,nelly,jadakiss,bill goldberg, rob schneider(as usual,he appears in every adam sandler movie and vice-versa) and of course the two main stars adam sandler and chris rock...damn funny..and kinda touching in a way...then hobday came halfway thru the show...then we mrt-ed down to kembangan to play lan.....then after that we cabbed down to 85 to eat supper..talked cock and everything damn fun...hahaha holidays!!! life now just rocks...really

k update of my exams so far...my aim was was to not take any supp papers and truth be told, i think its going rather well....csa i thought was kinda hard but after going thru the paper with my frens after that,i realised that i put down a lot of correct answers...then for pom considering 2 hrs of studying, i did rather...a pass for me pls....and todays econs was ok too...so yea 3 down one more to go...no supp papers!!!!!hahaha my sisters fiancee and his parents are coming over for dinner on sat...cant go to sentosa dammit...oh well...for all u bodohs out there, my chatterbox moved here------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
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k i just have to say that my next-of-kin is a genius...i worship the ground she walks on.....like really ok, we should all worship middle kids because they are the best....first, she fixes up the links, then the archives then the chatterbox, now she's even going to buy me dinner because i asked her to just now...

i love my sister...but then she has my blood and i am a god so i guess that makes her a goddess...i'm talking crap right now because i'm going to play soccer..mahahaha

Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife

k havnt been blogging for a while....have been in sch for 6 hrs a day but cant say i have been studying hard...i get distracted rather easily...so i am in glenns house now..damn nice..and his dad cooked a really nice meal for us..hahahaha next week doomsday

k a lot of shit has been going on lately..basically our church team finished second in the catholeague tournament...not bad considering we played against 35yr old men for the whole tournament...then i tried the past papers for every subject and realised i cant do any of it..i am so screwed oh my god...die sia....been studying in sch for the past few days but its not sinking in.........ahhhhh die forgive me if i dun blog for the next few days

today i had the intention of going for school for BOTH lecture and tutorial..i actually woke up on time...but the thing was i went back to sleep...mahahaha..so i thought''nvm la just go for tutorial''....then.....i was playing dota..so i was engrossed and decided ''hey its only csa''...so yea..but i went school anyway to meet glenn cause we were supposed to watch a show with jill..so i joined him for lunch with his godiva group mates(if confused,pls refer to my camp entry) and talked cock...then we were bored so we decided to go babe hunting..haha we somehow ended up in the labs and i gloated at my poor classmates from outside..mahahaha
SHEP 1 1L01 0
then we decided that there wasnt any nice shows so we went to play pool...kinda fun..then ivan glenn and myself played soccer at bedok futsal damn fun then we all dispersed for home..mahahahahha isnt sch time when exama are nearing just peachy??!! hahahah

k today was wake-up-early-to-come-school-cause-i-didnt-know-there-was-class-therefore-had-to-print-notes day.....i came earlier then the time i was gonna meet ridhwan so i printed the stuff for him...we did our mindmaps then we went for class...VERY boring...then i went to play pool with melvin,my new fren from tpsu...and we also played photo hunt..haha its damn fun..then went for econs...EVEN MORE boring..then after class,i knew i should have gone home as i was very tired but i didnt wanna bastard them...so we went to gelare at tm..and i had some expensive chocolate drink thingy..then we went to the playground...and i sat on the spinning fucking thing and i swear i felt like puking after...they said i looked pale and i knew that it was true cause i could feel it..anyway on the bus ride home i felt extremely giddy so i decided to sleep it away...and i missed my stop by 3 stops...so i trudged home...and died

yesterday my team played our quarter final match and we were down one nil at half time...a few inspired subsitutions later, and it was one all and we advanced to the semi finals..mahaha but the semi finals and the third/fourth placing and the finals will be played on the same day so it will be 2 games next week....bah...anyway today,i attended csa lecture! wooo then pom was just boringgggg then helped out at the yellow ribbon stuff again...then had the AGM to help out in...i was the usher and we ushered ppl to their seats...after that at the reception, we all became camera whores and jumped into every single pic but i think some ppl found it annoying...hahhahaha but why i care? then during debriefing, there was issue about some fight during ushering duty...then the accused(maha) suddenly said,''i would like to thank chris cause without him pulling me away i would have done smth stupid'' ahhahahahahaha i was just dragging him away cause it was damn stupid laaaa but i did my good deed of the day..hahahabut seriously...tpsu rocks

Friday had excel test...which i think i will get a pass..which i would be happy about...then after that,glenn,alvin and me reported to the student lounge to report for our volunteer work..which was to sell the yellow ribbons at the cca day awards...it was surprisingly over and done with quite fast...then we went to the sports complex to report for our TPSU camp...they grouped all of us into 6 groups,each a name of a brand of chocolate...there was godiva,moncherry,ferrero rocher, van houten, hersheys and cadbury..i was in van houten,glenn in godiva and alvin in cadbury...they intentionally gave 3 syllabus names so it would be hard to think of a cheer....cunning bastards...there was this hot girl in my group but too bad she was and is attached..haha so iniatially i thought we were all quiet in our respective groups as it was still new..then glenn introduced me to his group and i was wrong as his group was really fun and easy to click with...my group just speaks chinese and leave me in corners...haha so on the first nite,me and glenn made a new best fren in yasin..i think thats how its spelled...then we all went walking around the school after lights out..and i finally got to explore the engineering and IT/AS blocks properly...second day was alrite as i felt that our group bonded a bit more and they emphatised with my situation and spoke less chinese..or at least i wasnt around to hear it.. so we did all kinds of cheers and played fun games...hahaah and we had a mass dance! mary moon again! i danced with glenn twice haha and we were just mad swinging around....damn fun...so after all that, we sorta had a tribute thingy....where we each took turns to say what we liked about the camp and everything...but i found the ending quite...yucky..cause my group suddenly reverted back to their chinese roots and made me feel so foreign...oh well...another barrier to overcome in TPSU i guess...monday, TPSU AGM volunteer work again! but i dun mind...its kinda fun

hello..ok today we came school early to discuss our econs project..butttttttt we digressed and went to norgen vaaz to have lunch..guess whose idea..so we ate..then we finally sat down to talk thru our articles and bla bla...when it was our turn in the spotlight,we were kinda relaxed cause we heard from everyone that it was very very easy...and it was...just a simple question about our topic and voila! done...after that we went to have ice cream at...norgen vaaz...then i heard my groups lsm meeting was cancelled so i went to play lan cause benny was flying back to hawaii and we can only see him again when he is 21..thats like 4 yrs time..so tmr we are all going to the airport to see him off at 7 am...the people still in stpats are gonna chao school while those in TP mainly me and glenn will head to school straight after to do our respective projects...LSM!!!! oh my god...damn scared man..shit...we havnt havnt even rehearsed once yet...and i have a very bad feeling about it...shit...wish me luck! oh ya and its our last project then its home free!!!! but then the exams are a 2 weeks away...bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

k econs presentation is in 12 hrs time and we just found out that wei loong and myself did the same topics...hahahaahahahaahahahahahha so since i am so gentlemanly,i offered to redo since he was doing the oh-so-difficult task of the content page...hahaha anyway today we went for the TPSU briefing and the camp is on fri..think it will be fun?? i dunno...hope so....kkk econs project now!

k on sat...played lan then went for jon's party...plenty of food..then when his mum left, we took out the drinks and drank..there was champagne,vodka,jim bean bla bla..never drink champagne with jim bean..just a word of advice..then eevryone was all high and tipsy...we later went to katong to play lan until 8 am..haha damn shiok...we halfway played pool but carruied on lan...haha so i spent like 50 bucks? haha then sun went for match at stpats..we won 2-1 but it was kinda close...everyone grew mad at the match..fighting all...then we ate at kims and they came to my house to watch match...fucking arsenal and fucking ref...and fucking eugene cheag from my class...fucking bastard standing in front of me now..all smug..bastard...

k figured i havnt been blogging for a while...k the most exciting/interesting/intriguing thing that has happened for me so far was that i played soccer and slid a guy from the back...cool huh? shows how poly life isnt a barrel of monkeys..one thing good is that i made it to TPSU subcomm..i mean i made in to the second phrase of elimination but before all of you think i am arrogant or whatever, they select 95 out of 105..so yes...anyway today during CSA, i died..seriously...i couldnt make head or tail on what was going on...and there's a test next week....anyway after csa, we played soccer in school..then i left to do..guess what? yes i played soccer again at bedok court...came home and exhaustedly did my econs article now left one more.....wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i think i wanna go for the circus thingy...but its 200 bucks...whats it called? circques de ole? ahahah

oh ya i just remembered..i was watching mtv on fri night and there were showing shots of the good charlotte concert and there was one instance when they showed a clip where jill,tanya and i could be seen..maha my 2 secs of fame

hello....k yesterday came sch on time but skipped lecture so that we can discuss our presentation..so we rehearsed..and i felt it went ok except for me cause i sounded sick..but maybe we would be awarded sympathy marks..maha...k after that,had lunch with the guys then came home to sleep...woke up to play lan before heading to gotham..so crowded...and when we finally entered,it was even more crowded..so we managed to place an order of two jugs of vodka sprite which cost 40 bucks..my god..finished it in like 5 mins...then there was this rumour that there was gonna be a raid so all the under 18's left in a hurry and the shitty thing was that we just ordered another 2 jugs and we left it with mals bro and he said''dun worry i will take good care of it'' with a big grin on his face.......needless to say,we never saw the drinks again...so we went back up after the raid thingy died down but there were cops hovering around the area...then after that, we went to simpang to have supper..then we all headed home...and i am desperately sick..shall not go sch tmr..i hope

k today went to mass.....after quite a while...father luke is damn weird...k then played lan..then went for dinner..so ya...haha boring entry! nvm tmr i will make up for it..

today i didnt have school...had the ccn day fair thingy...i think business was the most packed...maybe cause we know how to do business??? k anyway, a funny story... my frens and i were walking out of engin block when another group of frens walked against us and informed us that another fren is doing smth stupid for ccn day..his name happens to be dom k...then on the lookout, we finally saw this ghost replica thingy person...''it'' had its hair back to front ala eye 2...so my frens and i laughed at it furiously and kept on pointing and laughing cause we were prettty sure it was our fren and seeing him that way just made it funnier cause it really suited him..so anyway, we followed it down the stairs and then, to our horror, it took a sat next to dom! hahahahahahahahahhaah we were so embarrassed oh my god...we laughed at a total stranger for like 10 mins thinking it was dom...anyway they came to my house after that to bum around..then i went to town to watch charlie and the chocolate factory...it was....ok...johnny depp is seriously damn talented and versatile...he rocks....anyway i cant sleep at mals house again!

hello i shant start with 'k' cause shahira thinks i do it too many times..anyway todahad sch as usual...only good thing today was that mr kenneth fong was on reservists(HAHA) so the HOD of econs came in...and he is 100%guranteedchopsuckmyballs better then
Mr iamdoingmyreservistsnow......hate him sia...then after econs, my group decided to have a quick meeting, which i gotta admit was kinda fruitful considering it was only like half an hour?
yea then i went to tampines mall to meet mal and the rest at pastamania...then they accompanied me to century square to fix up my phone..so i am gonna collect it on monday! yea and here i was thinking i had to buy a new phone...then we bummed around...then i headed over to sangeets house to bum around...then i came home...hmmm poly life is stressful dontcha think? mahahaa

k today came school for lecture...damn...b..o..r..i..n..g.. so after school,hung around sch cause we were under the impression we had to wait till 5 to get our marks..but at 330 word got around that it was cancelled so we waited in sch for nothing...anyway we all played risk at the student lounge! haha damn fun...i was controlling asia...then i managed to transfer songs to my ipod in school!!! yea so its my itunes at home and not my ipod..phew..but shahira's ''suggestion'' for my ipod and the result is still there...grrr...anyway i went to meet my family in town to attend this exhibition on the shepherdson surname and our heritage..the ''sneak'' preview was today and the official opening is tmr..there is gonna be a press statement and everything balls..if u happened to watch the news today, it came out that we were the first family to use a DNA test to determine if our assumptions were true...and it was! haha yea..so all the shepherdsons in spore and the world are related to one another..but on to more impt things,during dinner,my sister's boyfren made an annoucement that he had proposed to my sister!!!! hahahahaahha he was asking my parents for their blessings all!! haha it was damn surreal i swear..but damn cool...i am gonna be the ringbearer!!!! FRODO BAGGINS!! haha i gonna wear the tattered elven cloak and all...mahahaha...k enough..then came home to do POM project..wah two project deadlines coming out soon...stress..luckily charlie and the chocolate factory coming out on thurs...JOHNNY DEPP!!! Damn coooooooooooooool

k yesterday had to go to sentosa form some church outing...so we all woke up at a horribly early time and scurried down to church..so the evil management split up our 2004 batch which only had 9 into 2 groups of black and white... white consisted of myself,ben,mal,ryan and jason
and black had tim, hobday, glenn and estrop...so we played some lame games...then had the treasure hunt which when it just began,it rained heavily and when i say heavily,i mean heavily...we were all soaked thru and thru and my phone spoiled! so all u law ppl reading this,pls give me ur hp numbers again pls cause i am temporarily using a phone that mal lent me(she is damn nice) k?..kk anyway enough digressing..so our faciliators were nice and eveything so we played and stuff..then we decided to chao halfway cause it was really getting draggy..then half of us went to play pool and the other half played lan..then i went for dinner with jason along with wins and sangeet and came home to my parents yelling at me...fuck up yea?

So quiet
another wasted night,the television steals the conversation
exhale,another wasted breath,again it goes unnoticed.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feel that I might breakout of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
Close lipped
another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion,your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary it seems worth the wai tto see your smile again
out of the corner of my eye
won't be the only way you're looking at me then

k today i woke up for lecture..wooo...then i decided to skip APEL because to put it simply,its boring and a waste of time...but my teacher saw me,and i said hi to her...then left..had lunch with sa colin and their cmm peeps...then attended my class for my telephone test..damn cock sia my tutor..haha she put on accent and all for the rest.. for me,she pretended to be this big-shot Swiss from the international hockey federation...then when i asked for her name,she said ''oh,i am mr shepherdson'' i fought with all my strength to resist saying,'' oh thats a very nice name u have''..hahaha but i think i did ok except i didnt ask for their details like the phone number so i dun know how my ''boss'' gonna reply an urgent call without the phone number..maha..then after that i went to play pool with jason(cash cow), sa and her gangstress classmate sia hui ling...and halfway some law peeps invaded,so we played then we left..then i lanned with the lanning peeps...then i came home to the family peeps..and now blogging to all u peeps..k shall stop

i love my sis.
she bought brandy-induced biscuits.
i like alcohol.
do you?
i know i do?
am i an alcoholic?
i dun think so.
but i like alcohol.
biscuit time!

k yesterday i went to my aunts house as it was my cousins birthday..anyway i started talking to my cousin about stuff..and she was telling me that the hotel she worked in recently occupied good charlotte when they came down for the concert...coincidental ah..anyway she was telling me how she saw the group of them and she thought they were sum41..haha so she spoked to the drummer,dino, and asked him'' arent u guys sum41?'' and he replied ''sum41 is here???!!!'' then she was like'' ohh wait..ohh ok'' then he said'' oh no man we're good charlotte!'' hahahahaah damn embarrassing sia...and she thought they were called charlottes web...which is half true cause they named themselves after that particular book..so she was talking to dino cause only benjie and dino were nice whereas billy,joel and paul were kinda anti-social..so it turns out that good charlotte had booked the entire velvet underground for a party and my cousin was invited by dino to come but she declined cause of work...haha i would have fucked work man..then she was telling me that if i had told her earlier we were going for the concert,she could have spoken to the management and we could have gotten backstage passes...damn...so yea..so wasted!

anyway i went swimming with ben,mal and tanya yesterday at safra...only swam for half an hour then it started to rain..after we showered and everything the rain stopped and the sun came out...bah...so we went to eat at the sea sports club...we had to dig up every cent to pay so embarrassing my god...hahaha then we went to mals house and watched shutter after that...haha then came home and had that nice chat with my cousin later...bah if only.......

p.s i know what is prolly gonna come out for the next harry potter after reading the book!!! if i tickled ur curiousity, ask me!!!

k I shall blog now....yesterday i finally attended a morning class after 2 days of sleeping in..haha but even then,i was reading harry potter throughout the lecture with my ipod plugged in..so i didnt hear a single word from the lecturers mouth..so after that had CSA which i found out my grade for csa..mahaha B isnt so bad when u consider what a pest i am in class..and i studied only 2 hrs before the test...k here comes the part of the day that i looked forward to..i went home straightaway as jason was coming to my house first...so we went to pick glenn and we picked up the cutlery and cake..i swear being frens with jason and glenn is the best thing in the world..jason pays for all the cab fares and glenn is just rich..mahaha..so we arrived at melville park and shared space with this other beng group who occupied the other pit..k then ppl slowly started streaming in..and it was getting boring and i realised there wasnt enough alcohol so glenn jason and myself decided to get a bottle of jack daniels..which cost $64 and i paid 4 bucks....now know what i meant by being frens with jason and glenn?? hahaha...jason paid with a 100 dollar note my god...k so we got started early...and glenn and i had a drinking race..which he cheated by giving me a huge cube of ice in my cup thus i couldnt down properly..haha AND I WASNT HIGH! just hyper...so we drank more..heineken and absolut vanilla..hmmm then tim came and i was the event coordinator but no one listened to me...sniff..so we all just shouted ''surprise!'' when he was damn far fucking embarrassing sia...hahaha so we had the bbq and all...damn fun la..but the guards were damn fucked up..wanted us to end at 10pm all..so we continued the party at mals house where 9 of us stayed over...did my outline work there...yes i did my homework at a frens house..hahaha..then tim was fucking high doing all kinds of funny shit..then we left at around 2pm the next day? yea see how much we love you tim!

Ben is damn cool. Mal too. I'm at mals place now. chilling and listening to tim talk cock. Tim's party was a blast. All because of the orgy we had. I was gangbanged by Mouth, Mano, Ben, Mal, Vic, Jill, Tanya, Glenn. Hobday, Anmari, Aaron, Cheryl, Peter, Rory, Shin kwan, Ian, Megan, Jasper, Dionne, Marcus, Xavier, Charmaine, Beverly, Alyssa, Nicole and the birthday boy who came in his birthday suit TIMOTHY. His balls are damn big. The food was great. Cause of the lovely preparers, namely Tanya, Ben etc. etc.

At 8pm Tim arrived, he was shocked to see all his loved ones surprising him.
I am very jealous of Tim.
No one loves me enough to do something like that for me. If only i was sexier. But Im not. I'm just sexy. Without the ier. TEE HEE.

I'm smelling mal's hair now. Smells really good. Wish i could keep some in my pocket.
I am a dick. No actually, hobday is dick. I'm just a penis. Some ice creams ah. I had some just now during the party. Was damn bloody shiok balls. As in literally. TEE HEE.

Have you seen my childhood? I was ugly with 80's haistyle. Now i'm just groovy. I think I have the hots for Glenn. He's curvy in all the right places. Especially where the sun doesnt shine. TEE HEE.

Mal has something very important to say now. Its Love Tanya and Ben. And then goodnight.
Mal is just so cool. I wish i was her. I so want her boobs. And her ever so long legs. like a model. I want to join America's next top model. TEE HEE.

My legs are hairy. It is rather sexy. I saw a guy in the pool at melville, He was filled with lushes long hair. It turned me on. He was like a hairy bear. So wish i could hump him. I love bears. I miss my winnie the Pooh toy. Used to have private moments with it in the bathroom. TEE HEE.


Tanya rocks la.

k today had the subordinates court visit...haha i was on time..as usual..then we made our way to the courts after our whole class met at chinatown mrt...so we sat in this auditorium and watch boring video after boring video...the fun part was when we walked around the courts..we sat in on two court cases..the first one was kinda of an anti-climax..cause the lawyer was unprepared..he kept on looking at his notes before asking questions and the witness was damn blur and kept on avoiding wuestions and answering the questions with questions..even the translator was pissed with him..maybe it was just a breakdown in communications but hey...so we left that..and went to this other court...now THIS....is the shit...a bunch of illegal immigrants were caught and were awaiting sentencing...so they each took turns to step forward and receive their sentences..the judge looked bored to me...anyway he just looked at them,their profile and said 6 weeks 4 strokes...woot...then this guy was caught for the fifth time and was pleading for leniency and stuff...but the judge just gave him 2 mths,$3000 fine and 3 strokes? cant remember..but so sad...he gave his sob story....wife sick,children ill,very poor etc etc etc...if i was the judge,i would have asked him to stay in my house man...so anyway i ate lunch with ruz,shahirah,lisa and ridhwan..and we came to school dripping..or rather ridhwan and shahirah...and many many homework..bah...

as u probably figured,that last entry wasnt by me...it was done by vic who has a crazy fetish to immaculate herself on other ppl's stuff...anyway..i am currently in mals house again....doing shit...tmr is subordinates courts visit day! in serangoon..so we have to go there ourselves as gone are the days with a hired bus...and we have to rush back to sch at 2 for usual lessons...hope its interesting..but how interesting can it be...

hello people. i have a secret to tell you guys.
its like a damn big secret but i really cannot keep it any longer.
if i do i might just burst and go crazy or rather crazier than i already am.
hahahahhahahahahahhahhaaaaaaahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahhahahhaahaha.

Do you all want to know what the damn big secret is?
Can you guys keep it? i really really want to tell you all. but i dont know if i should.
but then again i think i should, i dont want to hide things from you guys. whom i love sooooo much. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i am so confused. i really dont know what to do. should i tell you guys?

okay i think i will just tell you all.
the secret is i love vic so much cos she is so damn cool.

i got new blogskin!!! thanks to my cool sis! who even thought she had work at 6 am,she still stayed up till 3 to help me do!! maha i feel so loved...and if u were a blink fan,you would realise that the titles are all blink songs...mahahahaha i am so in love with my skin..gonna blog everyday just so i can see it...mahaha school in 6 hrs time??!! sux

i am covered in bruises! fools of tooks....on my arm,chest,leg, shoulders everywhere...stupid people who raped me...haha anyway woke up early to play a match at stpats...but i went to the wrong sch..i went to st stephens by habit cause they recently just changed the venue to stpats...anyway i arrived in the nick of time and we played the match...we won 1-0..i should have opened my account for the season...had a header saved and i missed an open goal..so annoying...anyway, after the match i came home and died...woke up at 5 and lazed around...so much work to do oh my god...i wanna quit school...but luckily i am not in sec sch..if not i woulda killed myself longgggg time ago..anyway,i better massage my bruises now..maha

hey i am at mals house now..everyone is alseep except me again...why cant i ever sleep at her house?? bah...so anyway we gathered at mals house to go watch a show..we were hoping for either fantastic 4 or charlie and the chocolate factory...in the end,we didnt watch anything but instead when to eat at this food court..i had beef noodles but didnt really like it...then we took a cab back to mals house and the conversation in the cab was just funny...me and tanya pretended to be german.....haha hans and helena...so we came back to mals house..MUNCHKIN is damn fun!!! haha cool game man...then vic,cheryl and charmaine snuck out of their houses and came over...we watched amytiville horror and they all slept and left me alone....so i am blogging....tmr going sch for project...bah

good charlotte concert! k i woke up at around 1..played dota then went to meet sam for lunch...then mal and vic came to join us...we gave them a lift home then we cabbed to kallang....waited in the rain in the queue...then we have to give up our precious line just to step out and wait for nic and tanya..late bums...so we slowly inched toward the indoor stadium and smelly people and mats were in abundance at our area...so after a case of ''so near yet so far'' we made it in...had decent standing place and we waited for good charlotte to make their appearance then.......''KABOOM'' went the arena and good charlotte stormed in...me and winston had made a bet as what their opening song would be...5 bucks was on the table as i betted on the anthem and he picked predictable....and....i won 5 bucks!...so joel,benji,paul,billy and the temporary drummer rocked our socks off.....i think billy is extremely cool...then benjie came right up to us and tanya and jill went mad and jill started grabbing his shirt and tanya grabbed his stomach..haha i was asking him for a high 5...hahaha i swear he made eye contact with me for 5 secs and winked at me...hahaha but apart form this fat mat who thought i was his long lost fren and he rested his arm on me...and the pushing and shoving,it was fucking cool...and the best yet to come...when the concert was ending as they threw their memorabilla into the crowd,my fren,winston,actually caught the drumstick! haha damn cool...i wished i had his drumstick...hahaha but damn cool...its like what dreams are made off...and it seemed so surreal to see good charlotte in the flesh...so after that,we went to eat at this coffeeshop...then me ,winston and sam played pool a bit then we left for home....mahaha a fantastic day i have to say...

you're feeling sad,you're feeling lonely
and no one seems to care,hold on

today we went swimming! at safra resort....k la kinda fun...we did all kinds of mad shit...then after that,we went to eat at tampines mall's food junction..then we left for our match but while we were on the way there, we were told that if we didnt want to play,we didnt have to because they had enough players already...so since we coincidentally stopped at kembangan,me tim and ben played lan one time ah....haha then after that,we headed back to tanya's crib and we caused devastation..literally...me and ben (mostly ben) broke tanyas closet door...haha we fixed it temporarily and tomorrow we are going back there to finish it once and for all...then i cabbed home with mal...no sch!for a week! mahaha

hello.....i am at mals house now..blogging cause i cant sleep....my mid sem tests were scary...my legal com and econs were ok but my pom and csa confirmed fucked up...my god...for pom,i finished after half an hour cause i just wrote random words...so annoying...then i left the test room the teacher was like ''dont u wanna check?'' and i was like there isnt any point...and i cant take it when a fellow human being suffers in silence...dont u hate the feeling when u see someone cry and u cant do anything but just mumble ''its ok'' and ''things will be alrite''....i hate helplessness in all its glory....oh well...and i just watched childs play 2...so dumb...it was quite unrealistic...cant wonder why i was so scared when i was young...and it hink this song rocks..it touched me in so many diff levels..sniff



And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years

She falls apart by herself
No ones there to talk or understand
Feels sustained, dries her eyes
Finds herself, opens the door inside
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasteful
You walk along by yourself
There's no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can't share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted
Sometimes we'll feel around and this dance instead can't be down
All the sound of me on my own
Any sound of me again it's time away surround around a friend
I know where I know where no where to runaway
She falls apart, no one there
Hold her hand, it seems to disappear
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted

k todays csa test was just fuck...haha could do some la..lets just put it down to that if i am lucky,i will pass...if not..oh well...so after the test,i went to mals house cause she is my number one priority after school person to go to.....hahaha...so we went to have lunch at bedok corner..had hokkien mee...and in between they were treating me like a punching bag....but i was a gentlemen so i took it all in...bums....then i left with ben,vic and tanya...had to give vic and tanya cash so they could take a cab back to pasir ris..i dunno why i did it....yea i seriously dunno why i did it...so anyway i played lan with hobday all again...damn fun sia...then came home...i am feeling damn bad....POM test tmr...have to study for 2 hrs b4 again...fuck man...i need someone to ''look'' after me...like a guiding hand...or whatever la...hope i dun fail any subjects man...

you cant lose what u never had

tenacious d rocks!!!!!! haha k today econs was kinda ok...but the scary thing was before the paper...i was cramming info into my head with alvin when suddenly he said,''eh u got calculator?'' i swear i screamed in the canteen....i started calling everybody,even ppl whom i didnt know i had their numbers.....then mark finally lent me his..damn lucky...the paper was ok la...can pass......all the questions i wasnt sure about i had the same ans as the class brain....so i feel safe....csa? fuck it....tmr study for 2 hrs again only ah....oh and after the paper i went to play lan with hobday all again..when i COULD and SHOULD study..oh well....

k went to watch war of the worlds today! haha ok show la....tom cruise's character a bit unreal la...can escape so many times....haha i like the part where they take a dig at the japanese...when the mad army guy said that Osaka had managed to kill one of those machines,he then said,''i dont understand how the japanese could kill one of those and we couldnt''....haha damn bastard...oh ya we ate at marche today...my first time after so long....haha had rosti and chicken breast with wedges...haha then on the mrt had this sicko chinese pervert man guy who kept on staring at mal's chest...when we block her from his sight,he tip-toe all...fucking bastard sia..but damn funny la...haha then rushed home for desperate housewives..mahaha

yay i just got my internet back like 5 mins ago!!! woooooo...k shall update yall..after school yesterday,played soccer with my law peeps...k la quite fun played against design ppl and winston who played for them...then after that i went to mals house and created havoc with ben and tim..haha we were just hyper laaaa...cycle,piggyback and everything...then we cabbed down to east coast park to bowl at marine bowl...we were first in the waiting list but took forever to get our lanes..we started bowling at like nine thirty??..dunno la but we bowled 3 games and i was damn fucked up..so i decided to play anyhow..haha...but mal played damn well...i think she was on drugs or smth...k then we were supposed to eat but we couldnt decide so we all just left...i cabbed to SAFRA resort straight away to my cousins chalet....and we drank a hell lot...haha damn fun...we had vodka orange,shirley temples and what nots...cause she works in a hotel so she just piled on the alcohol from her workplace...so we were all damn high,and we played twister...haha then after that i contemplated studying since i had my notes with me as i came from school but......no prizes for guessing what i didnt do...so yea came home after that to attend another bbq then back to my cousins chalet to refill my tap..mahaha war of the worlds sua

k i am still blogging in school...stupid starhub ppl...k anyway...today i came late for lecture by 5 mins and i got kicked out...haha lucky charlie came late also so we decided to study for our tests in the lab.....k i am damn scraed for my tests....its next week and my cousins chalet is whole of the weekends..aiyo....scary....oh ya i watched batman yesterday again..

hello......my internet smth wrong! cant go online....so here i am blogging in sch! so embarrassing my god....haha played netball yesterday..but it was more captains ball/netball...so ya..ppl staying in my house today......not sure who but yea...and my parents overseas for 3 days...mahahaha..yea..lan sua...

k today after sch i went to have lunch with mal and vic and cheryl...ate beef steak for the first time and i am never gonna have it again..had to wait so bloody long....and it wasnt worth the wait...then i accompanied mal and vic to chinatown but specifically to vic's auntie's shop...auntie angela was damn nice..haha and abigail was damn cute...haha while they took eons and ages and milleniums to pick out their stuff,i wondered around the complex we were in...so boring...then they finally finished and we went to mac to grab an ice cream...then trained at chinatown mrt station(yes there is one,i learn smth new everyday) then came back to mals house to take my clothes..while i was buying drink,the girls just had to have itchy fingers and fumble around with this photoshop machine..haha mals memory card stick dunno what la fell in...then this bosswomen came to make things worse...then called the KODAK man to come...took forever so they came to see my house first...then we left to go town..parted ways at tangs and went to ''surprise'' alyssa...so much for surprising she already had a vague guess......then we ate at this overpriced,undervalued restaurant......and mrt-ed home...tired!meeting tmr! bleah

k i totally forgot what i was going to blog about and only remembered after i published my last entry...kk...woke up at 8 am to have fathers day breakfast at scruffy murphys.....haha it sounds damn cute but the food is damnnnnnnnnnnnn nice....typical western and everything damn shiok...then we were at the carpark about to leave when i saw marine bowl and i spontaneously said,''eh lets bowl!''...haha to my surprise everyone did and we all had fun..haha my dad is frigging funny...and my sisters boyfren is damn good...but...i am better...hahaha(shut up jill) i got my highest average so far today...133(shut up jill)...but it was really fun..we were all taunting one another affectionately all..hahaha then went to meet glenn to keep him company cause no one came to church with him...we lanned for one hour pathetically all alone....then i watched his match..i swear amrit(funny guy at glenns bdae party) is damn funny...haha...which they lost...then giram sent me home...woooo

we need to stop procrastinating!!!! our project...............is...........like.......non......existent..........bleah....poly is just like sec sch...has its ups and downs..but the downs are damn horrible and the ups are not that..''uppy''

i got a new phone today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha yea yea yea yea....and we went to welcome benedict back to spore by playing lan....he paid for my lan and our dinner...which was like 75 bucks...fucking rich belgian bastard...mahaha k must sleep got fathers day breakfast tmr..haha

k today was just tiring.....attended LSM lecture despite half of my class skipping...i was damn angry because they didnt tell me....so annoying...then had stupid APEL class.....waste of time..then went to have lunch with wins and thal...i should always order chicken rice and never the mixed rice...i always get all the bad parts...then came back for dreaded LCOM tutorials...but surprisingly she was quite ok..did OP(oral presentation) but every group stole my idea or had smth to do with it cause when she ask for an example i said public transport...lazy bums...yes i mean U!.......then hung around the lab after sch,ate with charlie and a few of my classmates then waited for nicole and we cabbed home...mahhhhhhhhhhhh

k today in school was just madddddddd..my tutorial teacher just grew mad and picked on all our faults...it was justified la but she didnt have to make such a big hoo-ha about it...then when she sent us to do this tutorial activity which consisted of 3 qns,she gave us like 2 hrs..maybe she didnt want to see us or what....but i didnt mind..then econs lecture i sat with charlie which was funny....he is frigging annoying but in a good way haha...he said my handwriting was kindergarterish(sp?),that the econs lecturer had the hots for me and then when i said i was thirsty and he reached for his bottle, i said'' nah i dont want water'' he looked at me and said,''i wasnt offering u''....haha ass.......then i gave nicole the 5 cents tour of my house...she was damn afraid of my dogs all..haha she refuse to pat my dog unless its head was turned away..haha then i went to play lan..haha actually today kinda shiok ah..haha..



p.s tim, the only thing i can think for u to be angry with me at,is the mosquito thingy, and if i am correct all i can say is what the fuck..because if u ever thought of me as ur best fren,you should know my character..for example,i like to tease ppl...and why suddenly blow up when u seemed ok with it? why not tell me that u are so sensitive and u cant take it, then i wont make fun of u?
if that is not the reason,then pls tell me and dun assume i will know cause i cant think of anything that i have done apart from that to ''hurt'' you...and pls can u not make such a big hoo-ha over it? can u make use of msn? can u call me or smth? why must tag??

k today after sch me and my law peeps decided to do our project...but being the human beings we are,we procrastinated and instead talked cocked...haha it was damn funny..then we went down to the csa lab cause they wanted to print notes...then my beloved best frens were in the next lab...so we waved hi..and my nosy fren(who bought yall the brownie at norgen vaaz the other day) decide to take a closer look.....so she inched forward...and forward....and forward and smacked her head rite on the glass...haha the whole lab got a shock and turned towards her....haha and her excuse was? ''the glass too clean la''...rite...k anyway she then moaned the whole day she malu..hahaha....then i went home with wins...k another day in tp.....

k stayed in mals house with ben tim and tanya...damn fun la..we were damn annoying..haha then we walked to 85 and back..saw some sleazy ah peks...then we decided to cycle around at 6 am..playing with trolleys all...then just when we said we were fully awake,we all died and fell asleep.....then i left for town to meet my law people..haha we discussed over lunch at cafe cartel(they damn rich la) then played pool with them..haha then left.....

k i feel bad about making fun of tim....so i apologise...SORRY TIM! but no regrets la..it was damn funny...oh ya tim if u happen to go tp next year,they might still be talking about it...hahaha...


kk it is only the third week of school and i am feeling it....i am doing fine with the law subjects but the rest like econs,principles of management and computer systems application,are killing me...i dun know what the hell is going on cause i sleep during the lectures because it is very very dry....i feel behind the class.like everyone there is damn smart pls....and there are like projects for every single damn thing....and i thought poly would be slack....arghhhhh and i am always behind in my class notes-wise.....i only find out about notes on the day we are suppose to have it...arghh this sucks....someone save me pls.......

k i just had to blog today to make fun of tim...in his blog,he wanted to write that ''they were bitten by mosquitos'' but the tim we know and love wrote ''we were beaten by mosquitos'' hahahahhahahaahah i didnt know mosquitos were so strong tim...and when he wanted to boast about his good deed,he said ''and our good did was.....''
aiyo tim...o levels how like that........k anyway thats all...just wanted to let u all know the side of tim that annoys me everyday when i talk to him on the phone..hahahah k gonna do my homework know..toodles

k my legal systems and method lecturer is apparently very famous....he used to be a district attorney lawyer for singapore..which means he prosecutes those criminals...for example, i am sure u all heard of that infamous case of that paedophile guy who sodomised two boys...he handled the case and actually starred in the true files re-enactment...hahahaha he is kinda fierce la but he can be a joker too.......then after school went to meet mal and vic to watch star wars! hahah i didnt understand shit and was asking vic many many questions...kudos to her for not asking me to shut up...and the show is damn bastard k...it shows why people hate backstabbers,hypocrites and traitors...whole show is about that....k then went to meet hobday all to play lan...mahaha then came home

csa is a funny subject....maybe not but my lecturer is...he defines the phrase ''blur cock''......when he gave the definition of computers as machines,my whole course sarcastically went,''really?? no shit man'' or along the lines of that with a few singlish thrown in but my dear lecturer became angry and said,''u mean u all didnt know that??!!! come i prove to u''...and he was dead serious...haha so the whole course started laughing at him as he went into some boring lecture on why computers are machines.really.then i skipped law orientation because it was a law orientation and played pool with several classmates...came home...met tanya for dinner...then now printing my 23`8934`28 pages of notes and study guides...and i bought a file and divider so now my notes and everything is fucking neat...i feel so accomplished....tmr match!

law is a bitch....have to download so many stuff off balckboard...and when i finally have a fren in charlie,he transferred to 1L04...walau damn sad..at least i can still see him in lectures...and i have homework where i have to translate latin words....i swear the next time u all speak to me i will be some machine shooting out random latin and english words...with some portuguese thrown in....today had some oral presentation....we had 10 mins to present a topic which ranged from ''why i am the most hamdsome person in the world'' to ''how to cook the best instant mee in the world''....so lame...but some ppl were rather good.....contenders! haha but i think i wont do so well for law...bullshit course..suddenly everything so hard and confusing...econs is damn boring.........blah

k tutorial today was fun...we learnt some normal words that when used in legal terms mean a totally diff thing...so my careperson mrs lim split us into 3 groups...and i came up with my groups name! ''THE PRACTICE''...hahaha....hope we dun get sued for copyright infringements..some words were frustrated and kangaroo..haha bet u all have no idea what the legal use is like rite? haha i shall not bore yall with that....then the lecture was just damn boring...i felll asleep with my head in my palm..then for no reason i just jerked up and slammed my hand on the foldable hand rest thingy...haha embarrassing sia so i just pretended there was an insect there and continued slamming the table and shouting ''insect''!!!...haha...whole lt look at me sia....then after class i met dom and wins...we went to macs to eat...then i gave them a lift to kembangan via cab cause hobday sms me to play lan...and i did...and i came home...no sch tmr!!!

k tutorial today was fun...we learnt some normal words that when used in legal terms mean a totally diff thing...so my careperson mrs lim split us into 3 groups...and i came up with my groups name! ''THE PRACTICE''...hahaha....hope we dun get sued for copyright infringements..some words were frustrated and kangaroo..haha bet u all have no idea what the legal use is like rite? haha i shall not bore yall with that....then the lecture was just damn boring...i felll asleep with my head in my palm..then for no reason i just jerked up and slammed my hand on the foldable hand rest thingy...haha embarrassing sia so i just pretended there was an insect there and continued slamming the table and shouting ''insect''!!!...haha...whole lt look at me sia....then after class i met dom and wins...we went to macs to eat...then i gave them a lift to kembangan via cab cause hobday sms me to play lan...and i did...and i came home...no sch tmr!!!

k i'm blogging again...that makes it 4 entries in 2 days....haha i am damn bored la...hobday and ben just stayed over...pigs still felt the efect of glenns party and i heard tim puked at the bungalow...weak ah u all...k blogging is nice..its like talking to the best fren i never had.....

I've got a new age girl(Tell us what she's like)
An environmentalist girl(Does she ride a bike)
She has crystal necklace(She spend a lot of cash)
Though her vibes are rather reckless(She's heading for a crash)
Oh her flowing skirt is blowing in a transcendental wind
And she wonders without knowing where did she begin..
Mary Moon.. she's a vegetarian(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. will outlive all the septuagenarians(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Oh, she loves me so
She hates to be alone
She don't eat meat
But she sure like the bone
RAH
You knew she drives a wind car(How does she like it)
It doesn't get her far(Why doesn't she bike it)
But it gets her to where she's going to(I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
Where that is, I wish I knew
I don't know where she's going
And I don't know where she's been
All I know that loving her has gotta be a sin
(Chorus)
RAH
Mary Moon will you hesitate
Don't segregate your thought from your emotions
I know that devotion isn't way up there
RAH
Mary Moon.. she's a vegetarian(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. will outlive all the septuagenarians(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. She's an intellectual(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. Despite that fact remains quite sexual(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)Mary Moon.. She's the one for me, me, yeah
RAH

i just lurvvvvvvvvvve this song....next mission is to jam this song with colin and wins...hope we dont spoil it..haha

i forgot to add this in...i found out the name of my mass dance song..its mary moon by the crash test dummies...damn nice

k today nicole and her mum met me at her void deck to take bus together haha......then went to tp..had boring but important talks with my course manager and care person...both of them are quite funny....and my timetable is kinda slack...but i think poly life is scary cause its like everything must pass sia...then we did the funny games and dragon boat thingy...business like came first for everything...then went to glenns chalet...drank with his bro and his funny frens..they were all very nice la..then i left early cause i was feeling extremely tired and weak...arghh i still dunno whether to dread or look forward to classes.........

k yesterday was orientation! i met nicole early in the morning and we took a bus to tp...we were both feeling apprehensive and she got stomachache all...then glenn and the group just wanted to play punk with me and misled me dunno how many times..wtf is the west gate??!!! anyway the only thing i find nice bout orientation was the mass dance...yea thats all..the tour sucked...and the cheers sucked...and there is this mat in my class who trys to hard to be funny! why is there always one in every class???!!.....and he is damn smelly also...and my course got hot babes but they all not in my course...damn...then we all went to eat at swensons after orientation...which my wallet felt lighter afterwards as the expenses were borned by me...and their thanks werent so heartfelt...k nvm..then me and nicole took bus 31 home...and there was this women whose boyfren broke up with her over the phone...wah she was shouting in the bus all...saying ''we have been together for one year and u do this to me??!!'', and also,''we have sex all and u do this to me??!!'' so we felt embarrassed for her cause she obviously has no shame...haha then went home! and slept at nine to 4! thats why i am blogging now and going for orientation day 2 later...

k yesterday went to tm with mano ben tim sa and nicole.....was supposed to watched amityville horror but most of us were not psyched to watch a true horror story..so we went off to play pool....haha funniest was playing kill with mano and nicole...nicole killed us hahaha...then cabbed home with tim and nicole..tim showed us smth fucking funny...haha then wc until 6 am...k i am off to do my army deferment shit...

k...hmmmm been reading some rather depressing entries lately and i cant help but feel the need to help...but...this sort of matters would only worsen with the inclusion of a third party....so..to all parties involved,why not have a sit and talk it out..you both want the same thing so why not get it? fuck pride and face-saving and do the right thing! i hope someone takes the initiative and not wait for the other to go first...k on a lighter note i finally saw the video for helena by my chemical romance....quite dumb..but nice song! and hobday lent me the album..oh ya ben,tim and hobday stayed at my house yesterday...mad ppl shouting when they were playing soccer on my ps2...they were so loud my sis called me from the next room where she was sleeping and asked me,'' eh who having orgasm??''.........aiyah stpats...anyway...i do hope her entry was about you and i do hope that you both would be ur silly old selves again...seeing u both apart is like seeing aragorn without legolas, ben without tim,mats without tapered jeans...but mainly a fren without another fren...i know i may not mean the world to either of you but i know at one point u meant the world to each other...so why prolong the agony?

k there is this song by blink 182 called mutt...i think they wrote this song in tribute to them(mats)...the lyrics are so appropriate...k enclosed are the lyrics and the lines with the asterix are the mat refrences...enjoy..or not if u're a mat...

He pauses shaving and he tells himself that he is the bomb*
She has her curlers set, her credit cards are paying the funds
He's not that old, I've been told, a strong sexual goal
He goes out everyday, she goes every way, oh yeah
They don't even care at all
She's open, waiting for more
And I know he's only looking to score*
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before*
She smokes a dozen and he doesn't seem to notice the smell*
He took the seat off his own bike, because the way that it felt*
He wants to bone this, I know she is ready to blow
They go out every night, his pants are super tight, oh yeah******
They don't even care at all
She's open, waiting for more (she's open, waiting for more)
And I know he's only looking to score (he's only looking to score)
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before
She's open, waiting for more
And I know he's only looking to score
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before

i just had to put 5 asterixes at the super tight pants cause it was so apt...hahaha

p.s sorry i was damn bored

k today me and my frens watched kingdom of heaven...it didnt live up to its hype man...but one part was funny.....when the muslims were attacking the christians at their ''oh so mighty'' castle,they stopped at midday to pray..then my fren said it would be damn funny if mecca was the other way and they faced the opposite way from the castle and had their backs on the war..hahaha then we went home...and i am here!

yesterday jill and myself became frens a fren would love to have...hhahaha...we both woke up early(although jill would have overslept if not for me) then i met her in town to buy tanyas present..then we bought tickets for house of wax then we trained down to white sands swensons and got ice cream cake! then we cautiously went to her house to surprise her.....but aunt bessie spoiler ah...hahah she saw us at the window and she bellowed ''tanya!!ur frens here!!!!!!!'' haha and tanyas face didnt portray any sign of gratification...hah she looked more ''what the fuck are u doing here?'' anyway then we went town to meet ben and tim then we watched house of wax...hmmm..gory show..nice but gory..very gory...then after that..we trooped back to tanyas house for cake-cutting...oh ya we played cards and punishment was watered down carlsberg beer...tanya la...dunno what she did to the beer...so yea it was fun!

I HOPE SOMEONE DOES THIS FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

today at work,this mat wanted to play pool....so he put his coins in and the balls came out..then he looked confused and he came over to me...''eh brudder,mana into triangle ah??''(eh brother wheres the triangle ah?)...that would have been ok except this particular mat chose to ask that while his hands made the shape of a square.....hmmmm

i am gonna stop work on sat!
i am gonna halt work on sat!
i am gonna desist work on sat!
i am gonna fuck work on sat!
i am gonna screw work on sat!

woooooooooo.... k i have lots of plans for my cash......like shirts...i need another pair of shoes...and i am getting some jeans and stuff courtesy of mum and sis...wooohooo and maybe its time i buy stuff for my frens birthdays.....so....whose birthday is on may or june???hmmm and yesterday i heard from my mat colleagues that at the inter club hosting,2 ppl got drunk..the way he said it i thought they fought or caused havoc...in the end they just dropped their beer glasses...and i heard they were from changi beach club...aiyo...disappointing club..i cant imagine what kind of hooligans they raise there ah jill??anyway.......i am gonna stop work!!!!

i got new shoes!!!!!!!!!! yay so happy.....thursday gonna buy atticus shirts!!!!yay happier!!!! sat last day of work!!!happiest!!!! k smth happen yesterday which i got over and upon reflecting,found it quite overblown....my sis and i had an argument....then i was fucking pissed...then when my dad came in to see why we were shouting,my sis immediately turn to him and told HER side of the story before i could say anything..then my dad blamed me la...so i was damn pissed i couldnt think straight i just walked out of the house....then i sat at the staircase landing reflecting...then my dad came to find me....so we talked it out...and i played dota till 3 am..hahahaah days of our lives!!

k i saw yet some more ppl i kno at work..derek chan and james lye.....mad sia...and i played pool and won 50 cents off the mechanic mahahah....pro pool player ah......k exactly one more week i will be unemployed...yea and i am loving it

i just realised i dont have a lot of frens that i can really count on....i just found out ppl i thought i could rely on lie to me with a straight face....sure i have friends for fun and leisure but what happened to the frens i can really talk to? the ones i can really pour my heart out to? i dun think i ever had anyone like that before...i mean,i am really troubled by this...i ask for help and i get turned away??? just like that...and the excuse was just that,an excuse...maybe...i should really really choose my frens now on...or maybe as the saying goes, u dun choose ur frens,ur frens choose you.....





How many times have you been pushed around?Was anybody there?Does anybody care?How many time have your friends let you down?Was anybody there?Did anybody stare?How many time have your friends let you down?Just open up your heart,Just open up your mind,How many times has your faith slipped away?Well, is anybody safe?Does anybody pray?Oh, Life is waiting for you,It's all messed up, but we're alive,Oh, Life is waiting for you,It's all messed up, but we'll survive,How many days have you just slept away?Is everybody high?Is everyone afraid?How many times have you wished you were strong?Have they ever seen your heart?Have they ever seen your pain?

k i have seen a lot of ppl at my work recently....first i saw shaun huang.....shocked si...then dto3 came..fuck...they were noisy bastards......then samuel tan came.....shocking sia..but got ppl to talk to la...nice...k one more week no more work!!!!!!!!!! faster....chalet sua

k i got my pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!woohoooooooo....i got a feeling its gonna all finish before tp starts....chalet,shoes,bass guitar and amp.....scary sia....nvm....i gonna stop work in 2 weeks time!!!yay.....k i took 4 days off work this week due to compassionate leave....k anyway...i got a mat horror story for u all...

one day my sisters fren who had a mat husband went house visiting during christmas....they went to a house that was owned by this guy by the name of christian...so when christian introduced himself to my sis's fren,he naturally went,''hi i'm christian''....so the mat felt offended as he is a malay happening to be house visiting during christmas so the mat said,'' hi i'm muslim but i celebrate christmas''.........mats..........

k work has been scary recently...first,he resort manager told my boss who told my senior colleague that SOMEONE has been using msn too much...apparently they can trace u with the MIS department..haha fuck no more msn...and these 2 ex workers came in yesterday when they were banned from safra grounds...god knows why but security came all and bundled them out.....and today,we were all slacking and eating then the general manager walked in...fuck they all ciao left me eating at the table alone....haha he looked at me then walked off...haha shit...work sucks!!!! i wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k i just listened to 50 cent's song candy shop for the first time properly and i am appalled at the crude lyrics!!! ''baby let me take you to the candy shop,i'll let u lick my lollipop''.... wtf!!hahahahahahahah....k anyway mon and tues off...yay......i plan to do my enrollment thingy by then...but i tell u ah...i am not looking forward to poly at all....seriously...

k yesterday i returned home at 2 30 am...did overtime..first thing i saw when i came home was the enrollment package...and it said''CONGRATULATIONS ON ENTERING LAW AND MANAGEMENT!!!!!''..imagine what i felt.......then i saw the width and the steps to do..paste picture la,questionnaire all...i almost didnt want to go poly anymore....so i slept at 7 am....woke up to find out that my family had hired a cleaner to come to my house every sat to clean the house...and it is spotless pls....damn impressed...so i worked.....and now i am blogging at work on a sat...even though it is packed all...just blog la....i wanna stop work!

k sa and jill got into cmm...and i didnt...well done to them they deserved it..but it left me thinking...the lord works in mysterious ways..maybe he was showing me whose boss and that maybe being a pompous ass wasnt the way to go..oh well...law and management then..with my 2 most fave people in the world....my new fave song...boulevard of broken dreams vs wonderwall....surprises me how these 2 songs are so similiar...cant wait for school to start...i had enough of work..yes already

k haha i am blogging from work...damn sian...nvm at least tmr off day...warcraft only ah.....yesterday was my cousins 21st birthday party..held in goodwood hotel..damn fun...we were all on the dancefloor dancing to retro hits...like ''call me'',''ymca'' and ''play that funky music white boy''..haha damn funny..then we doing those 80's moves like shark attack and the peace sign across the eyes all...then when finishing,we huddled on the dancefloor and sang she will be loved and the reason..not song la just shouted and screamed,especially at she will be loved...haha but overall,damn fun....but it was damn touching also cause like it was some unbreakable bond between cousins that we had..haha sweet......kk off day!!!!!!

today work went by damn fast...maybe its me but i enjoy working during the hectic pace..damn fun...

kk today at work...damn weird..my colleagues grew mad..started taking photos all just cause our boss left early..hahahgot to know this indian mechanic..damn nice guy..his name is sundra...we all call him sundra ballock..hahaahthen i used my bosses com to chat with jill all...haha scary sia...suddenly she burst in or what...then i experienced the free cab ride home...wah shiok..can take whatever route also free....but the job kinda drags on..but ok la can tahan

k today i thought i da an interview..turns out it was my first day on the job..and it is damn shiok..the people there damn nice and frenly and its damn slack..maybe the hours on weekends are scary but its damn fun..can operate machinery all..open lanes for people all...damn fun...and the earliest i start work is 11am...damn shiok...the latest i finish is 2 though..but its all good..and i didnt get into cmm! if jill and sa get in i will just cry...so wasted..my bad though..i didnt know there was a cut off point if not i would have gone jae...sob

haha today went to tanyas to mahjong....came late but was early...had to wait all then jill came then we saw aunt bessie who brought us up first........then tim and ben came so tanya was late even though it was her own house and she was the host...so we played mahjong and i dominated.....then me tim and ben had fun on tanays bed...then we ate lunch that aunt bessie graciously prepared for us...then mahjong again...then went home...safra interview at 3pm later....postings at 8 am...gosh scary hell

k went to town with tanya jill ben and tim...went to watch some chick flick...it was better than some animation crap that they had in mind....what the hell is robots???? then we didnt know what the hell to do in town so we sat ourselves down at starbucks and talked cock...i swear tanya and tim suck at the ''you know what or not'' game...damn blur...so we talked...and talked...then tanya had to go home for tution...so everyone left...tim and me went for warcraft at kembangan with hobday and glenn all....played a game then left....then came home...i thought about things for a while...figured life sucks without her by my side....so ya...and SAFRA didnt get back to me about a job interview...send my resume all..fuckers...

you know why not?

yay!!! did better than i expected for my o's!!! i thought if i could just pass,i would be so happy....in fact i can pretty much do whatever course i want to..haha...yay cant believe it....woohoo it seems so surreal......haha yeah stressless life ahead....smoothsailing and calm seas...haha yeah..the holidays are gonna be more enjoyable now

k o level results are supposedly on monday...so all the insignificant matters happening within the past few days will be swept under the carpet....all of my hopes,fears,dreams and ambitions will be decided on that short 2 hour day..

i pod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn cool.........o level results coming...tick tock tick tock tick tock

ok chinese new year came and went for me.....its now like everyday,no matter how important or what,it just seems that every day was made to make all the o level students last year realize the results are coming...so ya...the results are coming........

k today went to meet glenn to watch the st pats school team play against greenview...from word of mouth,i figured that greenview isnt a powerhouse anymore thus i thought st pats could finally win...but nooooooooooo...lost...not that greenview played magnificently,but as mr irfan puts it,''the team played well but certain individuals have let the team down...which was more than what i can say...the other spectators from st pats were severely disappointed with the team but i could see several ppl working their hearts out for the team...then went to eat at white sands with ben mano pete aaron then went to tanya's house...haha kinda empty but it gives the impression of coziness...so mon gonna watch the match again hopefully st pats buck up...what i wouldnt give to still be in school soccer......