ok the other time went for netball match...damn cool...its like damn fun...watched sac beat temasek...yeah....didnt know tanya and jill could play...thought they were the kind that would paint their fingernails and play with dolls...then after match went to eat with them.....then on wed had a match against greenview...obviously lost...one of the best schools in singapore against a makeshift team...5-1 aint that bad...especially since the track and field coach said i was good!!!!woooooooooooooo!!!...then we had a training session to like anaylse what went wrong....so we did everything..in the end gonna change formation and style of play...oh ya i got a yellow card against greenview...wtf man i just slide in on the guy a bit late only...stupid mat....so yeah
i gonna watch all netball games from now on...damn fun...i am totally psyched up for the tournament match on fri...pls come and support pls....

today went for mass...then me ben and mal went to queensway to shop...i tried to persuade them to go to ps but they wouldnt budge...so we took the train and it was a helluva long ride...then whilst at queensway we mostly window-shopped cause the bags and all were damn boring...then we took the wrong bus because mal wouldnt listen to me!!! i was rite(as usual) but she was stubborn and we ended up going towards jurong...so we took a cab down to heeren...then met tim and shin kwan...which mal called a sleng...and she got called a sleng in return...damn cool...then we tried to find for bags again but still the quality sucked...so shin kwan just bought his bag then we finally left for ps!!!yeah!!!!...so only tim mal ben and me were left cause shin kwan left for home...so at ps i bought some lord of the rings stuff which came up to 89 bucks...walau..mal and ben and tim didnt give me enough time...such hasty ppl...then all of us left for home except tim...tmr got match.......shit......

hey chinese new year wasnt such a failure after all....i got 136 which isnt so bad for a non-chinese...but all my frens got like 300-400++++.........crap...thats not enough for what i have planned...like a bag,shin pads,lord of the rings....damn...but birthday a month away..yeah coming soon...then today went to peters birthday party...walau he said party start at eleven then i was there on time but no one there...bastard...all came at 11.30...then we all play soccer in the rain damn cool!!!!everyone was slipping and sliding...by the end of the day,everyone was drenched in mud and soaking...damn fun....then we washed up in my friends house and we went to white sands...played pool and counter-strike...yeah then i went to my frens house to test out his ps2...i want one!!!!its like fucking cool...but got o levels...walau...then monday got match...against bedok ite at bedok ite...totally unfair...we are at the most sec 5 and we challenging almost grown man...ite...walau...and they got home ground advantage...hopefully can win...
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today we had prata thingy day.....i was the first!!!there at 6.05.....then we started eating at 6.45...left the place at 7.05..reach sch at 7.30....
and no scolding....is stpats cool or what?? then during the day we had this lion dance thingy in sch...damn funny..when the troupe was appearing then they came out,everyone cheer...then my principal suddenly appear,everyone booooooo him!!!haha...then after the lion dance we had to go hall for some celebration...there was a performance by the same technical group which has been appearing on stage like every concert....and a kung-fu crap which were performed by sec 1s...fucking stupid..no co-ordination and no zest...total waste of time...so then went to tm to watch movie...never ever watch mona lisa smile...shorter than lord of the rings by half an hour but like million times worst...its damn boring and doesnt grab ur attention...i listened to my discman in the cinema..seriously stupid show...then came home and felt sad because i will be getting ten times less than my frens at chinese new year...arghhhhh...no money :(

Ok shall update on wats been going on...first on sat,i went to ben's house to dump my stuff..then mano was there....we slack for a while then three of us went to meet tim...we were late by half an hour so when we reached there,tim was quite pissed...but i dun understand him...whats the rush? we dun even know krystal well and tim bought a present worth 43 bucks and jolly well asked us to contribute...fuck..so like didnt really care if he was pissed or not...then when we reached there,ppl i didnt like was there so like i thought this was gonna be a fucked up party...then i made a new fren...his name is jonathan...met him for like 30 mins and he feels like my best fren...but i think he is gay...i caught him staring at my dick and he touched bens thigh...haha yuck......but think its coincidence...oh ya after a while i found the party more fun cause i got to know more ppl there...but just as i found it fun,mano the stupid fucking motherfucker flung cake at me and ben....sonofabitch...there was cake in my hair,face,eye and ears...ben got it all on his shirt...then i didnt know it was mano...so i told ben and mano to aim for alexis...then we threw it at her...haha she got it everywhere...then after we washed up, a few of us went to the beach to sit and talk...quite cool lah...then i helped june to clear up the place...june is a nice girl...then we went back to bens house and slept at 3.45.......then we went for mass on sun and the priest had a talk with us...cause we made a lot of noise during mass...then we ate lunch,ben took his discman and we dispersed and went home...

Hello!!!!!!!! Today has been quite a good day...quite cool....first off, we went for breakfast at 6.15....had no cash so just ate one cheese prata....with like no drink...but i managed to coax denise to give me some of hers...yeah!!!...then we took bus to school and we werent late...yeah..cool....then pe mrs yap said those who cant do a pull-up will get hell from her...arghhh...good thing i did 2..but the rest of the class like did 3 to 4...i am weak....then like had physics test but it was super easy...and i had glenn next to me to ''discuss'' answers...think i can pass...damn easy...then after school i went to check the notice board to see if i was in the team...and turns out i am!!!!yeah...but no glenn,mano...sniff...bastard salleh...and to put the icing on the cake,two idiots who i hate were not in the team also...yeah... then we played soccer at blk 57...yeah damn fun...then the fat mats and victoria sec came..so we left cause they fuck the game up....then after soccer i ben mano went to bedok interchange to take 17 home...but we missed the bus so we drank sugar cane first...then i called off my tuition cause didint feel like having it...so ya..cool day today....woooooooo*clap*clap*clap*clap..
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please dont play with me,my paper heart will bleed
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i hate my soccer teacher in charge.....because of his way wif words,he brainwashed the soccer team not to want the rejects back in the team.....only i and shin kwan were able to withstand his bullshit and vote for them...but two votes against 23 was too little obviously....so ya lah...bastard....this was how he phrased it....''if any of u want to give up your place in the soccer team to let the ''rejects'' come back,please put ur hand up''......so obviously everyone put their stupid hands down...i cant believe only me and shin kwan put our hands up...i and glenn counted at least 11 will.....fuck sia...then stupid teacher said he will put the names of those in the school team up tomorrow on the notice board...fuck cant believe i MIGHT see my name there without mano,glenn,ryan and the rest...sux...shitty...ah fuck....oh ya i think debbie and i are frens...not sure...she seems nicer now then at gelare...ah whatever...still got a lot of things in my mind......ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ok today i screwed up badly....i am a fucking idiot...went to gelare's after school...at first it was ok then i said hi to a ''fren''...but that ''fren'' just stared at me and like ignored me...so i was like fuck you...and just carried on...then later tim read a letter that ben wrote to mal...then i read over tim's shoulders and that was the moment that i realise i was a fucking idiot...ben had long ago realise the secret and was playing all of us for fools...and guess how he knew the secret....because of me.........i really feel like shit.....then shit is happening that i dun really understand what the fuck is going on...think i am screwed of all my best frens...ppl have the trust in me and i just fucking blew that trust..althought i didnt tell him verbally, he read all my signs and concuded himself...why did i show those signs in the first place? cause i am fucking irritating....fuck lah......now i understand if you all hate me and never wanna see me again...but you all have been good to me and been the bestest kind of frens there are...i am really really sorry and i understand if you dun trust me again....but pls give me another chance i really didnt didnt mean it....sorry
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Who can you turn to when the world is wrong? who can help you when the world comes crashing down?
your frens...............but if you fuck it up,you just fucked yourself..........
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hello hello...today had soccer training....we the rejects,outplayed,outlast and outskilled the school team in every part of the field... won 3-1 but i didnt think i played that well...the rest of the team played well and they made me look good...but then my soccer teacher came to me and said i still got a chance to play for the school team cause i got valid reason and all...so i was like happy and sad...cause i can be in school team but that means i will bastard the ''outkast''....shit.......dilemma.......how? oh ya and my ring almost got confiscated cause i wore it in class...then teacher saw and scolded me...i damn scared...wasnt even second day almost gone...yay tomorrow going mal's house...can play ping pong,make bens blogg and have fun...woooo

k i think something is wrong with my blogg pls...my notices are not coming up....shit...k i will try again...today i tried to wake up mal to follow me get my ring..but being the lazy bum she is,she slept..so i called...again.....and again....and again...and again...i called a freaking 8 times!!!!so i figured screw it so i went to mass and met timmy...then after mass i finally got throught to mal and we met up to go cine...then we met tanya and we went to buy my ring...yeah...then while we were taking neoprints,timmy called again to meet us...so we met up and we walked to lucky plaza to find for sch shoes...but then cannot find so then we all decided to play pool...but then when we went there none of us brought ic so cannot play....then we decided to go home...on bus 14, tim said he wanted to eat so i followed him to kfc and we ate...then i took a bus home yeah...now i damn nervous cause at twelve got newcastle match...hope they win...i made two bets already...
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Faramir:If i should return father, think better of me...
Denethor:That would depend on the manner of your return.....
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today was a day of mixed emotions......first of all...i had to give mal a wake up call but ''surprisingly'' there was no response...so i tried again...and again...and again...and again....8 times!!!!!!no response...finally after church,the heavens smiled upon me and mal woke up...
then drag her out of bed to follow me go cineleisure...met the smirker(tanya) then went to buy ring!!!yeah...nice ring!!cost 14 bucks...
put it on my pinky...yeah then they ate...i had no cash and no one bothered to ask me if i was hungry...then we went to find for mals shoes which were non-existant.....then on the bus home,mal was being bad to me.....so i bastard her and folllow chow go eat....yeah!!!boy power...
then now scared cause later got newcastle against man u.....newcastle better win...i made bets wif two ppl already...pls...i got a feeling my phone bill gonna be damn high...house and handphine....shit

hello???? this is my first time blogging so i have no idea what the hell to do...i guess i have to like write what i did today rite? well screw that
i am going to talk bout my bestest fren....mallory!!!!!!she did everything for me!!!i was like damn swaku and was like useless...hahayeah starting tomorrow i will do everything properly like write in and stuff....yeah lubz you mal!!!!!!!!! you the man!!!!!!

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