k i am feeling damn down........been thinking about stuff and figuring out that my life is kinda screwed...i am not gonna be some wanna be and start playing welcome to my life and shit,but sufffer silently...but technically if i blog bout it,its not quietly...k whatever...christmas feels so passe.....only thing fun was the after mass stuff with tim ben mal tanya and eileen...even then our ideas on games were screwed cause we didnt have enough alcohol....k even my uncles party today was an anti-climax...man i need a job...night safari,here i come..........

hey havnt blog for very long time...haha got some error on my blog now...no more chatterbox....k o's were alrite...should be able to enter poly....i was very pleased that all of my good frens passed their n levels...see what rubbing shoulders with me has done for u all??????haha k blog more often...my new years resolution

k had maths paper 2 mock prelim on wed...damn bloody hard...shit sia...but o levels easier...so...should be able to do ok....

k..today had mock prelims for maths...paper I was ok...think i can pass...ya all those raffles and sji robots would go: ''pass???!!suppose to score???!!!'' but i am shep so ya..but my maths teacher said if paper one easy,means paper two hard like hell...and he also said if paper one hard,paper two also hard..then he laughed at his own joke...so ya...i was surfing through all my frens online journals like blog and online journal(rite ok) and i just realised this...I LOVE ALL MY FRENS!!!!!!

suppose to have prata today...ben and i went to simpang at the allocated time...then we waited for 20 mins then tim came...tanya siad she coming but call her she say she sick..k nvm...then denise and mal AWOL....so we all just ate then took cab to school..then school was uneventful..then after school played soccer...ya thats it..and i made an exam timetable...haha hope i can stick to it and finally start studying for prelims..its like in what? a month's time??

Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it insideI keep on searching, but I can't find
The courage to show, to letting you knowI've never felt so much love before
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
How will I knowIf I let you go
Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no-one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame, we're worlds apartI'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to loose
But sooner or later, I gotta choose
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

today went for mass...then after mass went parkway to eat..then went to play pool...then went to play starcraft after waiting dunno how long...then played pool again...then came home...k summary

today half day!!had prata then went sch for celebrations..my team had a match with slk and we won..then went to play soccer at siglap cc...not a bad day...yay

i love playing soccer with the sec 1's............so cute......k

oh ya....me and my team mates pranked denise....hahahahaahah prata kosong or egg? milo normal or special?hahaahahahah

yesterday went for my auntie's wedding...damn power sia...at first i thought it would be stupid and boring all...but.....not at all...fun!!! halfway thru the speeches,two belly dancers came....walau...damn hot sia..then my uncle dance with them..damn funny...then after that as my uncle is scottish,had bagpipes all sia...damn nice...then after eating,had scottish dancing..haha its damn fun i tell you...skip,swing and trot.....then had dancing all...damn fun..well at least better than a certain party that i was supposed to go and tim told me about how ''fun'' it was..haha..then cause we came back at 3 am, my mum allowed me to sleep in and ciao mass...then i woke up played match...saw mal's fren's boyfren...kenji i think..haha i slide him and i didnt know it was him...i feeling bad now..we lost by the way...stupid field...k nvm..and i now permanently no more maid...walau!!!!!!!!!!! die.......

k had prata fri...vic came..haha second time..then tanya and denise too...and ben....then school passed by in a blur..i knew i was a nuisance during lab...then we played soccer...dunno why but today everyone lethargic sia...not very fun...then walau jason yew had the worst day of his life..first his gear came apart..then he couldnt fix so he ask me to buy for him superglue so he fix back then next person to use it and it breaks, he gets blamed..then couldnt fix so he said he go home do all..then he lost his wallet on the way home...suay sia...my condolences.......

today was timmy wimmy's b dae!!!!!!!!he brought us to watch show...yay so nice...watch sisters...stupid show...waste tim's money...then follow tim to parkway with shin kwan...change his boots...then came home..yay funny day...happy b dae tim!!!

today had prata in the morning...damn dumb sia..me tim and ben were rushing for bus 10 then i was in already i saw my fren then pull his bag all say hi..it was moderately packed..then tim saw a double decker bus 10 behind..so shout at me to get off and take the one behind..so i rushed off..and the second bus the doors couldnt even open...walau..tim...*shakes head*...then arrive in time for assembly..then something weird happened..my whole sch was like fidgeting cause the command for attention wasnt ordered yet so we were all talking..then this filipino lady appeared of nowhere and screamed in tagalog in our podium mic..walau the school silent sia...all shocked..then my principal said we must have done something to deserve that and he will investigate..walau..then after school played soccer..these idiots came and booked the court then we had to leave..bastards..tmr got some talk on courses in poly..mass com!

kk sun went for mass...went to meet mano tim ben...saw the australian band people...came to stpats not enough ah...walau...then after mass had knobus match...bloody rough can..the guy elbow my face all..k then today i didnt go sch...sick..gonna buy sala on wed..yay!

yay prata fridays are back!! and tanya didnt bring the cd..then she asked me stupid qns all..then i played soccer a lot of times so fun...yay and my sis saw mal and tanya and blk 85 on fri..dunno know i am telling u this..k i know..i've got spies all  over..u're not safe..haha

ok went to watch mean girls with my swiss cousins...haha the show rocks...the stupid blonde bum...and lindsey lohan is damn hot...wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ok my maid went for a holiday for a month...so now i have to do chores...arghhh must come home early everyday all....walau...and my english teacher called my dad again...walau she seriously nothing better to do...i think she likes him...yuck ok next pls

stupid day today...suppose to go arts alive thingy at sac...then parents last minute told me that my godpa's wedding was today...walau..paid all already then last min tell me stuff that cannot be cancelled all...shit...not say my godpa rocks or what...always make empty promises...now at home after the church wedding...saw miss walford..dunno what the hell she doing there..must be the brides fren or what..then now at home...waiting for stupid wedding dinner at queensway some hotel..fuck la...arts alive!!!! suppose to go!!! looking forward to it all...walau....

k....sch is not helping....every day,out of ten periods,i have slept like 5 periods away everyday....english,accounts and maths...boring hell......then soccer with shin kwan and all...then tuition...fuck physics is shit...oh ya i havnt blog bout mlb yet...damn cool..we,mlb,students got this whiney trainee teacher as our mlb teacher..ahha damn funny....she gives us jigsaw puzzles to do everyday...haha serious!!!!!!!then me,glenn,benny and all always irritate her...act stupid all...so fun...now malay fun already...then she gave us this puzzle of marvel superheroes(i am not kidding)and we had to piece together and write 5 sentences bout the picture......mine was batman..didnt know what to write so we all wrote shit
this is the translated version.....


1.batman has fierce eyes
2.batman wears shoes
3.batman is strong
4.batman lives in the city
5.batman has a rope


i didnt mean to say rope but i didnt know what was belt in malay...so i use rope...see....the wonders of malay language basic...

k fri...played soccer until damn shiok..damn solid..fun..k then sat went out with lotp...bloody mal and tanya...trick us..thought gonna be a nice day out in town,watch show or what...noooooooooo called us along cause need help with homework...walau..so we sat in the sun...tim and ben doing their math..i doing accounts...then after a while,tanya.mal and tim left...then i stayed in town with ben cause we going to watch show...went to watch godsend...walau...i thought love show...shin kwan thought comedy...in the end..some horror show with loud sound effects then make it damn shocking..but quite nice...then today played match..damn tired...sch tmr!!!!! yay

ok.....clean my aunties house....then stayed there extra night...then came back played soccer until damn nice...then went down to collect ticket...then came home got cramp...typical day in sheps shoes.....

haha who wants to make a chris shep? there is always room for more...in fact i think the world needs it...haha k today played tennis at 11am with my frens..haha i am a volley pro pls..and backhand...i was shocked...thought my forehand better...no backhand!!!!thrash them..then played soccer...ok fun...we won lotsa teams...kok bought the roteiro ball...the one used in the euro 2004...damn nice to shoot...got cushion all...

tim:i know i said that today i had to stay home and study but my dad said its ok but he didnt give me cash anyway..sorry couldnt follow u!!! sorry!!!!!i give u extra time at pool table at my auntie's house...and less cleaning to do..

How to make a chris shep

Ingredients: 1 part jealousy 3 parts self-sufficiency 1 part instinct

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion

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i just came back from the hospital...i am so demoralized...i went to visit my grandmother who was in hospital cause she fractured her nose due to a fall..and when i saw her,her condition was terrible...half her face was bruised and it was an ugly bruise...very,very prominent..and when i entered and i said hi,she backed off as though she didnt know me...i was damn hurt..my family had to explain to her that i was her grandson and after a while she opened up to me..then i reflected on the time that i spent with her and realized that i wasnt exactly there for her..and i was just talking bout her during mals chalet...and she fell while i was at mals chalet,while i was having a good time and all...damn......

cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again

her fave song and yet i dun know the full version...all i know is that she cried while she sang it cause it reminded her of her late husband,my grandpa...man this sucks

ughhhh tired....and sad........k
just came back from mals chalet..


FIRST DAY
on mon went to her house first then we can all go together...ben and tanya was there also...then went to buy drinks from cold storage..then something embarrassing happened...(refuses to elaborate)...k then me and ben suppose to take cab to the safra place but mal told her mum that we taking bus cause obviously the mum would say waste cash all...then came the twist...her mum came to me said''eh u all taking bus rite? good then u can teach chilling(haha) how to go there''...
walau!!!then had to take bus...took damn bloody long..then tim met us at the bus stop..the bus ride there was ok short....then reach there,mum scold us cause we never wear slippers...call us supermen sarcastically..then all of us went to swim with impatient mal and tanya....we made the lifeguards job a living hell...then we went back start bbq...the next door chalet were so nice...help us a lot sia..charcoal all...then i burn myself..my skim became disfigured..see mal the things i do for you?k then mals frens came......then i choke on a bone...i swear i almost died...had to vomit it out...then we played cathcing...haha tim showed us the reason why he runs for sch..haha almost caught all of us singlehandedly then mals dad came to speak with us...told us some hilarious jokes and told us not to do funny stuff at nite....then we played captains ball...stupid cactus...i think we won...dunno...then watch match..so sad italy drew..then slept...


SECOND DAY
this was like the scariest day of my life...we woke up..then mal told some lies to her mum and skipped school along with tanya..they went for a swim first..while tim and i were upstairs,ben was watching tv...then mals dad poke his head at the window!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck ben ran up to tell us then we all panicked..me and tim rushed to put the beds back while ben kept him in the kitchen..then halfway i was pushing the bed back...the dad appeared and i frozed...then he ask me where was mal and tanya...i was like,''i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunoo''...haha then i called mal and told her..then we went to swim...i became shark-man...encircled all my prey...i dun like white meat!!!!!and tim became my trainer...made me bang into unhot girls..then we went back and took out the mic and sang and screamed and shouted and became lame...noisy..then mal got the phonecall from her mum saying her school call all...walau all of us scared for her sia...had to make a lot of phonecalls but in the end everything ok..everything went back to normal then caroline and denise came..then the girls abandoned us and ben,tim and me played mahjong with auntie esther and chillin(haha)...i won lotsa times..auntie esther was damn nice..then we went to bowl..my first frame strike...second frame spare..then after that was shit...then played pool..boring...then had the bbq..kinda boring..then when mals dad and mum came..i got scared and ran out..haha then me,caroline,megan,joy,ben,tim,denise and tanya played sparklers...then catching...walau everyone just stayed in the house..and i became catcher cause caroline caught me five times cause i became stunt man dive under slide all...then megan became catcher and she collided into tanya while trying to catch caroline..sacians...aiyah..then went back....and we walked to some playground..then came back and slept...


THIRD DAY
checked out then came home and sleep..haha thanks lotpians and unlotpians for a very fun 3 days!

kk.....this has got to be the worst sunday ever....after watching the portugal match,i slept and had to wake up at 6.30am for nssl(national street soccer league)...when shin kwan called me to ask where i was,i said on the way but actually i just woke up...haha...then i mad rush then at the bus stop i realized i forgot my ic so i run back to get it..then missed shin kwan,mano and daniel phillip(d.p) by one train...so i took the train alone..then we met mark anthony at some hulu bus stop...then we walk to the court...oh ya the tournament was in ang mo kio thats why had to wake up so early..damn tired...then when register time,no need for ic....ez link can...rush for nothing...k then we were drawn in the same group as bedok north and holy innocence..so we played our first game...we thought we bedok north was hard cause when me and shim kwan played against them for school we lost damn badly...AND THEN......we won 5-0...all of us shock sia..especially since dp gave away two penaltys..and he saved them both..then mano scored 2...shin kwan scored 2...AND......guess who scored the last one? ME!!!SHEP!!!haha defender sia score volley all,''ole'' keeper...haha actually it was fucking tyco..then we all damn high on confidence...cause like we never play with each other before then we gelled damn well...so we waited for 2346236461041451 years before our next match...holy innocence..we thought we could breeze past them...dp played up cause he thought can 'makan' them all..then i keeper...shit that match was damn scary..half time score was 3-1...we losing shit!!!! then mano sub with dp..brilliant tactical stuff there...mano provided us with the inspiration to come back from the jaws of defeat and secure a 3-3 draw...ahhhh...shin kwan scored 2 again!!and a mark penalty..but it left us in a tight situation cause if holy innocence beat bedok north by 6 goals,we would be sent packing...then just before their match,we saw holy innocence talking to bedok north sia...shit me and shin kwan quickly ran there...this is what we heard...


holy innocence guy:eh pls ah...let us win 6-0....then stpats out...u dun like them rite...they beat u all...

bedok north:then how u all score 6? i score own goal ah?

holy innocence guy after seeing me and shin kwan with our arms folded across our chest:
eh let us score 6....but just kidding lah just play normally ah..best team win...


walau basket...good thing saw them...in the end score was 4-3 to bedok north...so we were thru..so we had a 2 hr break...and there was a draw...we wanted any team BUT hong kah...they were the fucking powerhouses there...so with our good luck,mark drew hong kah...fuck sia..we lost 5-1...i slide all injured got burn all...aiyah...so we spent 5 hrs in ang mo kio for 30 mins of football...brilliant...so we went home..heads down...then i slept...haha

I remember the look in your eyes
when i told you that this was good bye
you were begging me not tonite,not here,not now


k......today was damn boring...went to meet audrey to ''finalize some fine prints''....
then stayed home and played com...had the intention of during my anglican high prelim maths paper but was too lazy...then i had a heart to heart talk with mal....haha...:)...secrets......then this dog i gonna look for while my sis fren goes on holiday came....at first it looked weird then after a while it was cute cause it was weird...oh ya i stun some euro 2004 cards today....blur cashier...k back to the dog...it was an italian greyhound...it got on quite well with casey....yay! tomorrow school...shit...

Hello! k shall blog bout sat....k went to school for our fun fair...was there at nine thirty...then i refereed the soccer match...boring match..then i sat around then decided to ciao and play lan...then after playing lan i went home to get ready for church...then went church for rite of sending forth! then everyone made fun of me cause i wore jeans...bet they were all jealous...haha...then con bash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was damn boring at first but...................once everyone warmed up,it was fun!!!haha mad moshing...i was as usual tearing up the floor with my dance moves...haha...slide across the floor all...got lotsa slengs sitting and stoning...wanted to beat them...aiyah..haha then i gave it to my ex-10.15 classmates...haha they formed this ring amongst themselves then they were jumping like idiots then ben dared me to jump in the centre and dance like mad..haha thats what i did...haha dance like there were ants in my pants...haha...then i left earlier to play lan....then go home sleep...then sun was the fair again!i was the ref again but this time it was fun cause i refereed the finals! damn nice match CAN! haha then i attended to our class stall for a while with glenn and business picked up cause of us....cause i would stand just a bit out of our stall and shout,'' butoh ah eh! play ah!'' then they play haha...then glenn chase jason cause of me...haha NOSE!then i played lan with jason....then went home...haha FUN!!!!!!!!

tomorrow st pats fair...no stall to mend...so i will be roaming around...only on duty on sun....referee for soccer stall...haha we made a loss...buy goalpost all create lines then only a handful of teams enter...then after fair got church...stupid sia must rush here there all...tired...i bet the fair is gonna be lame...

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally went to lord of the rings exhibition!!!yay so nice...the goddam troll so big...its head was the size of my fren who followed me there...shin kwan also went...then saw all the weapons and stuff...got wax figure of boromir in his funeral boat...got mumakil(the big elephant)also...so nice...then after that played soccer...boring...then go home...poa tmr...

k i got my com back.....but kinda mixed feelings....everything i am reading bout my frens and current events just saddens me....makes me wanna be deaf and dumb so i can be blind to everyone elses problems...but i wanna help too...whatever ppl just probably say i am nosy....and as for my exams, i failed everything except lit and malay b....yes i failed english....yes i am a gragok...yes let the taunting begin.......stupid fucking english teacher bitch...my form teacher told me that she mark strict for mine because i am a trouble maker......bitch...

haha blogging from my frens phone again...yesterday lotp studied at starbucks...then got chased...out...bums...k enough..

hello! i cant go online so i am using my frens 02 phone to blog! fucking cool...haha anyway its a free period now and its fun....i got the new virus shit...

ok shall update now!
when to study with the lotp peeps at airport...kinda fun but it wasnt suppose to be fun...suppose to study!
nvm squeezed some maths in...i think...after that went for tuition..then later when to meet audrey!
k then i got severe scolding from parents cause i didnt go listening comprehension for malay..my dad said i screwed myself and i cant go out anymore and i agree with him...so ya..

k i have been sick for 2 days it sucks!!!!!!

L- is for the way you look at me
O-is for the only one i see
V-is very very extraordinary
E-is even more than anyone that you adore

k today guess what i did? soccer!!! damn fun played for a few hrs again...damn fun...i think i better stop this week.....
mid year is in 3 weeks time...ok soccer rules netball drools! :)

k i think founders day is damn dumb...actually no...k ya it is...my wonderful form teacher chose me as part of the ten 'volunteers' that had to attend the dumb prize giving ceremony...k after our half day prayer service, had 4 hrs to spare so went to play soccer at blk 57...damn fun..my team sucked a lot but we managed to win 3 in a row...after that it was one game out,one game out....then i sunburnt all...then went for the speech day...damn hot,boring and i found no point in it...i saw tim in the hall so i called his hp hoping it would ring then can saboh him...but the smart bastard put his hp on silent....so i just teased him from afar bout the person he sat next to...haha...then went to take my ball my stupid mat teacher confiscated...then left for home...

next day had school...damn boring...had some fight involving classmates...but fights are stupid..cause they dun actually fight..they just talk then everyhting 'sua'' ''sua''...what the hell...then suppose to have poa remedial but i chose not to go...and played soccer...yeah..damn fun won this mat team 10-7...had grown men playing all............I SCORED FIVE GOALS.........who the man??? shep the man.....tmr everyone gonna skip soccer training and play soccer at 57...yeah fun again... i love soccer!!!!!!!!

k yesterday woke up and went for maths tution with ben at church...damn boring...then after that we went to meet the rest to play soccer at simei...damn fun...my team was like playing for damn long...then later we went to nicoles party...quite boring...then after that went to shin kwans house...stay over..damn fun...then we woke up early to go easter mass...then now at home..

today just and absolutely sucked...got punch-in card,scolded by at least 3 teachers and failed my tests...
at least i played soccer and ben all came...yay that was fun...oh well



Adam's Song
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

k yesterday i went to view the progress of my new home...they said its gonna be done in june...so long more!!!! but my house is gonna be damn cool...above the carpark there is gonna be a garden/playground thing...damn cool....then its connected to the other block so ya...damn nice..and got my own room...lots of posters all over the place...lord of the rings!!k this week is holy week..gonna be a good boy...and i heard that it ALWAYS rains on good friday...cause it rain on the day jesus died...like in the show passion of christ...and they said he died at approximately three o'clock...so ya...this fri gonna see if it rains at 3....if it does gonna be damn freaky...k i played soccer today...played for like one hour then everyone left...walau so fast...then came home i slept...yeah good day

k i am fucking tired...friday had 2.4..and ran it while i was partially sick...then after that played soccer at toa payoh...it rained damn heavily...all of us scared wait cannot play...good thing it subsided...but the court was damn wet...if i had a penny for every time any of us slipped,i'll be rich.....k...then after playing went to meet mal ben and tim under the pretence that we were going church for some organizing committee...then we wasted time in tampines...i swear it was one of the worst lotp outings ever....i and ben agreed...the coffee bean thing was fucking stupid...then i slept for 4 hrs...the next day had to wake up early for physics...but i woke up and came school for only half an hour of physics...then after that played soccer at blk 57 for 3 hrs...my face is pink now...stupid vs...hate them...we really played aggressive with them....they deserve it...k then after that rushed home cause got naths tuition in church...but i was damn tired so i met ben in church and we decided to meet tanya and mal in town...then we met them and wedrank at rockys...disturb ben about everyone all...haha funny shit...then we went mals house to watch miss singapore...while they watched i burned cd...couldnt be bothered with stupid munjen bimbos that preach about world peace...then watch the barber shop...i think it sux...then i came home...yeah

ok..havnt blog for long time cause nothing worth mentioning...i stayed at home and didnt go school for quite a number of days....k i forgot what i did already...but today i played soccer...and my leg hurts like hell...i tried to block this hairy man from shooting then i landed awkwardly...now my quadriceps hurt!!...i did my maths hw finish!!! vectors not that hard...easy peasy...ok done

k today went church....and stayed there for like 6 hrs...preparation and rite of election...i slept for like one hour...i know lotsa people thought what the fuck my problem was that day but say what u what bout me...cause why u care what i do? then i went airport to fetch mum home...ate swensons......then at swensons the booth behind my family this noisy CHINESE family was creating a ruckus like those geitai shows at the void deck...their two kids running back and forth screaming stuff like,'' look bro i superman'' then run up and down the restaurant...i wanted to trip the bratty bastard but my sis kept elbowing me to put my leg in...she said he was cute...then the noise level really high then my dad shouted ''what the fuck is going on''! then the two boys crying..i was laughing like fuck but my mum and sis scolding my dad...then the father of the kids wanted to confont my dad but cause my sisters boyfren there,i think he thought twice and sat down again...then we faster ate and left...then came home to watch newcastle lose and hope man u lose...k thats it... a day in sheps shoes...

k yesterday i didnt go school...didnt feel well..so i lazed around home and wallowed in self-pity...then ben,tim and mal came my house then we left altogether for bens house...then ben bathe and his mum sent us to tampines mrt station...ya then we went coffee bean and sat for like thirty mins? then we went to look at ugly caps and ben,with all of his audacity,bought one especially ugly looking-cap that me and tim cringed when we saw it..as a result,tim and i ignored ben whenever he put it on so ya...then bens face like gonna cry so we relented and we became best frens again...then three of them bastard me and said that part of the itinerary was to go to that stupid chung cheng party cum waste time affair...i was shocked and appalled at there decision to go there but since three outnumbers one,i had no choice but to trudge along...so we went there....the first ominous sign of things to come was when we saw kenji on the god damn bus...what the fuck! then he came to sit with us....what the fuck! then he followed us in to the auditorium and he sat next to me there!!!!!WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!!!so i had no alternative but to relocate myself..so i sat with benedict and benny...it was quite ok sitting with them..*highlight of the day* when ryan gomes came out for his stupid catwalk, all of us fucking booed him...haha damn funny damn loud damn cool...deserve it...k then we left early cause it was damn hot and boring and they said...k wait i shall quote them

mal:walau so hot CAN! NOT EVEN fun...so boring PLS!
tim:ice cream so expensive!walau $2!
ben:quite boring ah?

that was what i was trying to tell all of them since they said,''lets go chung cheng!''.....bums..so we took cab to suntec and the cab uncle was a pessimist who told us not to get married,not to have kids and to buy drugs from deskar road...then we went to suntec with the intention of watching a show but they didnt have the show we wanted to watch so we ate at pastamania at cineleisure...then we played cs! damn fun..mal got some hidden talents...like dying all the time...then we all went home...and my shoes are all black because mal stomped on them with her massive weight...k then at home i watched supernatural...damn nice show..quite freaky..then i slept and woke up at seven!!!!! tuition sia!!! then now blogging...going to play pool later!then aunties house for hari raya puasa... a bit late but no problemo...k tmr go church!

elo...brudders...today i not feeling well ah...go home early early...then i sleep 7 hrs...wah shiok...but then ah...temperature high high..cannot tahan...37.8..wah!!! die sia...tmr maybe play soccer...ya then outing...

k ,yesterday after school, me and tim went to follow ben taper his pants...mat style...we met mal tanya and denise there...then denise and tanya had to go back to school to finish up some banner thing so ya they left...then it started rainig damn heavily...then we ran like blue hell to my house for refuge...then ya i ,the gracious hosts, gave out towels and spare shirts....sometimes i think they dont deserve me...k anyway tim played on the ps2 the whole time while mal try to seduce my dog...then at 6.45 we went down to eat mee...ben left straightaway to meet his family...so tim me mal met denise and tanya after their banner thing...then after that i headed down to simei to play soccer at melville park...we were damn on...we beat the foreigners hands down..form is temporary,class is permanent...haha..then shin kwan came my house to stay over...haha...we slept at 2 and woke up at 6.30..we missed three bus 14's so we decided to eat breakfast first...then we took 14 to school and reached school at 8.05...we were standing outside the office when mr.thompson appeared..walau...but he let us off with stern warning...k then school was fucking boring...dunno why but no mood for any lessons at all...didnt do my lit test at all...at all..slept for 3 periods...then i just stoned the rest of the day...then after school i didnt feel like doing anything so went to collect bens pants for him then came home..slept for 4 hrs...then now watching american idol...george huff rocks!

ok today was quite ok...after school went to play soccer at bedok south football court...quite ok..the mats that we played with were damn lousy and my team played for like 6 games in a row without being knocked out...then after that i went home but i was locked out as my maid took my dog for a walk...so i went down to 7-11 to buy a doughnut and aloe vera drink......then while standing around doing nothing but eating...lo and behold...mal,tanya and megan shouted at me on my left...then caroline and agnes shouted at me from my right...haha then i sat down and talked with them while they ate...happy coincidence...then we all dispersed and went home..yeah

k played our first match for remus team...the team damn strong sia not only because i am in the team but also because of others...haha...
like dino,marc sim,rajakumar....damn strong sia...we won like 17-0...but i had to leave the match 20 mins into the second half because i had to go airport to send my parents off...mum going bangkok for holiday wif frens and dad going austria for business trip both for one week...kinda sad and elated...because no curfew for one week but i'm gonna miss them...

kk...we went to watch the eye 2!!!some scary shit...but it was ok....then we ate at mas ayu..which brought back memories...then on the long walk back to mals house,tanya and i were conversing bout ghost and we saw this man standing outside this house at 3 am...so tanya asked me if i saw that man so i was just playing said ''what man?''what man?''but i was smiling all so she knew i was just shitting her...but after we passed the house,i turned back and so did tanya....and the man wasnt there! i reasoned he was blocked by the wall but tanya refused to believe so ya..then further up the wall,we suddenly heard this sound which sounded between a cross of a ringing sound and a metallic object rolling...so after experiencing the disappearing man thing,i was quite jumpy and to me,the sound sounded like a bell ringing from above us so i started screaming and ran...so the rest were like what the hell shep....so ya..they said that i kicked something but i didnt feel my shoes connect with anything so ya...scary shit...then we slept in mals house...on the cold hard fllor...and everyone had a complaint bout me...shep talking to himself all...so ya bums...then they drew shit on my leg...then we ate...and slack...then we watch emma and alex...had my doubts bout the show but it was quite nice...then we ate...then i left for home for tuition...boring!!!!

i am in mals house now!!!!! burning disc...ask me hurry all.....impatient buggers....
k\later going town to watch eye2!!! some scary shit

today went peters house.........fun fun fun.....played soccer....fun fun fun....
watching american idol....fun fun fun....tmr going out...fun fun fun

yeah!!!!!my blog has music...wooooooo*clap*clap*clap*clap...thanks jill you are truly are supergirl!!!
ok later today going peter chai house to play soccer and ps2!!!gonna be a fun day....holidays not so bad ya....
yesterday i went to gelares to study...but i called jason to give me answers...and i wasnt doing it half-heartedly lah bum ben....i was asking for answers vigorously and full of zest....and megan maimed me...i cant feel my pinkie anymore...i am paralyzed pinkie down to my palm...cant move it...arghhhhhh...sue you*stares* ok shall blog agin at nite and more often cause i got music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok Jill the supergirl has added ur damn song.
so u owe me an all expense paid outing.. wooooooooo.. *clap clap*

-me

hey....i stayed in shin kwans house yesterdat for all together now the third time....and it is always fun...but i felt bad cause we had a conference and it was important so i had to talk and i left shin kwan alone in his house for like forty five mins i think he was angry but i deserved it...sorry shinks!!! then he and me played a soccer match at gan eng seng sec...and won...yeah....then i went home and met everyone for soccer again at simei...ben, shin kwan, tim ,mano ,me ,mouth ,shane ,peter, laurel, aaron...then i left early cause parents asked me to be home early...dont know why they suddenly so strict with me...guess cause o's and i havnt been studying yet...oh well...school tomorrow..physics..gonna meet ben for breakfast at mac's...yeah...kk when is the lotp outing!!!!!!!

today had sports day....damn bloody boring...waste of time... and my house came in last...anyway after that played soccer at bedok futsal court...played like two games then left cause mats came...so since i didnt want then rubbing their odour on me,we all left for sam's house to swim.....security guard were being assholes,say cannot swim in shorts only trunks...but we fucked them and just swam...then after that,i went to peter's house to play ps2...thrash him flat...then came home just in time to see newcastle score 2 goals.....good day...except when mal smsed me saying she had a premonition lotp gonna break up...told her to shut up...its not gonna happen...so....i got a story for u all...damn dumb
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benny came up to me...he said ''hey shep u know what?i went out with mark then we walked past a pet shop.....there was a chincilla(small furry mammal) in the pet shop...then mark said to benny'' hey benny that is the creature from the show lilo and stitch rite?'' benny replied ''mark,the creature from lilo and stitch was a freaking alien!'' then mark said''oh....u mean that(pointing to the chincilla) is an alien?''......damn bloody stupid...for people wondering,mark is benedicts best fren so ya,benedict influenced him....


any plans for holidays???

hie......ok not much been going on...just lotsa crap heading my way...four teachers wanna speak with my parents.......god knows why...and ya...but good thing schs ending..but i dun even think i got freedom during holidays...the only good thing is that my english ranking in the whole express level is 3/140...but not too proud of it...so ya prata thurs!

ok today was a damn scary day........first got back results...english got 80,maths got 72, socred five for malay and failed lit 44...then played our final soccer match..we lost 3-0 which was quite good actually considering our team...then nevermind the loss but after the match,the opposition keeper came up to me to shake my hand...he ask for my name....i said why?...he say because i handsome.....i was like what the fuck....fucking gay
i ran screaming away pls...and he was malay..no surprises there...ok shall leave u all with a quote bout malays
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malays build tiny sampans because they know they wont get far
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its like so totally true....

hello
long time no blog...k shall update...stpats out of second round...but its ok its alrite...we already exceeded expectations by making there in the first place...then i had my party!!!!!damn cool except for the fact that ppl came uninvited and a few bastards opened my aclcohol and drank all...thank god glenn and shin kwan bought more...and then had lotsa fun...and special thanks to mal and ben cause they help carry stuff back and fro to the chalet...best frens....yeah..then had bowling for church competition..came in 4th...i played no role in taht...jill and ben,yes only jill and ben, did all the work...thats all for now...

yay stpats are through to the quarter finals......yay...we drew with tampines 0-0...we were under constant pressure but thanks to our keeper and my partner in crime,we kept the match goaless...i made a lot of errors and almost cost stpats the game a lot of times...so ya...feeling insecure bout my abilities now...so now since we qualified we got transport to all our games now...yay no more sbs buses...
today i and ben went to visit mal cause she was sick...then we slack around for a while...then we left..i told mal a secret...hee hee..

ok a lot of updating to do.....our match against ping yi went well..won 3 -0.... and against geylang methodist we won 2-0...now if we wanna qualify for quarter finals, we have to win or draw with tampines...our destiny is in our own hands....so match is tmr...arghhh scared...i didnt start the match against geylang cause i didnt come training...but still came on but played horribly...oh ya yesterday went to night safari for valentines day...damn cool...first in the morning had cip..so i did that with glenn and we went to bedok and geylang...damn cool then later ben came my house and went to cut hair...so now i got new hairstyle....then went to church to meet mal all...then we went to safari...damn cool...animals all...then we ate at mas ayu or whatever...then we went to mals house and talk bout ghost...shit damn scared...then we all went for breakfast when we woke up...then later we went home...so ya

aye....friday's match was a disaster....at first i was damn psyched for the match...then towards the last 5 mins before the game,i begin to have doubts...anyway we played...and...we held siglap,national champs, scoreless for the first half an hour...then ten minutes before half time they scored a goal...i wasnt demoralise yet cause one nil against them not so bad...but....thanks to my error, the same idiot scored again...that really shattered me and like i was tearing..cause like it was my fault...and we were playing so well...so half time....my coach said we were doing well blah blah proud all but didnt absorb what he said..thinking bout my mistake...so anyway came back on and they scored two goals in the first ten mins...that was the breaking point...i just wanted the game to end...then they scored gain....so final score was 5-0....not that bad actually considering we didnt have the best team in the school on...and national champs all...but i think the best football that i played in my whole life was the first half hour of that match...the defence was excellant...siva was good,viknesh did well..shayne was solid...i mopped up the loose balls...but anyway i think we can still get to second round cause in our group we have ping yi, tampines and geylang methodist..k just to prove why we can go through,tampines lost to siglap 11-0...ping yi won geylang 8-2 and tampines won ping yi 4-1...so i think based on that,we can go through...cause we only lost 5-0 to siglap and like...just conclude that yourself...anyway we mustnt get complacent...anyway we will see if we can go through on mon...our game against ping yi...yup yup...potest qui vault.........
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you've always been this way since high school
flirtatious and quite loud
i find your sense of humour spiteful
it shouldnt make you proud

and i know your pretty face gets far with guys
but your make-up aint enought to hide the lies

are you sure
that you're mine
arent you dating other guys
you're so cheap
and i'm not blind
you're not worthy of my time (who's david?)
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hello.....today i ended up not going training...damn scared..wait my coach wont select me....k then went to watch sac match...haha ben and me and mal were damn scared for them...our hearts all jumping up and down...in the end they drew which was quite good actually...i am sorry i said you all should have won...all of u tried your best...yeah keep it up....k now must focus on my match on fri........arghhhhhhh.....sorry for short entry..

ok i thought today would be a fucked up day.....at first i was damn happy cause i passed my accounts test but i didnt do hw so had to stay back for accounts...and i had to stay back for some ketupat-making class...so i had to be at 2 places at once...in the end just went for accounts thing and later went with ben to gelare to eat with mano and tim.....damn ex...i have like zero cash left from chinese new year...oh ya i also got this dilemma..to go for training or support my frens at their netball match??? my coach said he will select the starting eleven for the tournament match based on the trainings...and i want to support my frens!!!how??so like i reached this conclusion...if my mum doesnt give me five bucks to top up card,then i will go for training...if she does,then i will go for netball match....or i can go training and leave early...or...or...arghhhhhhhhhh..just hope sac wins..yeah i find alexis boasting about tkgs too irritating....and i havnt been studying for my o's.......how to motivate myself?

ok the other time went for netball match...damn cool...its like damn fun...watched sac beat temasek...yeah....didnt know tanya and jill could play...thought they were the kind that would paint their fingernails and play with dolls...then after match went to eat with them.....then on wed had a match against greenview...obviously lost...one of the best schools in singapore against a makeshift team...5-1 aint that bad...especially since the track and field coach said i was good!!!!woooooooooooooo!!!...then we had a training session to like anaylse what went wrong....so we did everything..in the end gonna change formation and style of play...oh ya i got a yellow card against greenview...wtf man i just slide in on the guy a bit late only...stupid mat....so yeah
i gonna watch all netball games from now on...damn fun...i am totally psyched up for the tournament match on fri...pls come and support pls....

today went for mass...then me ben and mal went to queensway to shop...i tried to persuade them to go to ps but they wouldnt budge...so we took the train and it was a helluva long ride...then whilst at queensway we mostly window-shopped cause the bags and all were damn boring...then we took the wrong bus because mal wouldnt listen to me!!! i was rite(as usual) but she was stubborn and we ended up going towards jurong...so we took a cab down to heeren...then met tim and shin kwan...which mal called a sleng...and she got called a sleng in return...damn cool...then we tried to find for bags again but still the quality sucked...so shin kwan just bought his bag then we finally left for ps!!!yeah!!!!...so only tim mal ben and me were left cause shin kwan left for home...so at ps i bought some lord of the rings stuff which came up to 89 bucks...walau..mal and ben and tim didnt give me enough time...such hasty ppl...then all of us left for home except tim...tmr got match.......shit......

hey chinese new year wasnt such a failure after all....i got 136 which isnt so bad for a non-chinese...but all my frens got like 300-400++++.........crap...thats not enough for what i have planned...like a bag,shin pads,lord of the rings....damn...but birthday a month away..yeah coming soon...then today went to peters birthday party...walau he said party start at eleven then i was there on time but no one there...bastard...all came at 11.30...then we all play soccer in the rain damn cool!!!!everyone was slipping and sliding...by the end of the day,everyone was drenched in mud and soaking...damn fun....then we washed up in my friends house and we went to white sands...played pool and counter-strike...yeah then i went to my frens house to test out his ps2...i want one!!!!its like fucking cool...but got o levels...walau...then monday got match...against bedok ite at bedok ite...totally unfair...we are at the most sec 5 and we challenging almost grown man...ite...walau...and they got home ground advantage...hopefully can win...
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tears fall down your face,the taste is something new
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today we had prata thingy day.....i was the first!!!there at 6.05.....then we started eating at 6.45...left the place at 7.05..reach sch at 7.30....
and no scolding....is stpats cool or what?? then during the day we had this lion dance thingy in sch...damn funny..when the troupe was appearing then they came out,everyone cheer...then my principal suddenly appear,everyone booooooo him!!!haha...then after the lion dance we had to go hall for some celebration...there was a performance by the same technical group which has been appearing on stage like every concert....and a kung-fu crap which were performed by sec 1s...fucking stupid..no co-ordination and no zest...total waste of time...so then went to tm to watch movie...never ever watch mona lisa smile...shorter than lord of the rings by half an hour but like million times worst...its damn boring and doesnt grab ur attention...i listened to my discman in the cinema..seriously stupid show...then came home and felt sad because i will be getting ten times less than my frens at chinese new year...arghhhhh...no money :(

Ok shall update on wats been going on...first on sat,i went to ben's house to dump my stuff..then mano was there....we slack for a while then three of us went to meet tim...we were late by half an hour so when we reached there,tim was quite pissed...but i dun understand him...whats the rush? we dun even know krystal well and tim bought a present worth 43 bucks and jolly well asked us to contribute...fuck..so like didnt really care if he was pissed or not...then when we reached there,ppl i didnt like was there so like i thought this was gonna be a fucked up party...then i made a new fren...his name is jonathan...met him for like 30 mins and he feels like my best fren...but i think he is gay...i caught him staring at my dick and he touched bens thigh...haha yuck......but think its coincidence...oh ya after a while i found the party more fun cause i got to know more ppl there...but just as i found it fun,mano the stupid fucking motherfucker flung cake at me and ben....sonofabitch...there was cake in my hair,face,eye and ears...ben got it all on his shirt...then i didnt know it was mano...so i told ben and mano to aim for alexis...then we threw it at her...haha she got it everywhere...then after we washed up, a few of us went to the beach to sit and talk...quite cool lah...then i helped june to clear up the place...june is a nice girl...then we went back to bens house and slept at 3.45.......then we went for mass on sun and the priest had a talk with us...cause we made a lot of noise during mass...then we ate lunch,ben took his discman and we dispersed and went home...

Hello!!!!!!!! Today has been quite a good day...quite cool....first off, we went for breakfast at 6.15....had no cash so just ate one cheese prata....with like no drink...but i managed to coax denise to give me some of hers...yeah!!!...then we took bus to school and we werent late...yeah..cool....then pe mrs yap said those who cant do a pull-up will get hell from her...arghhh...good thing i did 2..but the rest of the class like did 3 to 4...i am weak....then like had physics test but it was super easy...and i had glenn next to me to ''discuss'' answers...think i can pass...damn easy...then after school i went to check the notice board to see if i was in the team...and turns out i am!!!!yeah...but no glenn,mano...sniff...bastard salleh...and to put the icing on the cake,two idiots who i hate were not in the team also...yeah... then we played soccer at blk 57...yeah damn fun...then the fat mats and victoria sec came..so we left cause they fuck the game up....then after soccer i ben mano went to bedok interchange to take 17 home...but we missed the bus so we drank sugar cane first...then i called off my tuition cause didint feel like having it...so ya..cool day today....woooooooo*clap*clap*clap*clap..
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please dont play with me,my paper heart will bleed
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i hate my soccer teacher in charge.....because of his way wif words,he brainwashed the soccer team not to want the rejects back in the team.....only i and shin kwan were able to withstand his bullshit and vote for them...but two votes against 23 was too little obviously....so ya lah...bastard....this was how he phrased it....''if any of u want to give up your place in the soccer team to let the ''rejects'' come back,please put ur hand up''......so obviously everyone put their stupid hands down...i cant believe only me and shin kwan put our hands up...i and glenn counted at least 11 will.....fuck sia...then stupid teacher said he will put the names of those in the school team up tomorrow on the notice board...fuck cant believe i MIGHT see my name there without mano,glenn,ryan and the rest...sux...shitty...ah fuck....oh ya i think debbie and i are frens...not sure...she seems nicer now then at gelare...ah whatever...still got a lot of things in my mind......ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ok today i screwed up badly....i am a fucking idiot...went to gelare's after school...at first it was ok then i said hi to a ''fren''...but that ''fren'' just stared at me and like ignored me...so i was like fuck you...and just carried on...then later tim read a letter that ben wrote to mal...then i read over tim's shoulders and that was the moment that i realise i was a fucking idiot...ben had long ago realise the secret and was playing all of us for fools...and guess how he knew the secret....because of me.........i really feel like shit.....then shit is happening that i dun really understand what the fuck is going on...think i am screwed of all my best frens...ppl have the trust in me and i just fucking blew that trust..althought i didnt tell him verbally, he read all my signs and concuded himself...why did i show those signs in the first place? cause i am fucking irritating....fuck lah......now i understand if you all hate me and never wanna see me again...but you all have been good to me and been the bestest kind of frens there are...i am really really sorry and i understand if you dun trust me again....but pls give me another chance i really didnt didnt mean it....sorry
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Who can you turn to when the world is wrong? who can help you when the world comes crashing down?
your frens...............but if you fuck it up,you just fucked yourself..........
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hello hello...today had soccer training....we the rejects,outplayed,outlast and outskilled the school team in every part of the field... won 3-1 but i didnt think i played that well...the rest of the team played well and they made me look good...but then my soccer teacher came to me and said i still got a chance to play for the school team cause i got valid reason and all...so i was like happy and sad...cause i can be in school team but that means i will bastard the ''outkast''....shit.......dilemma.......how? oh ya and my ring almost got confiscated cause i wore it in class...then teacher saw and scolded me...i damn scared...wasnt even second day almost gone...yay tomorrow going mal's house...can play ping pong,make bens blogg and have fun...woooo

k i think something is wrong with my blogg pls...my notices are not coming up....shit...k i will try again...today i tried to wake up mal to follow me get my ring..but being the lazy bum she is,she slept..so i called...again.....and again....and again...and again...i called a freaking 8 times!!!!so i figured screw it so i went to mass and met timmy...then after mass i finally got throught to mal and we met up to go cine...then we met tanya and we went to buy my ring...yeah...then while we were taking neoprints,timmy called again to meet us...so we met up and we walked to lucky plaza to find for sch shoes...but then cannot find so then we all decided to play pool...but then when we went there none of us brought ic so cannot play....then we decided to go home...on bus 14, tim said he wanted to eat so i followed him to kfc and we ate...then i took a bus home yeah...now i damn nervous cause at twelve got newcastle match...hope they win...i made two bets already...
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Faramir:If i should return father, think better of me...
Denethor:That would depend on the manner of your return.....
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today was a day of mixed emotions......first of all...i had to give mal a wake up call but ''surprisingly'' there was no response...so i tried again...and again...and again...and again....8 times!!!!!!no response...finally after church,the heavens smiled upon me and mal woke up...
then drag her out of bed to follow me go cineleisure...met the smirker(tanya) then went to buy ring!!!yeah...nice ring!!cost 14 bucks...
put it on my pinky...yeah then they ate...i had no cash and no one bothered to ask me if i was hungry...then we went to find for mals shoes which were non-existant.....then on the bus home,mal was being bad to me.....so i bastard her and folllow chow go eat....yeah!!!boy power...
then now scared cause later got newcastle against man u.....newcastle better win...i made bets wif two ppl already...pls...i got a feeling my phone bill gonna be damn high...house and handphine....shit

hello???? this is my first time blogging so i have no idea what the hell to do...i guess i have to like write what i did today rite? well screw that
i am going to talk bout my bestest fren....mallory!!!!!!she did everything for me!!!i was like damn swaku and was like useless...hahayeah starting tomorrow i will do everything properly like write in and stuff....yeah lubz you mal!!!!!!!!! you the man!!!!!!

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