ah ipod nano by tomorrow..the bliss... and how do i know i am confirm getting it tomorrow? because i am holding 400 bucks in my hands now...woooooooooooooooooooo...anyway school has been alrite....legal letters anyone? i am grateful and happy and contented and relieved that T02 has jane marie ng...she is so nice..and motherly..and cute....k anyway, as yall probably know by now,as i have been shamelessly telling everyone, i am running for SU main comm...so i have painstakingly elected a community and team of people to help me run...this is the honourable team....the team shall be called SAP
( Sheps Action Party hahahahahha i think i am damn funny k) anywayyyyy

President and all supreme leader: Christopher ''Shep'' Shepherdson
Vice president and ass-kisser to me: Winsor (wahhahahahahahahahahaahha)
Visual and graphic designer: ridhwan the mat (because he can draw and he took a picture of me in an embarrassing position and put it in his blog...i still owe you ah)
Monetary tresurer kinda person: Michelle and Abdul Halim...why? cause their freaking rich
Person to make the most noise if i dont get in(Whiner): Alvin ron soh laaa who else can whine like him mannnn
Secretary who shall write my scripts and make me look smart: Ruzainah binte hussein....cause she is smart...directors honors list alll...
People who will make me look saintly:Ferhan and eugene mann.....cause everyone hates them...so i shall look saintly next to them...

that is my esteemed and prestigious team....apart from ruz(who is on the directors honours list) the rest have no official qualification and have been handpicked off the streets and given a new lease of life...instead of smoking their lives away(yes wan, you) with this bunch of monkeys,oops i mean my wonderful team, and my alliances with GWP(glenn's workers party) and ADP( Angel's Democratic Party), i am sure to win and take over TPSU and eventually the whole school *cue evil laugh* oh i mean we...we will take over the school...k whatever...

P.S this is only a joke....please do not take this seriously and inform SAA or worse, the government...and i am not gonna ruin the school relax.....seriously, all jokes aside, please vote for angel, glenn and me...we are a honest hardworking bunch who has ur best interest in our hearts...i know this entry is fucking lame but forgive me laaa...its what boredom does to you

time for me to blog...sorry people....k i have come to realise that the failures in the past have always sprouted from my behaviour or actions...so i have come to realise that the fault lies from within..so yea..better then hurt more people,i shud just be alone all my life...yea anyway there is this nice story that i read from somewhere damn long ago but i dunno why i wanna share it now...

there is this couple who have been married for 50 years...everyone thinks that they are the model couple, cause no one has seen them fight or argue or even disagree even once..the only thing that irks the wife, is that everytime during breakfast when they buy a new loaf of bread, the husband always cuts the heel of the bread and passes it to her...she was at first shocked, but learned to live with it...like who gives the heel of the bread to their wife???? so anyway one day, the morning after their 50th anniversary,the same routine happened...the husband took a new loaf,cut the heel off, and passed it to the wife...the wife, fresh from the annniversary, couldnt take it anymore and lambasted him...''i have been married to you for 50 years and every single day, you give me the heel of the bread!!!! i cant take it anymore, your so selfish!!!''

the husband,stunned by her outburst, was quiet for a while..then he said softy,'' but honey, its my favourite part''


on a brighter note, my mum is buying me a new ipod...woooooooo

angel all nerdy,me all suave-y
entire FOC of 2006/2007
programme com
i was holding glenns cigarette for him cause i wanted to take a photo =p
i was eyeing glenns volumptuous butt
i found this pic funny cause YY was telling me smth serious but u can tell by my face i couldnt be bothered...hahahaha its stressful la being the game master..

k i decided to blog with pics cause words are boring....so there u go

programme comm oi!!!

k random post my com will be fixed by monday so till thennnnnn

i am in the same class as ridhwan!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yesssssssssssssss ahhhhhh

si sua sua si sua sua si sua sua

ooo ooo

si sua sua si sua sua si sua sua

*bleah*

alrite...day 0 of fow/foc in about a few hours time......report in school by 10pm in the lounge...bleah...i am really confused about the games and the stations and the station masters..i really dunno whats going on...ah the feeling of apprehension...anyway WED IS MOS....woooo then after that i have to report to sch the next day at 12....can i stay in someones house?? pleaseeeeeee preferably someone in the east.....so yea anyway dun expect any blogging till after the one week...and even after that, dont expect much.. i got over the photos craze thingy... so yea byebye all...

there's no combination of words
i could put on the back of a postcard
no song i can sing but i can try for your heart
our dreams, and they are made of real things
like, a shoebox of photographs
like sepiatone loving
love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart
like why are we here? and where do we go?
and how come its so hard?
its not always easy
and sometimes life can be deceiving
i'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

well,its always better when we're together

k today was watch movie with falcon day.......so we all met at PS..to buy tickets....then we went to eat at swensons...then we went to watch inside man....k la good plot but the show was too draggy...so as u can tell i cant be bothered to blog in details...because i just found out there was a change in one of the games during FOC and i am damn blur as to what to do......i am fucking lost.........oh ya we went to play pool...k the end...

p.s next time, i am just being a GL
synergy leader camp was so fun just as an SL

alrite so yesterday was like a typical day in my life..really....k this is why...after soccer which was like the most fun in a longggg time, we all headed down to sangs house to bathe and get ready for the bbq....so wins and i waited for audreys dad to come for 87342462094620 years, and when the chens finally came, we found out we waited at the wrong side the whole time...k nvm..in the car, we talk cocked with mr chen a lot and it was frigging funny.....guitars,ghost stories anyone? mahaha so finally, we reached the pit and the place was dead la....had like a handful of ppl and there were doing their own stuff, not having fun...so the group of us, koks me sang wins audrey karl thalvin and martin, played drinking games and we were screaming like monkeys and singing our respective school songs....damn rubbish....we drank, but it wasnt enough...so we wanted to explore some ghost sites but we were hungry so we went to eat at macs first... after macs, we wasted so much time that in the end we sent mart home and then we headed back to the pit to collect our bags and then leave...


when we reached the pit, wins' bag was where it was but my bag was on the trolley,its compartments all opened up and my stuff all scattered around...my ipod was missing and thank god i had passed my wallet and phone to audrey to keep for me...like wtf rite,simple bbq between patricians also cant trust anyone..i wasnt as pissed as i thought i would be....just really disappointed but i was more relieved that winston's bag was fine cause he had already lost his whole bag a year ago and relieved that audrey had brought her bag along with her cause she was a guest of mine and it would suck if she lost anything when she could have said no to coming, but decided to be nice and come for the party...so yea in the end, we didnt visit any ghostly sites and we just took a cab down to sangs house and went home at 6 am...and i cant sleep....fucking ipod...k nvm falcon meeting later...shooo?

yesterday was soccer day again.....we went to a new court.. welll not a new court to me...just the rest of the guys...its a street soccer court in a condo..is that cool or what? i wanna live there!! and the best thing about that is that, that means, no matssssssss wooooooooooo....so we played and my shoe is one kick away from tearing please...and the wrong time also man foc/fow a week away...ahhhhhhh so in 2 hrs again, its soccer again..weeeee and after that, its colins party! i am surprised that audrey would wanna come so yea, kudos to her! are u reading this? u better be after how i read ur super long entry about sl camp and my name only appeared once!!! grrr
falcon outing!!!!!!! hahahaha
JEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKENNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

alrite...just returned from an exhausting Sl camp...hmmm i know i told audrey that i wanted to write a damnnnnnnnn longgggggggg entry, but somehow i dont rite now...whaha like the organizing thing... mahaha anywayyyyyy Sl camp....hmm when i first came school, mr ridhwan wasnt suppose to be in my group....but thanks to a cock up, his name didnt appear in some list or smth so he got to choose his group...and no prizes for guessing which group he chosed!!! hmmm lets consider the choices he had..on one side, he had makcik ruz....hmm bed by 8 pm and no strenous activities...whaha then..liza, some strenuous activities, but no jumping allowed at final clash ABSOLUTELY or u might get wet!!*gasps* the horror!!!!... whahahahahaha then next we haveeee winsor.... hmm tough fight....i think wan chosed me cause then he would have a reservoir buddy...haha so anyway wan was the only thing keeping me going throughout the whole camp..like seriously..the amount of times i wanted to chao, just snap or just shout WHAT THE FUCK was so countless its almost catastrophic...lucky wan was there to reason with me and like hold me back kinda thing.... i realised i am quite volatile...k anyway first day was alrite...most fun... we intro-ed ourselves....so group 8,falcon, comprised of jeekeng,linda,audrey,me,wan,frances,mel,clare,raymond,dominic,sharyl,liting,taher,jiamin, special guest appearance by jason for half a day and our rich and wonderful FA, qingcai...this guy wasnt suppose to be an FA...he was an improptu kinda thing but he did a wonderful job laa...so we were having fun until it rained and put a damper on everything....so station games were cancelled so we just wasted time until it was time to play some kind of improvised cluedo...like find out who killed this guy...they took the whole excerpt off a real show but cut off the ending...so we had to go around school and find for clues... there was misleading ghost(fake) to fool us and stuff...so we got it quite off...like who the hell would put poison on the sleeve...k anyway we then slept but i didnt sleep cause we just talked the whole night...

day 2 was flag making( the cause of discontent for wan and me and jeekeng) k not the actual flag making just the finished product...we won best flag and shit but you should have seen some of the group members heads after that..their whole camp days revolved around the stupid flag and shit...like suggestions for forfeits would involve the flag for no reason at all, touching it will result in 34719415 pairs of eyes watching your every move, and the last straw was sacrificing sleep for the other members by making a duty roster to watch the motherfucking flag....like wtf...i know that to some people,they take pride in the flag cause they really worked hard with sweat and tears and stuff but c'mon, theres a limit to that pride...so after that, we had command and conquer...some base destroying game....k hard to explain but we lost....then after that was night walk, which was pretty freaky...the lights on the 5th and 6th floor were off and we had to walk thru it and find for lanyards and stuff....and some members of programme com were suppose to scare us kinda thing..by jumping out at us and scaring us...kinda fun...haha then lights out..i barely touched the floor before i fell asleep...

3rd day was just dance practising..business school the song soooooo un-schooly like....applied science school's song was switch and their steps were pretty nice...but, I Believe!! (geddit?geddit?geddit?) i believe thats the song name..i think...or just a line in a song....hahaa so anyway we had final clash after that...and my prediction, althought ignored, was accurate and all the 9 groups allied and aimed us cause of our flag...so we lost then after debriefing, we all went to CPF building for dinner...we recollected all the funny stuff that happened with the cool people of the group( not mentioning names, but you know who you are) and yea, looking back, SL camp was fun with the right company! SL SL, OI OI OI!!!

hellooo yesterday was adventure learning programme for the gl's of foc...as angel and i werent gl's, we were allowed to go but priority would be given to gl's meaning that if they reached the quota of 180, we cant take part in the games and stuff...so lucky us, as only about 100 odd came...so i was in group 5...yea good group...cant say the same for the elf in charge of us...elf represents the adventure people there but i cant remember what it stands for...so we played some stupid and some mindless games...like trust run and trolley and the finger and other ''creatively'' named games...the only part fun was the high elements stuff..but 3/4 of the time i was the belay(spelling?) man with yasin and angel...damn stressful can...peoples life in our hands...but it was damn fun doing it with these 2 monkeys...yasin would saboh people and make them drop sharply while coming down or saboh guys by tightening the harness so their balls would be squashed..whahah damn fun laaa...so after ALP, we headed down to kampong chai chee to eat....i have a damn bloody bad impression of that place...moreover, it was my first time..first impressions are the most lasting...there was 12 of us, so 11 of them only had their dishes after 45 mins...and guess whose order they forgot...yes yours truly...so i wasnt pissed la cause i couldnt be bothered...was contemplating just cancelling and getting a burger or smth...but they said on the way for like half an hour..but everyone there(from tp) was so nice in the sense that they waited with me for the food and until i ate finish...AND I SAW LISA AND HER BOYFREN NOT PAY FOR THEIR FOOD!!! THINK NO ONE SAW YOU??!!! MAHAHAHA BIG BROTHER IS WATCHINGGGGG but i understood why they esconded la...ask for bill also take 472304920 hours...yasin went in to fight with them... k anyway, we then went home...haha and today i played in a soccer game.. we lost 3-2.. and damn stupid la i gave away a penalty...damn funny i miskicked the ball and it flew up and hit my hand..then penalty..i was speechless...then i got over that and started laughing...haha...tomorrow is SL camp!!!!! hope its fun..hiatus for 3 days thank you..and dont expect pictures..cause my camera sucks, i always forget to take some, or no one is good enough to take with me..haha UNLESS MY LOVELY LAW PEOPLE CAN SEND TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE k bye

some more pics from TPSU dinner and dance '06(not forgetting MOS too)

Law contingent! k for those who wanna put a face to those who tag me often
lisa,ridhwan,winsor,sara,ruz,me,shi ying,michelle and shahira


Isk and me!(MOS)
Girls, please control yourselves
Isk and me part 2
Mahaha glenn caught in the act!! this is what i meant by fresh air!!
weeeeeeeeeeee
babes of MOS;me me me me me me
but stacie,yasin and victor were there too...hahahaha
stacie with the babe of MOS
the angel contingent with 3 wannabe angels in the background
Alleluia!
They hate beautiful people *shakes head*
The scarecrow!!!! yao ming!!
Zul digging his nose,isk pointing,me acting cute, glenn being legolas, fauzi mad at the world and yasin emphasizing his height...or lack of it...mahaha
Black is the colour


*editors note: i think i might go photo crazy after i found out how to put pics...mahaha

haha yay i finally figured out how to post pictures!!! k so for now, its just these 2...once i scavenge around from the people who took pictures with me, i shall upload more...so anyway, yesterday glenn came to my house early..like around 12...then we made our way to pan pacific...so we didnt do shit till about 4..then we dressed up, then rehearsed for our mascot aimless parading stuff...so we did our pre-programme which was mainly just mingle with the guest and mad cam whoring...so then the official d and d started...and today was like another contender for the ''shep stupid day award''...first was because all the mascots were suppose to walk thru the lightshow and just parade la..so its suppose to be damn fast...just walk in, pose for 5 secs then leave...so we were posing...then the first 2 to leave,left, so i didnt know and was still posing...then they were like,''shep!shep!SHEPPPP!'' then i woke from my stupor and left hurriedly...i could hear them laughing at me knowwwwwwwwwwwww...walauuuu so then i sat with yasin and all at first..but it was too crowded so then i sat with my law people....then angel came to me and said that the mascots table only had 3 people...cause everyone sat at their own frens table..so angel and i sat with them....the food was ok la...but i didnt quite like it...then some games came by where we had to look for stars under our seats...the photographer,douglas, had a star under his but he gave it to me cause you know, he was the photographer...so we went up and judging from the applause, ah fat and me become our team leaders... and i won some bintan resort hamper...yay now i can wear my bintan resort shirt,bintan resort cap,use bintan resort soap, and many other cool bintan resort things...i returned the prize back anyway...so after straw building(which ridhwan from law, after the MC said,''why ur tower like that??!!...''he said in response,''after september 11 ah'') then umm prom king and queen(GO ISKANDAR! and umm the girl who won prom queen) then best dressed (whahahaha yasin han and alan are the most sporting people ever....btw yasin is a foolish monkey) so yea..overall d and d was boring at the start and kinda draggy..but when it involved TP people, it gets fun...weee so then we had a mini dance kinda hip hop kinda thing...then the lucky draw which i was damn pissed about... then that was the end..weeee
So after d and d, we all headed down to MOS and jon see, and the 2 ivans joined us...us being yasin iskandar me glenn kaiming guanpeng angel flannery fauzi jill stacie lian 1&2 yisheng...then jodin alan and somemore htm people came by too...damn mad la...we all had lots to drink and we got a lot of fresh air(if u know what i mean), but we stayed in the retro part cause smoove was too packed..like seriously packed...like ferhan in a wedding ring box....hahahhahahahahahaahahhhh anyway retro was surprisingly cool...ahaha the songs quite nice...so around 4 we all left for macs, then cabbed home...ahhh what i wouldnt give to have everyday like that

yesterday, went to school for d and d meeting..we had to learn our position when we walk and stuff during various performances. i find it stupid...there is such a thing as over-publicity...and when we walk around school in our costumes to promote, its alright cause no one else is wearing it so its kinda like a novelty..but during the d and d, when others have better costumes and stuff, u think they would wanna take photos with us? or see us presenting food and stuff? its soooo redundant....and the amount of times we have to parade ourselves during the d and d, its embarrassing...anyway after that, i went to cut hair...yea so its no more long hair shep...haha i got sick of it...and its hot! and ugly..i look like a monkey..so its back to the shep that yall know and love...anyway, angel and myself invaded glenns house and we made asses of ourselves....then i followed her to the library to return her book..and she took 376915189 years to pick out one single book...so then i went home...yes..soccer later! woohoo

yesterday, we went lanning after a longggg time...and i managed to get peter chai to come down...whaha damn funny la he...so we all played lan and had a good time then we trooped down to church for youth mass...as usual we were noisy and i just have to bring this up...father luke was asking questions during homily and we already knew tim was gonna be asked a question cause he was pre-warned...so the question was like,''how would you promote yourself on a lonely hearts advertisement? so everyone was like oh frenly,smart,rich kinda thing...tim said smth that made all of us cringed...yes all of us...i think the whole church la k...he said,''oh i would put my name,oh no wait, my FULL name, address, age....can u imagine that?
bodohhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway after church, we picked up from where we left off and we played lan again...whaha

and for today, i played a match for dynamite boys... yes my frens team is called dynamite boys...so we won 1-0....the first friendly i played in a long time that actually had a team not scoring...i love playing alongside peter chai...so assured...k thennnnnnnn i came home...oh when school begins next month,its gonna be a long 2 years in school....so many people i hate are coming....FUUUUCKKK and they are all in business school.....how suayyyy

today glenn came over to test my game on his laptop....then off for football...then dinner...
so tomorrow playing football at ping yi court then after that moving on to futsal court...see what i mean...do yall really wanna read about this? its so boring...and i feel sad...haha but its fun..k wait so if i add in the past few days, and sundays match, it would mean 6 days of soccer this week...wooooo but i hope it improves...with foc and Sl camps coming up...and my zoo trip with the people that i already forgot...whaha and maybe more trips to my house in johore..wooo

k i was gonna write a longgggggg entry about my daily activities
but i have the sudden urge to shit now..so sorryyyy...
next time then..toodles =)

From last months match liverpool vs man u in the FA cup:

There was one incident of human excrement being thrown at sections of manchester united fans
-from soccernet

Also from soccernet; united would accept being the most hated for being the best.

its true that there are many fans of soccer all over the world, all of different teams...but they always unite against one common foe...manchester united...fans of manchester united are fairweathered...when they win,they become fucking arrogant and boast like shit...when they lose, they shut up and become emo and shit..or act blur and say, ''oh they played ah?'' i know of some ''fans'' who dont even they know their team is scheduled for action later... and with people like ronaldo in the team that try and cheat at every match by falling over and diving and rooney who looks like and is a thug, resorting to dirty tackles and even disgracing the band worn by players to respect a dead legend by throwing it onto the ground, all this actions really personify manchester united...it sickens me to meet people like this.. call me a sore and angry fan of newcastle united who cant seem to win anything, but at least i wear my heart on my sleeve when they play, win or lose... and no matter what, i will always bleed black and white...

so to all ''fans'' of manchester united, whether the prawn sandwhich brigade or those who wear the jersey only when they get the three points, think about the quotes above and reflect...really.. think twice before you gloat about the most hated team in the world

basically;

• shep+sleeping at 6am+programme comm meeting at 1pm= shep sprawling across 2 chairs sleeping like a bastard
• guys night out follows meeting; glenn, yasin ,me and ivan
• stupid yasin bringing us to orchard towers(four floors of whores yum=p) to find for his stupid costume shop which magically disappeared
  
• so in the end, we each took a whore home and got some action that nite
• haha just kidding that was to scare my sister who reads my blog..wooooooo HI SISSSSSSSSSS
• pool at POTBLACK....at 10.5 an hour, we ended up paying 35 bucks for 2 tables..madness
• home

so after that was soccer at bedok futsal.....then long john silvers...thennnnn
oh its sat now and my frens are suppose to come over now....bloody scoundrels their
balls will be amputated with a rusty spoon and put in ice cream and names bloody bastard
balls...mhaha i crack myself up.....what not happy is it? NOT HAPPY JUST SAY K....hahaha
seriously i am damn funny..k enuff bye yall..

wooooo yesterday was programme com meeting so after i had 4 hrs of sleep, i slept somemore at the meeting.. woo after a few bla bla bla's i was sprawling across 2 chairs like a homeless vagabond..k then after meeting, glenn and i went to meet mr yasin at tampines...then we headed to orchard towers to find for his COSTUME SHOP....well surprise, it magically disappeared.... so since we were at orchard towers, we went to find for some hookers at the four floors of whores and we each got some action that nite... nah just kidding...haha just wanted to scare my sis reading this... HI SIS!!!
anyway we went to meet ivan who came after work and we ate at macs for a while... we then headed to potblack to indulge in a few games of pool where yasin's curse of ivans gf theory was broken but the curse that he can never win me still lives..woooooo but the place was damn ex...we played for 1 hr and 30 mins and it cost us 17.50..mad..so we opened up 2 tables so 35 bucks was gone...weee then we after that, we all headed home.. ah guys nite out!! wee yasin, sekali lagi ah

hmmm blogging is now like mundane...cause i only do 2 things during the holiday period which i am holidaying in now...soccer and i guess playing games online with my sexies...my body clock is that of a european now cause i sleep at 6 am everyday and wake at 3pm...but its fun...dunno how the hell i am gonna adjust back when school starts.....wooo wake up call anyone? so yea...hmm got mixed feelings about SL camp..is it gonna be fun? k no offence law people, i know yall are a fun bunch but i meant like when we are playing their games and such kinda thing...but i know as long as there isnt batman,superman and whatelse, it will be fun, rite ruz?
wahahahahhhahaahahahahahaahhahaahhaahhaa

hello i am blogging because the 2 short people in my life,ruz and yasin, asked me too =) haha anyway results came out and i passed everything and my GPA increased woooooooo it increased from 2 to a whopping 2.01.. really i never thought i could do it...in case yall wondering, sarcasm is the filling in this cake of an entry..i am feeling damn scared now cause in an hrs time, its man u vs newcastle...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh ya i plan to grow long hair..like up to my ankles...like cousin it from addams family....woooo i'm loving it( my hair that it)

so exams are over....dont wanna talk about it...what i would like to talk about however,is the wonderful people who made my first year in poly fly by damn fast....its strange how the first people i talked to during orientation are the very people that make poly life excruciating...anyway this is a tribute to 1L01 law and management 2005/2006!!!! i am doing this tribute in index number or what i remember of it..so halfway down u might see me just anyhow-ing...so here goes

1.charmaine aw
thanks for leaving as early as you did

2.michelle chin
thanks for being one of the nice people in class who IS EXTREMELY RICH..
and she knows every juicy gossip..woooo

3. eugene cheah
thanks for scores

4.hum shi ying
this girl is the most tolerant group member in the world...like serious...if i were me,i would have fought with myself long ago..but shes too nice for that

5. geraldine goh
this girl is extremely nice...like extremely nice....always smiling...and happy...and is a dragonboat freak

6.ferhan
thanks for making our class look big

7.zhenlin lim(?)
haha the soft toy girl...always bringing new gadgets on her handphone and assorted stuff toys...i like!

8.kelly neo
THIS ONE....she is an enigma...no one will truly understand her...at first she was so introverted..then she became wild..like really wild..very fun to hang around with...and she is spiderman..or women..i think

9. ridhwan
my favourite reservoir buddy...the guy that makes school worth coming for..this guy is totally trustworthy...i love him

10.biondi goh
see above..now put in the opposite of every good word

11.yilin
u mean shes in my class?

12.alvin ron soh
i love him cause he is damn tolerant and he takes all my shit with a whine or two...but its damn fun to make fun of him...really

13.winsor wong
mr devil. always telling me what to do evilly...but trustworthy and someone who loves to blog

14.shahira
my ben and jerrys buddy! haha she makes a list of what-to-do for me so i wont forget..haha sweet rite?

15. ruzainah
the go-to girl...queries? go to ruz....gossip? go to ruz....need someone to banter with but intelectually?? go to ruzzz..if u wanna lose, that is

16.eddie ong
mr nice guy left without a word...sorely miss by all i am sure

17. jasmine zee
crazy wacky girl...a bit of a ditz i might add

18 laura tan
shes nice......too nice till its freaky...really..haha its like...sugar and spice and more sugar and more sugar and more sugar

19.vaani
erm...she reads john grisham?(but only during lsm sem 1 mr tan soon meng)

20. shi min
nice girl..but she speaks too much chinese..haha..and u need to read more for general knowledge..ur too naive...know what is fellatio?

21. wong xue ting
crazy girl..only girl who walks around in parliament like a monkey and loves mickey and minnie mouse

22. liza
gossip girl! haha loves to make fun of my melayu

23. yani
the girl who says things seriously but it turns out to be a joke...and theres the blank look on her face

24. enci
hmmm cant say much cause shes never in class

25. wei loong
mr smarty pants.. i love this guy cause he is damn understanding..i didnt do shit for MBS and he didnt mark me down..i love you!!!!!!!!!!! did i mention he is smart?

26. oh my god..i was trying to think of the last guy for like 10 mins...then i realised it was me...hahaha i shant comment on myself...anyway thanks guys! couldnt have done it without yall..love! and lets hope we get ok classes for year 2 sem 1

so exams are over....dont wanna talk about it...what i would like to talk about however,is the wonderful people who made my first year in poly fly by damn fast....its strange how the first people i talked to during orientation are the very people that make poly life excruciating...anyway this is a tribute to 1L01 law and management 2005/2006!!!! i am doing this tribute in index number or what i remember of it..so halfway down u might see me just anyhow-ing...so here goes

1.charmaine aw
thanks for leaving as early as you did

2.michelle chin
thanks for being one of the nice people in class who IS EXTREMELY RICH..
and she knows every juicy gossip..woooo

3. eugene cheah
thanks for scores

4.hum shi ying
this girl is the most tolerant group member in the world...like serious...if i were me,i would have fought with myself long ago..but shes too nice for that

5. geraldine goh
this girl is extremely nice...like extremely nice....always smiling...and happy...and is a dragonboat freak

6.ferhan
thanks for making our class look big

7.zhenlin lim(?)
haha the soft toy girl...always bringing new gadgets on her handphone and assorted stuff toys...i like!

8.kelly neo
THIS ONE....she is an enigma...no one will truly understand her...at first she was so introverted..then she became wild..like really wild..very fun to hang around with...and she is spiderman..or women..i think

9. ridhwan
my favourite reservoir buddy...the guy that makes school worth coming for..this guy is totally trustworthy...i love him

10.biondi goh
see above..now put in the opposite of every good word

11.yilin
u mean shes in my class?

12.alvin ron soh
i love him cause he is damn tolerant and he takes all my shit with a whine or two...but its damn fun to make fun of him...really

13.winsor wong
mr devil. always telling me what to do evilly...but trustworthy and someone who loves to blog

14.shahira
my ben and jerrys buddy! haha she makes a list of what-to-do for me so i wont forget..haha sweet rite?

15. ruzainah
the go-to girl...queries? go to ruz....gossip? go to ruz....need someone to banter with but intelectually?? go to ruzzz..if u wanna lose, that is

16.eddie ong
mr nice guy left without a word...sorely miss by all i am sure

17. jasmine zee
crazy wacky girl...a bit of a ditz i might add

18 laura tan
shes nice......too nice till its freaky...really..haha its like...sugar and spice and more sugar and more sugar and more sugar

19.vaani
erm...she reads john grisham?(but only during lsm sem 1 mr tan soon meng)

20. shi min
nice girl..but she speaks too much chinese..haha..and u need to read more for general knowledge..ur too naive...know what is fellatio?

21. wong xue ting
crazy girl..only girl who walks around in parliament like a monkey and loves mickey and minnie mouse

22. liza
gossip girl! haha loves to make fun of my melayu

23. yani
the girl who says things seriously but it turns out to be a joke...and theres the blank look on her face

24. enci
hmmm cant say much cause shes never in class

25. wei loong
mr smarty pants.. i love this guy cause he is damn understanding..i didnt do shit for MBS and he didnt mark me down..i love you!!!!!!!!!!! did i mention he is smart?

26. oh my god..i was trying to think of the last guy for like 10 mins...then i realised it was me...hahaha i shant comment on myself...anyway thanks guys! couldnt have done it without yall..love! and lets hope we get ok classes for year 2 sem 1

k exam period so havnt been blogging...nothing much to blog also...cause its all just studying..so yea check back again on friday...wooo

today i woke up with six missed calls and 2 smses..haha sorry luv but my phone was on silent....so i quickly bus-ed down to woodlands(not so quickly then haha) and reached there in an hour? woo and i only paid 90 cents...haha i might not use ezlink card anymore cause its too stringent and honest...90 CENTS FOREVER!!! oh my it sounds like i am promoting 50 cents'(the rapper) brother or smth... geddit?geddit?geddit? haha arent i funny....then...k so studied studied and i finally understand macroecons...like really understand...i swear i could hear angels going ALLELUIA(spelling? haha havnt gone church in awhile) and i could feel heavenly light enlightening me...so after i ate her beehoon,emptied her fridge and drank her orange juice(i love you!) i left for my soccer match.....we lost...as in lost...as in heavily..wooo old men should stick to chess...then ate at punggol nasi lemak..the queue is like for freaking 4D...then got home...k i was listening to this song while i was on the bus to woodlands...it is damn meaningful and sweet and lovely...i got goosebumps listening to it and the indian man i was next to thought i got turned on by him...its called I WILL FOLLOW YOU INTO THE DARK by death cab for cutie...go buy their album...STOP PIRACY MOTHERFUCKERS!!! dedicated to gayna...my love.. oops not the mother fucker part...i meant the song is dedicated to her...hahahahahahahaha

anyway, enjoy
*cue heavenly light and chorus of ALLELUIA'S (spelling? haha i love this entry)*

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

nice rite? awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

so today was valentines day!!! yayyyyyy......darling and me had a picnic at botanic gardens...the food was tediously prepared by her..she spent the whole day making it...i felt so useless...but i carried it all the way from her house to botanic gardens..not useless anymore..woo...she gave me a wallet and she painstakingly made a collage of all the photos we took together and made a laminated kinda poster thingy...so sweeeet rite....all together now ''AWWWW'' haha...i really appreciated it girl...thanks a lot..=)

and would yall believe it, but this is my first time celebrating valentines day...unless you count all the times i gave my parents cards...wooo and yesterday i was playing in this soccer match...we were down 2 nil at half time... then our ''coach'' reshuffled the team and we went out with vengeance...we managed to draw the game 2-2 and guess who scored the equalizing goal?



MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

haha sorry but its my first goal in a ''serious'' match for damn long..and to help secure a comeback?,priceless....it was a header too..wooooo k enuff of blowing my own horn.....lets blow gaynas....isnt she sweet??? awwwwwwwwwwwwww

everything is gonna be alrite
be strong
believe

so today was come-school-despite-there-not-being-any-school-for-me-day...came early met alvin roh soH(soit) and we opened up the lounge to get the SU booth stuff....so we stoned for a while then my macs delivery came...woooo thanks sa..whahaha then as more people came to help out in the booth, i felt more comfortable to make a fool of myself and promote the dinner and dance...then while halfway doing booth stuff, the blind guy from project superstar came to film some stuff..i think his ad or video or smth...then ashwin from law came and said some funny things to me...like go bang into him and say,''eh u blind ah?'' haha damn bastard...so we then crashed lectures to promote d and d and again i emphasize, engin ppl are rude and gross and stuff.....whistle at the girls when they talk about it all but when i talk about it, no whistles!!! damn rude... *shakes head*

sunday was soccer tournament day....made it to second round then eliminated by penalties. and there was a massive fight on the field during one game. this guy was angry with a player cause he went in hard and late on his fren. so we ran past the offender,hit him on the head,then ran away...so the whole team chased him around the field then drag him down and beat him...wooo then after that i went for dinner with gayna at causeway point and i saw my waiter fren who worked at clarke quay...then yesterday, i went to gaynas house after school...met her mum and uncle..her house is damn cool..trampoline all...and hamsters...and.... her room is like a museum..then today was soccersoccersoccersoccer.wooooo exams lai liaooooooooooooo

hello all...i always hated chinese ney year cause i hated getting amounts of money which were only like ten percent of what a chinese guy gets..but money is money...and i blew it all away on shoes and a dinner at clarke quay which was beautiful..not cause of the food but cause of the company =) anyway, while waiting for seats at one night stand which was were we ate, i coincidently met my fren who was a waiter there...sharyll...so he got us 10% discount...which was like 6 bucks? yea...haha so we walked around and stuff...walked through this some sort of chinese new year pasar malam...damn crowded..and hot...so yea..then sent her home...by the way, whilst visiting my uncles house,i found out one of my uncles has a child with down syndrome...it was so sad,cause he was such a small thing...and imagine the stigma that he has to live with...but he is in a sense very lucky cause his mother, my auntie, is very very patient so at least he got a good mum...but still....cant help but thank my lucky stars for whatever god has given me and i really pray for my little cousin

alrite......well last week the cousins on my dads side got together for a photoshoot at church for the magazine called THE ASIAN WALL STREET JOURNAL. then dad came home today all excited and proclaimed that we were all in the magazine,all visible..haha another famous day for shep! first i appeared on MTV when they broadcasted the good charlotte concert and i had my 5 secs of fame and now i am in the wall street journal..woooo anyway LSM presentation was alrite, not gonna fail but definitely not gonna score.....and yesterday was soooooooooooooooooo enriching and special..i am gonna put 100% into this, i swear =)

sat was the last day of open house.....but we were all sick of iguides so we signed in, went about to do our own stuff,and only came back to sign out...stupid iguides...so we went down for briefing for officials' duty for jam and hop...bla bla bla brief brief brief thennnnnnnnn we headed down to the plaza for the event....jam and hop was kinda of a letdown...leandra from singapore idol sang the wrong song...so slow...and there were too many bands jamming when we should be hopping..so in the end, they only had half an hour of hopping...and just when you thought being an official was easy, u obviously didnt consider the drunk people present and the fights..and when jam and hop ended, when we were heading back to the lounge, this mat obviously spoke to his fren loudly so all the officials could hear him, he said,''all this people in red are just wasting their time,no fucking use just there to spoil the fun''
well i am sorry mr philosophist but if it wasnt for us, do u think jam and hop would be fun if it was just a big fight field? and i hope ur girlfren or boyfren gets trampled upon by the weird crowd and u get raped...and one more thing, i almost saw a fight start because two groups banged into each other while doing the chicky dance...like wtf man?

hmm havnt blogged in ages..been busy with shit......
first of all,open house with iguides..too lazy to elaborate... basically we led ppl and stuff...then...ummm argh i cant be bothered la next time when i am free..oh ya just like to let yall know i am gonna die academically....tort law,lsm,econs,fq's..omgggggggggggggggggggg

so yesterday was friday the 13th but nothing unlucky or curseful happened..in fact, i think it was rather good...haha except in the morning where we got back our econs marks..and i failed...by 4 marks...haha not bad for not studying but i could have passed..and parkapan had like ninety over for that paper? they must be teaching her something in thailand that i am not getting...whaha then during lsm,i raised a good point during the debate thingy which i was quite pleased about but in fact i was trying to lighten the mood in class cause everyone was looking so stressed..especially shahira.. ''headache''... then tagged along with the fellow mascots who posed outside the library and the mushroom while i gave out flyers and tried to disrupt stuff..haha..then i went to meet gayna in town..bought my wallet and she gaved me a bracelet and slippers cause my old pair had worn out and i kept on slipping..sooooooooooooooo sweet rite...thank you! =)
then today which was saturday, had to come school for iguides packing of goody bags for open house...so after attendance,i went for my group meeting first then came back and got down to packing..so while we were packing and transporting goodie bags like slaves, we heard the iguides were practising their mass dance and relaxing...so while the GL's left at 5 like they were supposed to,the iguides took over..but as we were part iguide, we had to continue...then i couldnt meet gayna...and i had already insisted on meeting her so much and then i had to cancel and i feel like such a dick..sooorrryyyyyy....so we helped out after we ate then we left and i am tired beyond tiredness

parading around school as a mascot is not as fun as i thought....business was ok,everyone there was more or less friendly..but the other schools just sucked...so rude...reminded me of flag selling when people would just walk past us when we ask them to donate..but overall it was ok...but whats not ok is my life...just when i thought i find something good,apparently my frenship with another is strained...ah life

school has been mundane
outside of school,all i can say is that i am happy =)
NOT JIWANGZXZXZXZXXZXZXX
fools of tooks this law people..
oh and yesterday when i left my house,my ezlink had 7.50
after i reached home from woodlands end of the day 2.15
woooooooooooooo
but its all worth it

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you'
Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

alrito time to update about new years eve....so my whole extended family and my family had tickets to a new years eve party at SAFRA resort....so it was ok, the food was alrite but the management thought it would be funny to have ex-dancers from the now defunct boom boom room(which was famous for kumar and his gay bunch) to perform at the party....so these she-males were happilly grooving on stage when they suddenly stopped and ask for volunteers to dance with them...my cousins all sabohed me and i had to grind on the stage with the head transvestite...damn sick pls...she/he was hitting on me and asking for my age,was i attached,bla bla bla i wanted to throw up pls....then the dance steps she taught me required us to bend backwards at the same time so we both did and as a result,our hips touched and i felt a bulge in the pants...omg u have no idea what its like...i died...really...so later on in the party,after i bathed and put 2 tonnes of dethol on myself, there was another performance by this woman called Donna Daniels....so they needed a volunteer to do splits and cartwheels and guess who they picked? yes me again...so i tried to do splits and cartwheels and shit hahahaha damn funny...then..my dad was feeling high so he decided to reward my good-sportingness with 100 bucks..whahaah i owe it all to TPSU...then after that i tried to meet up with my frens but they were all high and stuff so yea i just headed home....weeee

so back from camp....it was a blast apart from minor incidents which affected me(or us) slightly but when u reflect, its really stupid and insignificant compared to the fun we had..

so first day- we,the programme com,had to report a day early for camp to test out the route and dry run our games...so we did that,spent the rest hunt-grying and playing stupid games which saf didnt know!!! hahaha inside joke...

2nd day-so came the second day...the day where our long plannings and meetings will either bear fruit or self destruct...so first cause we were programme com, we avoided PT and we just did some last min changing and going thru of games..then we set off to our stations and prepared it for the groups to come...so me kenneth and faith felt so horrible because our game was fucked up, so confusing and we thought it wasnt even fun at all...if i was a GL, i would have said the same things that the GL's did...so at the debriefing, we got it from the GL's who thought we abused our powers, our games were boring and unrelated to the training camp, and certain individuals were pointed out...we were all demoralised after that and i spent the night at Al Kadir talking to all my GL frens about what the groups said about us and how we can improve..so i didnt sleep at all getting this feedback and when i went back to the meeting room, it was time to report in anyway

3rd day- we were constantly reminded by our dear programme heads that this was our chance to prove everyone wrong so we headed out in steely determined fashion to ur games station..i had elene and jeslyn with me so i thought everything would be good and this time, our game looked quite promising..so the first group that came, was CENTIS and they really had fun at our game,we could really tell we were all so proud of oursleves and then it started to rain..i was like ''oh fuck'' cause we had to shift it to under a void deck and once we did it just wasnt the same game..so annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!! it had so much potential knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so i felt the second day was also a bit fucked but everyone said it was ok so yea..so after that, we had the performance night by all the groups and only MANTIS was good...the rest especially Log comm was painful..i died...then after that there was a mini jam and hop..haha gay-ed with so many people....then the debriefing was short and sweet...but could be sweeter


4th day
the last day of otc..i knew my game would be fun cause the idea that fish gave was really really good so i didnt have any qualms about this...you rock fish! so empires came and they had fun,we had fun everyone had fun...hunt-gry was alrite kinda boring as i had to keep away from groups who were trying to locate me to...ermm..do something on the list...so after huntgry was final clash which was so god-awful stupid...our pail of water was smaller then the rest,half full and only had like 20 bombs...we were there just to inspire groups to attack and stuff...waste time man...and they all aimed us..and the final clash dragged on and on just cause the empires were to gay to do anything...so yea...debriefing was emotional as the tears flowed but not from me! i could feel my voice cracking but i fought the tears...haha so after camp we went to eat and mel's dad sent me home..weee

i would like to thank saf,clif,pam,pkp,jes,elene,ah huay,jon siew, kenneth,mei li, abigial, tom,boss,glenn,lay yian,fish,mark, sook,raj,greg,mac,zul,wei sheng,gayna, mel,jeff,stef,wenqi,faith, yin san,joyce,jon see for being the best programme buddies in the world and without you,it just wouldnt be the same..what i said during the briefing about wanting to join GL's but saf persuaded me to join programme and i had no regrets was all true and i really learned stuff that i wouldnt have learnt if i was a GL and i wouldnt have met you wonderful people..you rock!

k i only remember this of xmas eve,

-uncles house at 7pm to 10pm,won 13 bucks gambling
-grandmas house for half an hour,
-midnite mass, met many frens,wished them merry christmas(thanks mal for the gift)
-on to GEORGES( a pub) to die a horrible death(tequila,vodka ribena and sprite,heineken)
-pool with ernie which i then went to the toilet discreetly to puke
-we all cabbed to simpang bedok to eat prata and create havoc due to the intoxication of alcohol
-more puking[not by me though :) ]
-left with 6 of us after everyone went home...hobday,me,ernie,pat,ross and danielle....ross was being damn noisy talking a lot of shit but it was entertaining to yea...
-cabbed home
-slept at 5am
-awoke at 1pm
-ham sandwhiches for breakfast
-uncles house later and after that,more drinking at glenns mums house???????? weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

tests are over...but it ended on a low note for me..econs is stupid or rather,i am dumb...its the kinda paper where if i had just studied a bit more for it,i will be breezing thru it...my whole econs paper was like a jokebook for the markers...
example:
what is money?what is it used for?
money is an item used to exchange goods and services.it is used for buying food and drinks.
(or something along the lines,i erased it from my mind)

at this point, i was laughing to myself in the lecture theatre and shahira heard me..whaha but fuck it la..cant be bothered...and shahira made a to-do list for me before she went to korea...whaha cause she knows i will forget stuff...i didnt even know we had to submit so many projects and stuff when school reopens and with the upcoming OTC and everything...oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...i bought presents for my family! weee angel pls? being on the com is so boring nowadays...check my blog,gmail,nufc.com then thats it...k if in the future,i blog about passing econs, please remind me to treat yall to marche'...i promise

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahaha i just had a nice msn conversation with glenn where we taunt beautiful people about their not-so-beautiful english...hahaha i guess some cheena-fied people will always be cheena-fied..no racist puns intended by the way, so YOU can stop calling the police thank you....i have to go to city hall tmr to pass my cousin her keys which she left in my dice-y bag...tests are coming and you know what,i really dun give a flying fuck..i dunno why...cant be bothered with school already....all the lessons are fucked up and it just sucksssssssssss no motivation LIAOZZZZ HOR LOR? kkkkkk enough bye

hmm ruz tagged me...here goes

random fact #1

i am shy around girls..really

random fact#2

i have spent over $1000 on lord of the rings figurines from sec 2 to sec 3.....
wahahha this is what happens when u dont have a girlfriend

random fact# 3

when i grow up, i wanna work in the legal department of a company..not a lawyer or anything, but someone who just works in the legal aspects of a company,handling taxes and audits and stuff..weeeeee

k that was fun...actually no...i bet the facts were boring too..k i tag erica, yasin and jill!

I KNOW YALL ARE READING THIS SO DUN ACT BLURRRRRR

my dad just told me something that made me super duper shocked...my dad just bought a house in malaysia! hahaha its a condo-resort kinda thing....like a place with a clubhouse and condo facilities like tennis courts and swimming pool and stuff but the houses are all resorts..as in double-storied and stuff...wooohhooo and the best part is......he said i can call my frens over and have a party...whahahaha anyone interested? as in seriously...

today was parliament visit day...so we all went to parliament house today and i had an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach that it was going be boringgggggg(it always is) so yea....it was mind you, but it was kinda fun at first..cause we got to roleplay an actual parliament debate/proposal kinda thingy...i was the sergeant at arms,which is this cool guy with a big gold mace which weighs 7 kg(but for roleplay,they gave me a big cylinder cupboard...anti climax from hell) who announces the speaker in,who was played by shahira...then other random law people played out the ministers and stuff...wahaha so yea we roleplayed everything...then it got boring cause the debate was out of point,long and just goddamn boring...then round 2 of the fake debate, the tour guide pulled me and shahira aside and told shahira,'' if it gets noisy,u can say order! order!'' then shahira jokingly asked if she can throw anyone out and the tour guide said ''yes,why not?''...at that moment, i swear shahira and my eyes lit up at once as we looked at the big looming shadow sitting at the the place meant for the opposition leader! weeeeeeeeeee then it got fun cause when shahira uttered the magic words,''sergeant at arms,will you please throw the opposition leader out?'' i whipped out my mace(cupboard cylinder),poked it a few times at ferhan,escorted him to the exit,sat down,and then it was boring all over againnn....then after the visit,went to eat at carl jnr's with ridhwan,michelle,shi ying and wei loong(gaybo) then we went to candy empire which i think can rival willy wonkas factory,then we went home!
home is where the heart is! k random just felt like saying that

why dont u just drop dead?

it seems that we,1l01, have reached a unanimous decision...some people just dont get it...to them,it is always ''oh its them against me'' like the POM project last sem, i was assigned to help you cause you were ''struggling with ur problems'' and ''couldnt cope'' but u didnt even say thanks all you could say was ''why is chris helping me?'' yall dont trust me?'' WHAT THE FUCK....this is why it sickens me everytime u moan and whine about how ur life sucks..your just digging a deeper hole and instead of just climbing out,you think its easier to dig deeper and come out from the other side....and this latest thing about saying ur in a hospital sick for a week for god knows what,then it turns out you werent even in the hospital....
all the time when tutors said that groupwork has a way of turning even the best frens into enemies,i always thought rubbish..well now,you have shown everyone ur true colours and i can safely say i know everyone will be crossing their fingers when drawing lots for groupwork that we wont get you...

my mum and sis are going to rome for two weeks..starting from tomorrow.....so while they visit the pope and do holy stuff, i will be researching criminal,tort law stuff, LSM project,econs and what not...and the OTC camp preparation...programme com and stuff..i swear if my hair turns white i am gonna quit school...hopefully in the end it will all be worth it...lucky the people in programme are nice..like me

k i felt compelled to blog cause of smth stupid that just happened..i was playing soccer with my frens at a basketball court when i bodychecked this fat chinese guy..he fell,i apologised then he didnt do anything at first..then i think he didnt wanna lose face in front of his frens so he suddenly unleashed his chinese combo of vulgarities and started pushing me...i pushed him back and said''what the fuck are you saying? i dont understand you'' at this, my frens laughed and it made him more angry and his frens all got involved...then my frens asked me to stop it so i did and whilst playing,the group of his frens kept on saying chinese stuff about me but i didnt understand so i didnt give a flying fuck...then on the way home,i realised that polytechnic students are really more mature then secondary school students..i havnt seen a single fight in school since i came but i am pretty sure in any secondary school,there are million fights every single day.. stupid immature pricks..

yesterday i bathed my dogs for the first time....whahaha damn fun..my dogs look like drowned rats when they are wet...sooooo a lot of iguides shit has been happening..for all you bums out there,iguides are the people who are in charge of the newbies when they come for the open house...so yea...TOMORROW IS MY SISTERS ROM CEREMONY! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ringbearer shep! -cue lord of the rings theme song-

yesterday was a mad day in school....woke up early to attend lecture for macroecons......i entered the LT,sat down,took out my stuff,saw the lecturer(kenneth fong),packed my stuff and left..i just really cant stand him...anyway sam passed me his whole book for his macro last sem so his book has all the notes and stuff so i dont have to go for lecture if i dont wanna...i still wanna go just to understand more but it was kenneth fong so yea...then waited in the library with the other fools who chao-ed lecture..we then went for macro tutorial and i dunno why but i was feeling extremely hyper...doing all sorts of rubbish..may have pissed off a few people but why i care? anyway during break i went to TPSU student lounge to pass time and be a fool and stuff..played scrabble and obviously i won..who can boast that they put a 7-letter word man....ME!!! then i was still feeling hyper so i skipped tutorial cause i know if i sat for a 3 hr class i would just die..then left the lounge for soccer with hobday's cousins' frens...damnnn fun..was on a streak of like 6 games where we knocked out all the teams..so after playing for like 3 hrs, we made our way to bedok futsal cage for soccer again...whahaha played,was on a streak again then we left shortly before the lights were turned off....weeeee tiring but fun day.....stress you say?

i am starting to feel the pressure of school already....we have been assigned our PBL groups for tort law and criminal law already so its starting to sink in....oh my..but the teachers are fine...mr pok(yes pok) is kinda cool...as in...for a teacher..yea then lectures for human health and fuckthis have all been cancelled..so its cool..and tpsu is really getting fun after knowing everyone and stuff..i think its safe to say we are like a cohesive unit now..so all my free time is now spent at the lounge but i dun mind cause its fun..weeeeeeeeeeeeeee projects!

k i just got back from watching the exorcism of emily rose...kinda good..i think it didnt focus as much on thrilling the audience but rather they focused on getting the story of emily rose across...and emily rose isnt even her real name..and anyone doing law should go watch it..it revolves mainly around a courtroom drama and its damn good...so after the movie,we went to play pool...we contemplated going to simpang to watch the england versus argentina match but decided against it..cabbed home and just watched the match..it was helluva good...k tmr church and lan weeeeeeeeee

k weekend was spent at my sisters chalet...had to play security guard and look after the damn chalet alone for 5 hrs while my my dad went to collect food and pick up people...so ended up didnt drink as much as i liked.......second day was rather mundane too..slept till 3 and just lazed around with the cousins...oh but we played basketball 3v3 and that was fun.......then on sunday,glenn and myself volunteered our bodies to this clean and green carnival/fair/festival...the company was fun with yasin and ivan being idiots so yea...our booth was called rats and ladders and glenn and myself found it coincidental that we got that after our short stint as pestbusters..mahaha...today was the first day of sch...came for 3 hrs....so boring......lecture by mr nair...i think MBS is gonna be a bitch to me...or is it BMS? i cant remember

k past few days have been:


getting high at bayshore park
swimming at 3am and playing ball
lan,lan and more lan

by the way,timetables are out...turns out that we didnt change class at all...what a waste..was looking forward to meeting new ppl...and getting rid of some old pesky annoying ones...anyway i have womens intuition..i knew all along that i was gonna get human health and disease as my CDS and i got it...hahahaha its gonna be a loooooooooooooooooooooong semester....but as luck would have it,glenn to has human health and we both have lectures and tutorials on the same day yay.....i can just picture the first tutorial..the teacher will come in and ask'' give me some examples of diseases''...oh my god...k and i am suppose to have no sch at all on thursday but i just had to have a 2 hr lecture on human health and disease..my godddddd...coming sch for just 2 hrs...k today tmr and sun is my sisters 21st birthday and i will be at her chalet so forgive my hiatus-ness

yesterday,the guys came over to watch soccer....hobday,tim,glenn,jon and daniel....havoc sia....shouting while watching,shouting while playing,shouting while being raped...hahahaaha its a guy thing...so glenn decided to be smart and skip midnite charge so he went home early(bloody bastard) then we were all just having fun..till man u got the thrashing of their lives...haha we kanned daniel like fuck....so yea still fun..so only tim stayed over while the rest went home...next day,we went mass and after mass we played lan again! yay and o's for them is like next week? fools..then i accompanied glenn to melanies' grandmother's wake..stayed for the prayers then we went to have dinner at beer garden with remus...he paid for our drinks,called him dumb a few times then we left for home..newcastle game in half an hours time....plsssssssssssssss win thanks

You need him.
I could be him.
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.


by the way all this bullshit happening,this bantering and stuff,leave me out of it. i dun wanna see my name appear on any of ur ''oh so famous'' blogs...i have enuff shit of my own without people smsing me and spoiling for a fight..i cant be bothered..so yall have ur own fun..and i dun have any ''sides''..

bleah blogging from work...is just so omfg boring..and we take smoking breaks every hour or so..mahah so sunday after church we all went to georges to watch the man u and spurs match..damn fun played pool there a while then we left for my house...so hobday,tim and ernie stayed over...noisy bastards.3 am still shouting like monkeys...and they cant let me talk on the phone in peace..dogs...haha thennnnnnnnnnnnnn everything else after that was mundane...so today after work i am gonna collect my ipod that i left in ross's bag...and pass him the carton from my gangster colleague....and then soccer at simei!

apprehensive,confused,lost
hopeful,wishful,empty,puzzled,bewildered
unsure,fear,hollow,restless,negative,
but most of all, i feel scared cause i dont know whats gonna happen
i read somewhere we always fear what we dont know

yesterday we found out at work that they only need 6 of the 8 poly helpers to continue work...so they already decided on 4...so the last 2 spots were between mark me and glenn..how sucky is that...but glenn being the gentleman he is,or he could have been just lazy, stepped down so now its just mark and myself working..so we collected our pays yesterday as there wasnt any work today...so after work glenn and myself headed down to kembangan to lan our lives away...even though i lost all the games today,it was still damn fun and it shows that the company we keep is the factor that makes it fun and not just the element of winning...so hobday then asked me if i wanna accompany them to the airport as they were gonna study there the whole night for their o's...i was bored so what the hell,i went....everything was going along fine and smoothly till hobday suddenly came up to me and said he puked..then after half an hour later,he told us he puked blood and he looked really sick and his lips were damn pale...so since he stayed like 3 mins away from me and i was damn concerned(i was!),i sent him home and brought him up to his house and everything...then slept until now? later on in the night i have a family dinner...indian food when i could be playing soccer...how gay is that???

k havnt been blogging for a while..yesterday after work,i headed down to simei court with sangeet to engaged in a physical sport known as soccer..so we played till lights out and then cabbed home...today had work as usual....everything was going as normal till we reached this house...we were doing the drains,baiting and all, when this little old woman offered us bread and water..for me,i was touched by this kind but simple gesture while mark was too obsessed with the fact that the bread was stale..but she still offered us drinks..anyway we disposed of the bread at the next block as we didnt want to offend her.....so we finished 15 blocks but we couldnt be bothered with winning the incentive money already..its quite dumb to obsess over it like what the other groups have been doing...anyway just a stupid story for yall...at work,there is like 8 of us...3 of us,mark glenn and myself,got the job cause glenn is the godson of the founder...the other 5 got the job cause among the 5,one of them is the godson of the founder's wife...his name is mark...not to be confused with our mark..so he will be called mark sm...so yesterday,mark sm found out that he didnt have enough cash in his ez link...cause he just bought an ipod shuffle and didnt have enuff to top up his card...then his colleague made a joke said''hey since ur the godson and everything,why not ask for more pay?'' so stupid mark sm took it seriously and actually called our supervisor,asking for more pay..so his godma fucked him up and he said all this was because of our colleague...what the fuck rite? am i glad i am not involved hahaha

k yesterday was a slack day at work..like every other day...but yesterday was payday! mahahaha...so yesterday after work,i headed down to tampines for a billy bombers dinner at century square...the occasion was nicole tans ADVANCED(inside joke) birthday celebration stuff...so i was first to come cause i am a responsible working adult...then tim rushed in while they were at the escalator..oh yea it was a surprise kinda thingy...so we ''surprised'' her and we settled down to have our nice dinner...so the night was filled with laughter,good food and only one bottle of heineken...then we all left for home..so early...bleah...my days are boring..haha nothing to blog about..all my entries are super duper short..hahahahaha but why i care?

i cant sleep...i have a lot of things on my mind...k maybe not a lot..just one thing...or just one person...k i dunno how to translate what i am feeling into words but i think the song did the trick..my lord this feeling sucks..

So your standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall.
So far down, Or maybe you were thinking about jumping.
Now you could have it all,
If you learned a little patience
For though I cannot fly, I'm not content to crawl
So give me a little credit, Have in me a little faith
I want to be with you forever, If tommorow's not too late
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say
But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today
if i am
Another waste of everything you dreamed of, I will let you down
if i am
Only here to watch as you suffer, I will let you down
So your walking on the edge,
And you wait your turn to fall.
But you're so far gone,That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you.
And you could find the fault, In the heart that you've been handed
For though you cannot fly, You're not content to crawl
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say
But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today...
The answers we find, Are never what we had in mind.
So we make it up as we go along
You don't talk of dreamsI won't mention tommorow.
And we won't make those promises that we can't keep...
I will never leave you
I will never let you down
I will never leave you
I will never let you down

k so been pretty busy....no time to update...work has been alrite..my team actually won the incentive money...so we had extra 50 bucks on top of our pay....just today, the whole crew on the RAT ATTACK project decided monday wasnt a good day to work so we did like a few blocks each then we decided to take a 3 hr break..haha until knock off time..damn funny and we covered our asses well...we met jill and tanya at their ben and jerrys shop to be annoying...nice working environment i must say..so everything has been alrite but i just have this nagging feeling in my heart...like a warning of a potential disaster....like i just cant explain it..like i am gonna be disappointed real bad...oh well

pay day was today!!!! haha its suppose to be every fri but they said that this week they will be paying us on wed and fri...god knows why but we aint complaining...so i received like 175 for 3 1/2 days of work...and the company also introduced this incentive thing to us..the best group each week in placing baits and stuff gets an additional 100 bucks per team..weeeee so yea work is kinda fun and easy especially since i am in the same group as glenn and our technician is this super gangster guy named kelvin..mad tattoos but damn nice and helpful...yea

so saturday was first day of work day...mark and i expected the job to be about mapping as glenn had told us it would be about mapping..so we happily trained down to bishan to meet this lady that would bring us to the company...k we finally reached this factory but we were puzzled to see signs that declared the factory as a pestbuster factory..so we went in and we found out everything about the job and such..the government had assigned ORIGIN(the name of the company) to place bait traps for rats in 400++ hdb estates...so glenns godpa roped him and his frens in to help..sooo our job is to kill rats by placing rat baits!!haha ractumin or smth...and the mapping shit was that we had to map the individual estates and stuff..haha its kinda fun doing it with frens especially mark and glenn..haha clowns... only down side is that its bishan and reporting time is 830am...but for fifty a day and payday every fri, why not?

k update time...

tuesday was playing soccer at melville court...we play against this ang moh team...first to 25 goals cause they were no other team but we didnt play it straight laaaaaa......the first 2 breaks were after 10 goals then the last stretch of 5..we won!!! yay! then we went to simpang bedok to eat...the indian uncle there was damn funny..he had flabby lips so couldnt hear his mutterings and when i asked for extra bandung,he gaved me the bill...

wednesday was spent on watching the match between liverpool and chelsea at simpang bedok...so i went to eat at 85 while waiting for shin kwan and sangeet to come..then i dropped my stuff at sangeets house then we went to simpang bedok to watch the match...surprisingly Olinda cho the butch from singapore idol was there...she really does look like a hamster...then this indian boss was so starstruck that he went up to his fellow indian fren and said''aye deh,that one singapore idol? OH-LEN-DA?'' and it was fucking loud and the whole coffeeshop laughed..k maybe i am blowing it out of proportion but my frens and i heard it k........then mark anthony and his clubbing frens came..the match finished in a stalemate and i went to crash at sangeets house..

yesterday, was our class bbq...i came early to help out being the nice thoughtful boy i am..and they abused me by making me make 2 trips to 7-11 to buy misc stuff...then ppl trickled in very very slowly...overall 1/3 of the class came? yea disappointing but it was still rather fun...the food was nice though..thanks to the organiser(s),cooks,luggers of heavy stuff and ppl to talk cock with........

so i have been reading all my classmates or former classmates blogs and it turns out that everyone has a job except me despite me asking them if they hear anything to give me a call..oh well..haha well today had been a rather good day...haha stayed home all day but certain revelations have made me happy...very very happy..haha but i still have to wait though... oh i went out for dinner with hobday today... yea thats about it : ) i shall leave yall with a song she sent me

I believe
We shouldnt let the moment pass us by
Life's too short
We shouldnt wait for the water to run dry
Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All im asking
Could it possibly be you and me?
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Time has come
For us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy todayI feel so cold
Feel so numb
Im having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Now that you're gone, im all alone
Im still hoping that you would come back home
Dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

yesterday was stupid day to play lan day...haha first in the afternoon,we had eleven guys..so as dota is a 10 player game, we didnt wanna bastard anyone so in the end we played counterstrike...haha the memories...it was kinda fun at first but towards the end it was boring..so we realised it was kinda late so we went for our youth mass...this time we sat rite in front so we couldnt make as much noise as before but we were far from holy....so after youth mass,we hung around in church for a while..watching 3 kids breakdance, watching a video of us in sentosa and many other misc stuff...haha we went back to lan later as we thought we had enuff..but in the end we didnt so we left for simpang bedok...haha we talked,ate laughed then went home...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahah k just felt like filling up space with aimless laughter....

k i woke up today to the sound of an sms tone....i checked it and lo and behold,it was my results....i scrolled down slowly to take in the grades...i realised that i passed all and didnt have to take any supps...but it didnt sink in and i just said cool and went back to sleep..only when i woke up an hour later then it sunk in...yea the joyness....so i spent half the day playing dota then left around 6 to play soccer...damn fun but tiring...so tmr is youth mass...haha hopefully the church will be up after we're done...

20 people you can think of right off your head
1. glenn
2. hobday
3. sa
4. jill
5. tim
6. nicole
7. ross
8. ernest
9. mark
10. winston
11. shin kwan
12. estrop
13. shahira
14. ridhwan
15. yasin
16. ivan
17.beatrice
18.wei loong
19.casey
20.brandy

How did you meet 13?
ASH! the prestigious class of 1L01 law and management

What would you do if you never met 5? haha tim one less guy to annoy i guess

What do you honestly think of 10?
winsss the greatest fren a guy could ask for

Have you ever liked no.3?
hahahahahahahahahah sa...YES

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
cry

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
haha hobday and shin kwan!! yes they look sweet together..for 2 guys i mean

Do you think 12 is hot?
i know a lot of bengs think so

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
haha omg beatrice is mine

Tell me something about 11.
shin kwan is the god of soccer. enuff said

Do you know any of 3's family members?
i think so...uncle cedric,aunty janet, is it shaun? i forgot..and bubbles

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
-2

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
hahahaa jill..i wouldnt be surprised..i knew all along she had the hots for me :p

What language does 19 speak?
HAHAHA casey is my dog..he speaks doggish

Who is 8 going out with?
single mingle

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
omg. no comments

When was the last time you talked to 6?
before exams...when we were studying under her block

What is 18's favorite band?
he likes those weird music...like..i dunno those weird music laaaa

Does 4 have any siblings?
jjjaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy

Would you ever date 1?
frankly? no

Would you ever date 7?
frankly? no

Is 15 single?
haha yasin yes who would want a short mat? haha just kidding la bro

what is 19s last name?
shepherdson!! haah casey shepherdson

What is 3's middle name?
omg..is it ann? i forgot

What is 10's fantasy?
to make it big with a band...100%guranteedchopsuckmyballscherryontop

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
haha well..ridhwan is malay...and brandy is my dog..so i doubt so

What school does 16 go to?
temasek poly....some applied science course i think

What school does 1 go to?
temasek poly! BIT

Where does 9 live?
bedok reservoir i think

Would you make out with 13?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
hell yea..every nite talk on the phone with each other all..

Is 20 older than you?
well in dog years she is a whopping 56

is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
haha hell yea jill is a bitch..i mean a sexy bitch

is 17 your ex?
mmmm i would love to have her as an ex,present or whatever

do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
estrop and wei loong.....dismiss the latter,consider the former

how is 2 ?
he shud be doing well cause i am his bestest best fren and i live 5 mins away from him

k since shahira requested us to do this 20 facts thing and it looked kinda fun,i shall do it! k here it goes;
20 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT CHRISTOPHER MARK SHEPHERDSON
(cue drum roll)
1. i play the bass guitar
2.i actually saw a live english premier league game in england...fulham vs birmingham
3.i speak portuguese(or rather,know a few portuguese expletives)
4.i think ben & jerrys kicks haagen daz's ass
5.when i was 5, i got lost in a mall and peed in my pants.serious.
6.i appeared on MTV cause i was at the good charlotte concert
7.when i was 10 i appeared on tv to do a rollerblade segment on a sports show
8. i shook hands with jan poulsen(ex-spore soccer coach) cause we finished 4th in spore for nationals
9.i got 100 for every single subject in pri 1 during the CA1. now look at me
10.my ancestors came form england...k sorry ran out of facts
11.my dad shook hands with benjamin sheares
12.i used to be a prefect
13.when i saw my first celebrity in the streets(gurmit singh), i giggled like a schoolgirl
14.i hate RnB
15.i hate ska mats
16.i saw naomi campbell in france
17.my dogs love me
18.eurasian is not the same thing as ang moh
19.i cried when boromir died in lord of the rings
20.i laughed when caretaker died in the longest yard

k as u can tell my last few were kinda dumb cause i ran out of facts......k all u freeloaders..pls do one tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

k past few days have been mundane....so thankfully today the guys called me out for lan...so k i played lan..then my dad called me halfway during lan..it thought it was for a verbal bashing because i left the house in a hurry and it was all messy..butttt it turned out he was buying me the new newcastle jersey and he was asking for my size..hahahaha cool sia..k so i left lan halfway to play soccer...then came home and cooked myself dinner..i am so proud of myself man..i cooked steak,medium rare, with potatoe skins on the side and a refreshing glass of coke..k no actually i just fried some sausages and chicken nuggets and drank plain water...haha then i blissfully watched CSI and now gonnna bnet..k bye bums

so today i woke up late for church so i went to have a hair cut and met the guys at lan later..so lanned a while then we headed down to GEORGES to watch man u vs liverpool...for yall slengs out there who are wondering what georges is, its a pub...so we ordered our drinks(vodka ribena and sprite,screwdriver and bourbon coke,a jug each) and sat down and watched the match...it was damn fun...i mean what can be better then companionship,booze,cigarettes and soccer??then i rushed home to watch the second match at home cause it involved my fave team and i had to concentrate...and they won!!! thus the happinesss!!! k bye

k today was the ole ole soccer tournament... lets put it this way,we left after losing 2 out of 3 games....sry guys but glenn and myself had to rush to sentosa anyway...so we reached sentosa and had the time of our lives...played beach soccer,frisbee,rugby and swam in the sea...it was seriously damn fun..i even saw biondie in sentosa..small world..played some games in the sea where losers had to forfeit..and it was damn embarrassing ah..kiss strangers,ask a babe for a sip of her drink and hump a tree...hahahah anyway i left early cause i had dinner at some restaurant...had steamboat, died of boredom then came home...

k life is a bitch...i think my dad is getting more and more materialistic now that his company has been bought over...i know its probably not his fault,but maybe he should once in a while make an attempt not to be so critical of everyones actions and their behaviour...maybe once in a while he can say i love you instead of '' eh dun waste so much current'' or '' do you know the bill is damn high?'' or ''go clean the house'' or whatever...every single day is the same routine whenever i face him...nag,criticise and what not...i am even going back to my old job that i really dislike just so i can be home after he is asleep and be sleeping when he leaves...recently when my sisters' fiancee's parents came over, there was this issue about how i made him lose face...he was asking me to help him take beer for himself and uncle bob...he couldnt be more than 5 feet away from the cooler..so i am pretty sure yall know me as a sarcastic smart ass so i just made a casual comment about ''its just there'' but in the end i did it without him telling me twice..the next day,he lambasted me for not giving him face and i disgraced him in front of company...i know i am at fault but he uses that now for every single thing i do(or not do)..when i make a joke now,he always say'' ah in front of me its ok but not other ppl cause i will lose face and bla bla'' and ''why u never clean ur room? want me to lose face when ppl see ah'' and oh my lord...after putting all this down in words, maybe its just me...maybe...ah fuck..just see how it goes


Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,and eventually you'll finally get it right.

holidays.....k yesterday was just stupid...so i smsed everyone to go play soccer..k set had a few teams going...then god decided to play a prank on me...just after i told everyone that it isnt going to rain as it had already rained earlier,the heavens opened and it rained cats,dogs elephants giraffes and mats....my god..the rain was really really heavy...so since everyone had already left their houses, glenn and i left my house and we made our way to valley eight pool cause our last min wet weather programme was to play pool..so we played till the rain stopped..then we realised the guy who has supposed to bring the ball didnt come cause he said the court was wet...duh...gay! so we walked around bedok trying to find ppl to play with...couldnt find so we went to long johns silver to eat whilst waiting for one more fren...then he came so we went to another area of bedok to find for ppl...lo and behold..we saw this group of mats playing football..so we asked if we can play...then they said they were about to leave...fuckkkkkkk...so they decided to come back to my house to indulge in a few games of winning eleven and warcraft..at least i left the house...hahahaha

k yesterday was my last paper!!! joy..it was ok...should be able to scrap thru a pass which would mean no supps!!! which would mean uninterrupted holidays!!! wooooo...so went home then prepared to go town to meet ross,glenn,jon and danial to watch the longest yard..damn nice show...fucking nice...a lot of guest appearances...burt reynolds,kevin nash,steve austin,nelly,jadakiss,bill goldberg, rob schneider(as usual,he appears in every adam sandler movie and vice-versa) and of course the two main stars adam sandler and chris rock...damn funny..and kinda touching in a way...then hobday came halfway thru the show...then we mrt-ed down to kembangan to play lan.....then after that we cabbed down to 85 to eat supper..talked cock and everything damn fun...hahaha holidays!!! life now just rocks...really

k update of my exams so far...my aim was was to not take any supp papers and truth be told, i think its going rather well....csa i thought was kinda hard but after going thru the paper with my frens after that,i realised that i put down a lot of correct answers...then for pom considering 2 hrs of studying, i did rather...a pass for me pls....and todays econs was ok too...so yea 3 down one more to go...no supp papers!!!!!hahaha my sisters fiancee and his parents are coming over for dinner on sat...cant go to sentosa dammit...oh well...for all u bodohs out there, my chatterbox moved here------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
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k i just have to say that my next-of-kin is a genius...i worship the ground she walks on.....like really ok, we should all worship middle kids because they are the best....first, she fixes up the links, then the archives then the chatterbox, now she's even going to buy me dinner because i asked her to just now...

i love my sister...but then she has my blood and i am a god so i guess that makes her a goddess...i'm talking crap right now because i'm going to play soccer..mahahaha

Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife

k havnt been blogging for a while....have been in sch for 6 hrs a day but cant say i have been studying hard...i get distracted rather easily...so i am in glenns house now..damn nice..and his dad cooked a really nice meal for us..hahahaha next week doomsday