so back from camp....it was a blast apart from minor incidents which affected me(or us) slightly but when u reflect, its really stupid and insignificant compared to the fun we had..

so first day- we,the programme com,had to report a day early for camp to test out the route and dry run our games...so we did that,spent the rest hunt-grying and playing stupid games which saf didnt know!!! hahaha inside joke...

2nd day-so came the second day...the day where our long plannings and meetings will either bear fruit or self destruct...so first cause we were programme com, we avoided PT and we just did some last min changing and going thru of games..then we set off to our stations and prepared it for the groups to come...so me kenneth and faith felt so horrible because our game was fucked up, so confusing and we thought it wasnt even fun at all...if i was a GL, i would have said the same things that the GL's did...so at the debriefing, we got it from the GL's who thought we abused our powers, our games were boring and unrelated to the training camp, and certain individuals were pointed out...we were all demoralised after that and i spent the night at Al Kadir talking to all my GL frens about what the groups said about us and how we can improve..so i didnt sleep at all getting this feedback and when i went back to the meeting room, it was time to report in anyway

3rd day- we were constantly reminded by our dear programme heads that this was our chance to prove everyone wrong so we headed out in steely determined fashion to ur games station..i had elene and jeslyn with me so i thought everything would be good and this time, our game looked quite promising..so the first group that came, was CENTIS and they really had fun at our game,we could really tell we were all so proud of oursleves and then it started to rain..i was like ''oh fuck'' cause we had to shift it to under a void deck and once we did it just wasnt the same game..so annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!! it had so much potential knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so i felt the second day was also a bit fucked but everyone said it was ok so yea..so after that, we had the performance night by all the groups and only MANTIS was good...the rest especially Log comm was painful..i died...then after that there was a mini jam and hop..haha gay-ed with so many people....then the debriefing was short and sweet...but could be sweeter


4th day
the last day of otc..i knew my game would be fun cause the idea that fish gave was really really good so i didnt have any qualms about this...you rock fish! so empires came and they had fun,we had fun everyone had fun...hunt-gry was alrite kinda boring as i had to keep away from groups who were trying to locate me to...ermm..do something on the list...so after huntgry was final clash which was so god-awful stupid...our pail of water was smaller then the rest,half full and only had like 20 bombs...we were there just to inspire groups to attack and stuff...waste time man...and they all aimed us..and the final clash dragged on and on just cause the empires were to gay to do anything...so yea...debriefing was emotional as the tears flowed but not from me! i could feel my voice cracking but i fought the tears...haha so after camp we went to eat and mel's dad sent me home..weee

i would like to thank saf,clif,pam,pkp,jes,elene,ah huay,jon siew, kenneth,mei li, abigial, tom,boss,glenn,lay yian,fish,mark, sook,raj,greg,mac,zul,wei sheng,gayna, mel,jeff,stef,wenqi,faith, yin san,joyce,jon see for being the best programme buddies in the world and without you,it just wouldnt be the same..what i said during the briefing about wanting to join GL's but saf persuaded me to join programme and i had no regrets was all true and i really learned stuff that i wouldnt have learnt if i was a GL and i wouldnt have met you wonderful people..you rock!

k i only remember this of xmas eve,

-uncles house at 7pm to 10pm,won 13 bucks gambling
-grandmas house for half an hour,
-midnite mass, met many frens,wished them merry christmas(thanks mal for the gift)
-on to GEORGES( a pub) to die a horrible death(tequila,vodka ribena and sprite,heineken)
-pool with ernie which i then went to the toilet discreetly to puke
-we all cabbed to simpang bedok to eat prata and create havoc due to the intoxication of alcohol
-more puking[not by me though :) ]
-left with 6 of us after everyone went home...hobday,me,ernie,pat,ross and danielle....ross was being damn noisy talking a lot of shit but it was entertaining to yea...
-cabbed home
-slept at 5am
-awoke at 1pm
-ham sandwhiches for breakfast
-uncles house later and after that,more drinking at glenns mums house???????? weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

tests are over...but it ended on a low note for me..econs is stupid or rather,i am dumb...its the kinda paper where if i had just studied a bit more for it,i will be breezing thru it...my whole econs paper was like a jokebook for the markers...
example:
what is money?what is it used for?
money is an item used to exchange goods and services.it is used for buying food and drinks.
(or something along the lines,i erased it from my mind)

at this point, i was laughing to myself in the lecture theatre and shahira heard me..whaha but fuck it la..cant be bothered...and shahira made a to-do list for me before she went to korea...whaha cause she knows i will forget stuff...i didnt even know we had to submit so many projects and stuff when school reopens and with the upcoming OTC and everything...oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...i bought presents for my family! weee angel pls? being on the com is so boring nowadays...check my blog,gmail,nufc.com then thats it...k if in the future,i blog about passing econs, please remind me to treat yall to marche'...i promise

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahaha i just had a nice msn conversation with glenn where we taunt beautiful people about their not-so-beautiful english...hahaha i guess some cheena-fied people will always be cheena-fied..no racist puns intended by the way, so YOU can stop calling the police thank you....i have to go to city hall tmr to pass my cousin her keys which she left in my dice-y bag...tests are coming and you know what,i really dun give a flying fuck..i dunno why...cant be bothered with school already....all the lessons are fucked up and it just sucksssssssssss no motivation LIAOZZZZ HOR LOR? kkkkkk enough bye

hmm ruz tagged me...here goes

random fact #1

i am shy around girls..really

random fact#2

i have spent over $1000 on lord of the rings figurines from sec 2 to sec 3.....
wahahha this is what happens when u dont have a girlfriend

random fact# 3

when i grow up, i wanna work in the legal department of a company..not a lawyer or anything, but someone who just works in the legal aspects of a company,handling taxes and audits and stuff..weeeeee

k that was fun...actually no...i bet the facts were boring too..k i tag erica, yasin and jill!

I KNOW YALL ARE READING THIS SO DUN ACT BLURRRRRR

my dad just told me something that made me super duper shocked...my dad just bought a house in malaysia! hahaha its a condo-resort kinda thing....like a place with a clubhouse and condo facilities like tennis courts and swimming pool and stuff but the houses are all resorts..as in double-storied and stuff...wooohhooo and the best part is......he said i can call my frens over and have a party...whahahaha anyone interested? as in seriously...

today was parliament visit day...so we all went to parliament house today and i had an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach that it was going be boringgggggg(it always is) so yea....it was mind you, but it was kinda fun at first..cause we got to roleplay an actual parliament debate/proposal kinda thingy...i was the sergeant at arms,which is this cool guy with a big gold mace which weighs 7 kg(but for roleplay,they gave me a big cylinder cupboard...anti climax from hell) who announces the speaker in,who was played by shahira...then other random law people played out the ministers and stuff...wahaha so yea we roleplayed everything...then it got boring cause the debate was out of point,long and just goddamn boring...then round 2 of the fake debate, the tour guide pulled me and shahira aside and told shahira,'' if it gets noisy,u can say order! order!'' then shahira jokingly asked if she can throw anyone out and the tour guide said ''yes,why not?''...at that moment, i swear shahira and my eyes lit up at once as we looked at the big looming shadow sitting at the the place meant for the opposition leader! weeeeeeeeeee then it got fun cause when shahira uttered the magic words,''sergeant at arms,will you please throw the opposition leader out?'' i whipped out my mace(cupboard cylinder),poked it a few times at ferhan,escorted him to the exit,sat down,and then it was boring all over againnn....then after the visit,went to eat at carl jnr's with ridhwan,michelle,shi ying and wei loong(gaybo) then we went to candy empire which i think can rival willy wonkas factory,then we went home!
home is where the heart is! k random just felt like saying that

why dont u just drop dead?

it seems that we,1l01, have reached a unanimous decision...some people just dont get it...to them,it is always ''oh its them against me'' like the POM project last sem, i was assigned to help you cause you were ''struggling with ur problems'' and ''couldnt cope'' but u didnt even say thanks all you could say was ''why is chris helping me?'' yall dont trust me?'' WHAT THE FUCK....this is why it sickens me everytime u moan and whine about how ur life sucks..your just digging a deeper hole and instead of just climbing out,you think its easier to dig deeper and come out from the other side....and this latest thing about saying ur in a hospital sick for a week for god knows what,then it turns out you werent even in the hospital....
all the time when tutors said that groupwork has a way of turning even the best frens into enemies,i always thought rubbish..well now,you have shown everyone ur true colours and i can safely say i know everyone will be crossing their fingers when drawing lots for groupwork that we wont get you...

my mum and sis are going to rome for two weeks..starting from tomorrow.....so while they visit the pope and do holy stuff, i will be researching criminal,tort law stuff, LSM project,econs and what not...and the OTC camp preparation...programme com and stuff..i swear if my hair turns white i am gonna quit school...hopefully in the end it will all be worth it...lucky the people in programme are nice..like me

k i felt compelled to blog cause of smth stupid that just happened..i was playing soccer with my frens at a basketball court when i bodychecked this fat chinese guy..he fell,i apologised then he didnt do anything at first..then i think he didnt wanna lose face in front of his frens so he suddenly unleashed his chinese combo of vulgarities and started pushing me...i pushed him back and said''what the fuck are you saying? i dont understand you'' at this, my frens laughed and it made him more angry and his frens all got involved...then my frens asked me to stop it so i did and whilst playing,the group of his frens kept on saying chinese stuff about me but i didnt understand so i didnt give a flying fuck...then on the way home,i realised that polytechnic students are really more mature then secondary school students..i havnt seen a single fight in school since i came but i am pretty sure in any secondary school,there are million fights every single day.. stupid immature pricks..

yesterday i bathed my dogs for the first time....whahaha damn fun..my dogs look like drowned rats when they are wet...sooooo a lot of iguides shit has been happening..for all you bums out there,iguides are the people who are in charge of the newbies when they come for the open house...so yea...TOMORROW IS MY SISTERS ROM CEREMONY! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ringbearer shep! -cue lord of the rings theme song-

yesterday was a mad day in school....woke up early to attend lecture for macroecons......i entered the LT,sat down,took out my stuff,saw the lecturer(kenneth fong),packed my stuff and left..i just really cant stand him...anyway sam passed me his whole book for his macro last sem so his book has all the notes and stuff so i dont have to go for lecture if i dont wanna...i still wanna go just to understand more but it was kenneth fong so yea...then waited in the library with the other fools who chao-ed lecture..we then went for macro tutorial and i dunno why but i was feeling extremely hyper...doing all sorts of rubbish..may have pissed off a few people but why i care? anyway during break i went to TPSU student lounge to pass time and be a fool and stuff..played scrabble and obviously i won..who can boast that they put a 7-letter word man....ME!!! then i was still feeling hyper so i skipped tutorial cause i know if i sat for a 3 hr class i would just die..then left the lounge for soccer with hobday's cousins' frens...damnnn fun..was on a streak of like 6 games where we knocked out all the teams..so after playing for like 3 hrs, we made our way to bedok futsal cage for soccer again...whahaha played,was on a streak again then we left shortly before the lights were turned off....weeeee tiring but fun day.....stress you say?

i am starting to feel the pressure of school already....we have been assigned our PBL groups for tort law and criminal law already so its starting to sink in....oh my..but the teachers are fine...mr pok(yes pok) is kinda cool...as in...for a teacher..yea then lectures for human health and fuckthis have all been cancelled..so its cool..and tpsu is really getting fun after knowing everyone and stuff..i think its safe to say we are like a cohesive unit now..so all my free time is now spent at the lounge but i dun mind cause its fun..weeeeeeeeeeeeeee projects!

k i just got back from watching the exorcism of emily rose...kinda good..i think it didnt focus as much on thrilling the audience but rather they focused on getting the story of emily rose across...and emily rose isnt even her real name..and anyone doing law should go watch it..it revolves mainly around a courtroom drama and its damn good...so after the movie,we went to play pool...we contemplated going to simpang to watch the england versus argentina match but decided against it..cabbed home and just watched the match..it was helluva good...k tmr church and lan weeeeeeeeee

k weekend was spent at my sisters chalet...had to play security guard and look after the damn chalet alone for 5 hrs while my my dad went to collect food and pick up people...so ended up didnt drink as much as i liked.......second day was rather mundane too..slept till 3 and just lazed around with the cousins...oh but we played basketball 3v3 and that was fun.......then on sunday,glenn and myself volunteered our bodies to this clean and green carnival/fair/festival...the company was fun with yasin and ivan being idiots so yea...our booth was called rats and ladders and glenn and myself found it coincidental that we got that after our short stint as pestbusters..mahaha...today was the first day of sch...came for 3 hrs....so boring......lecture by mr nair...i think MBS is gonna be a bitch to me...or is it BMS? i cant remember

k past few days have been:


getting high at bayshore park
swimming at 3am and playing ball
lan,lan and more lan

by the way,timetables are out...turns out that we didnt change class at all...what a waste..was looking forward to meeting new ppl...and getting rid of some old pesky annoying ones...anyway i have womens intuition..i knew all along that i was gonna get human health and disease as my CDS and i got it...hahahaha its gonna be a loooooooooooooooooooooong semester....but as luck would have it,glenn to has human health and we both have lectures and tutorials on the same day yay.....i can just picture the first tutorial..the teacher will come in and ask'' give me some examples of diseases''...oh my god...k and i am suppose to have no sch at all on thursday but i just had to have a 2 hr lecture on human health and disease..my godddddd...coming sch for just 2 hrs...k today tmr and sun is my sisters 21st birthday and i will be at her chalet so forgive my hiatus-ness

yesterday,the guys came over to watch soccer....hobday,tim,glenn,jon and daniel....havoc sia....shouting while watching,shouting while playing,shouting while being raped...hahahaaha its a guy thing...so glenn decided to be smart and skip midnite charge so he went home early(bloody bastard) then we were all just having fun..till man u got the thrashing of their lives...haha we kanned daniel like fuck....so yea still fun..so only tim stayed over while the rest went home...next day,we went mass and after mass we played lan again! yay and o's for them is like next week? fools..then i accompanied glenn to melanies' grandmother's wake..stayed for the prayers then we went to have dinner at beer garden with remus...he paid for our drinks,called him dumb a few times then we left for home..newcastle game in half an hours time....plsssssssssssssss win thanks

You need him.
I could be him.
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.


by the way all this bullshit happening,this bantering and stuff,leave me out of it. i dun wanna see my name appear on any of ur ''oh so famous'' blogs...i have enuff shit of my own without people smsing me and spoiling for a fight..i cant be bothered..so yall have ur own fun..and i dun have any ''sides''..

bleah blogging from work...is just so omfg boring..and we take smoking breaks every hour or so..mahah so sunday after church we all went to georges to watch the man u and spurs match..damn fun played pool there a while then we left for my house...so hobday,tim and ernie stayed over...noisy bastards.3 am still shouting like monkeys...and they cant let me talk on the phone in peace..dogs...haha thennnnnnnnnnnnnn everything else after that was mundane...so today after work i am gonna collect my ipod that i left in ross's bag...and pass him the carton from my gangster colleague....and then soccer at simei!

apprehensive,confused,lost
hopeful,wishful,empty,puzzled,bewildered
unsure,fear,hollow,restless,negative,
but most of all, i feel scared cause i dont know whats gonna happen
i read somewhere we always fear what we dont know

yesterday we found out at work that they only need 6 of the 8 poly helpers to continue work...so they already decided on 4...so the last 2 spots were between mark me and glenn..how sucky is that...but glenn being the gentleman he is,or he could have been just lazy, stepped down so now its just mark and myself working..so we collected our pays yesterday as there wasnt any work today...so after work glenn and myself headed down to kembangan to lan our lives away...even though i lost all the games today,it was still damn fun and it shows that the company we keep is the factor that makes it fun and not just the element of winning...so hobday then asked me if i wanna accompany them to the airport as they were gonna study there the whole night for their o's...i was bored so what the hell,i went....everything was going along fine and smoothly till hobday suddenly came up to me and said he puked..then after half an hour later,he told us he puked blood and he looked really sick and his lips were damn pale...so since he stayed like 3 mins away from me and i was damn concerned(i was!),i sent him home and brought him up to his house and everything...then slept until now? later on in the night i have a family dinner...indian food when i could be playing soccer...how gay is that???

k havnt been blogging for a while..yesterday after work,i headed down to simei court with sangeet to engaged in a physical sport known as soccer..so we played till lights out and then cabbed home...today had work as usual....everything was going as normal till we reached this house...we were doing the drains,baiting and all, when this little old woman offered us bread and water..for me,i was touched by this kind but simple gesture while mark was too obsessed with the fact that the bread was stale..but she still offered us drinks..anyway we disposed of the bread at the next block as we didnt want to offend her.....so we finished 15 blocks but we couldnt be bothered with winning the incentive money already..its quite dumb to obsess over it like what the other groups have been doing...anyway just a stupid story for yall...at work,there is like 8 of us...3 of us,mark glenn and myself,got the job cause glenn is the godson of the founder...the other 5 got the job cause among the 5,one of them is the godson of the founder's wife...his name is mark...not to be confused with our mark..so he will be called mark sm...so yesterday,mark sm found out that he didnt have enough cash in his ez link...cause he just bought an ipod shuffle and didnt have enuff to top up his card...then his colleague made a joke said''hey since ur the godson and everything,why not ask for more pay?'' so stupid mark sm took it seriously and actually called our supervisor,asking for more pay..so his godma fucked him up and he said all this was because of our colleague...what the fuck rite? am i glad i am not involved hahaha

k yesterday was a slack day at work..like every other day...but yesterday was payday! mahahaha...so yesterday after work,i headed down to tampines for a billy bombers dinner at century square...the occasion was nicole tans ADVANCED(inside joke) birthday celebration stuff...so i was first to come cause i am a responsible working adult...then tim rushed in while they were at the escalator..oh yea it was a surprise kinda thingy...so we ''surprised'' her and we settled down to have our nice dinner...so the night was filled with laughter,good food and only one bottle of heineken...then we all left for home..so early...bleah...my days are boring..haha nothing to blog about..all my entries are super duper short..hahahahaha but why i care?

i cant sleep...i have a lot of things on my mind...k maybe not a lot..just one thing...or just one person...k i dunno how to translate what i am feeling into words but i think the song did the trick..my lord this feeling sucks..

So your standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall.
So far down, Or maybe you were thinking about jumping.
Now you could have it all,
If you learned a little patience
For though I cannot fly, I'm not content to crawl
So give me a little credit, Have in me a little faith
I want to be with you forever, If tommorow's not too late
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say
But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today
if i am
Another waste of everything you dreamed of, I will let you down
if i am
Only here to watch as you suffer, I will let you down
So your walking on the edge,
And you wait your turn to fall.
But you're so far gone,That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you.
And you could find the fault, In the heart that you've been handed
For though you cannot fly, You're not content to crawl
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say
But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today...
The answers we find, Are never what we had in mind.
So we make it up as we go along
You don't talk of dreamsI won't mention tommorow.
And we won't make those promises that we can't keep...
I will never leave you
I will never let you down
I will never leave you
I will never let you down

k so been pretty busy....no time to update...work has been alrite..my team actually won the incentive money...so we had extra 50 bucks on top of our pay....just today, the whole crew on the RAT ATTACK project decided monday wasnt a good day to work so we did like a few blocks each then we decided to take a 3 hr break..haha until knock off time..damn funny and we covered our asses well...we met jill and tanya at their ben and jerrys shop to be annoying...nice working environment i must say..so everything has been alrite but i just have this nagging feeling in my heart...like a warning of a potential disaster....like i just cant explain it..like i am gonna be disappointed real bad...oh well

pay day was today!!!! haha its suppose to be every fri but they said that this week they will be paying us on wed and fri...god knows why but we aint complaining...so i received like 175 for 3 1/2 days of work...and the company also introduced this incentive thing to us..the best group each week in placing baits and stuff gets an additional 100 bucks per team..weeeee so yea work is kinda fun and easy especially since i am in the same group as glenn and our technician is this super gangster guy named kelvin..mad tattoos but damn nice and helpful...yea

so saturday was first day of work day...mark and i expected the job to be about mapping as glenn had told us it would be about mapping..so we happily trained down to bishan to meet this lady that would bring us to the company...k we finally reached this factory but we were puzzled to see signs that declared the factory as a pestbuster factory..so we went in and we found out everything about the job and such..the government had assigned ORIGIN(the name of the company) to place bait traps for rats in 400++ hdb estates...so glenns godpa roped him and his frens in to help..sooo our job is to kill rats by placing rat baits!!haha ractumin or smth...and the mapping shit was that we had to map the individual estates and stuff..haha its kinda fun doing it with frens especially mark and glenn..haha clowns... only down side is that its bishan and reporting time is 830am...but for fifty a day and payday every fri, why not?

k update time...

tuesday was playing soccer at melville court...we play against this ang moh team...first to 25 goals cause they were no other team but we didnt play it straight laaaaaa......the first 2 breaks were after 10 goals then the last stretch of 5..we won!!! yay! then we went to simpang bedok to eat...the indian uncle there was damn funny..he had flabby lips so couldnt hear his mutterings and when i asked for extra bandung,he gaved me the bill...

wednesday was spent on watching the match between liverpool and chelsea at simpang bedok...so i went to eat at 85 while waiting for shin kwan and sangeet to come..then i dropped my stuff at sangeets house then we went to simpang bedok to watch the match...surprisingly Olinda cho the butch from singapore idol was there...she really does look like a hamster...then this indian boss was so starstruck that he went up to his fellow indian fren and said''aye deh,that one singapore idol? OH-LEN-DA?'' and it was fucking loud and the whole coffeeshop laughed..k maybe i am blowing it out of proportion but my frens and i heard it k........then mark anthony and his clubbing frens came..the match finished in a stalemate and i went to crash at sangeets house..

yesterday, was our class bbq...i came early to help out being the nice thoughtful boy i am..and they abused me by making me make 2 trips to 7-11 to buy misc stuff...then ppl trickled in very very slowly...overall 1/3 of the class came? yea disappointing but it was still rather fun...the food was nice though..thanks to the organiser(s),cooks,luggers of heavy stuff and ppl to talk cock with........

so i have been reading all my classmates or former classmates blogs and it turns out that everyone has a job except me despite me asking them if they hear anything to give me a call..oh well..haha well today had been a rather good day...haha stayed home all day but certain revelations have made me happy...very very happy..haha but i still have to wait though... oh i went out for dinner with hobday today... yea thats about it : ) i shall leave yall with a song she sent me

I believe
We shouldnt let the moment pass us by
Life's too short
We shouldnt wait for the water to run dry
Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All im asking
Could it possibly be you and me?
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Time has come
For us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy todayI feel so cold
Feel so numb
Im having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Now that you're gone, im all alone
Im still hoping that you would come back home
Dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

yesterday was stupid day to play lan day...haha first in the afternoon,we had eleven guys..so as dota is a 10 player game, we didnt wanna bastard anyone so in the end we played counterstrike...haha the memories...it was kinda fun at first but towards the end it was boring..so we realised it was kinda late so we went for our youth mass...this time we sat rite in front so we couldnt make as much noise as before but we were far from holy....so after youth mass,we hung around in church for a while..watching 3 kids breakdance, watching a video of us in sentosa and many other misc stuff...haha we went back to lan later as we thought we had enuff..but in the end we didnt so we left for simpang bedok...haha we talked,ate laughed then went home...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahah k just felt like filling up space with aimless laughter....

k i woke up today to the sound of an sms tone....i checked it and lo and behold,it was my results....i scrolled down slowly to take in the grades...i realised that i passed all and didnt have to take any supps...but it didnt sink in and i just said cool and went back to sleep..only when i woke up an hour later then it sunk in...yea the joyness....so i spent half the day playing dota then left around 6 to play soccer...damn fun but tiring...so tmr is youth mass...haha hopefully the church will be up after we're done...

20 people you can think of right off your head
1. glenn
2. hobday
3. sa
4. jill
5. tim
6. nicole
7. ross
8. ernest
9. mark
10. winston
11. shin kwan
12. estrop
13. shahira
14. ridhwan
15. yasin
16. ivan
17.beatrice
18.wei loong
19.casey
20.brandy

How did you meet 13?
ASH! the prestigious class of 1L01 law and management

What would you do if you never met 5? haha tim one less guy to annoy i guess

What do you honestly think of 10?
winsss the greatest fren a guy could ask for

Have you ever liked no.3?
hahahahahahahahahah sa...YES

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
cry

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
haha hobday and shin kwan!! yes they look sweet together..for 2 guys i mean

Do you think 12 is hot?
i know a lot of bengs think so

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
haha omg beatrice is mine

Tell me something about 11.
shin kwan is the god of soccer. enuff said

Do you know any of 3's family members?
i think so...uncle cedric,aunty janet, is it shaun? i forgot..and bubbles

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
-2

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
hahahaa jill..i wouldnt be surprised..i knew all along she had the hots for me :p

What language does 19 speak?
HAHAHA casey is my dog..he speaks doggish

Who is 8 going out with?
single mingle

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
omg. no comments

When was the last time you talked to 6?
before exams...when we were studying under her block

What is 18's favorite band?
he likes those weird music...like..i dunno those weird music laaaa

Does 4 have any siblings?
jjjaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy

Would you ever date 1?
frankly? no

Would you ever date 7?
frankly? no

Is 15 single?
haha yasin yes who would want a short mat? haha just kidding la bro

what is 19s last name?
shepherdson!! haah casey shepherdson

What is 3's middle name?
omg..is it ann? i forgot

What is 10's fantasy?
to make it big with a band...100%guranteedchopsuckmyballscherryontop

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
haha well..ridhwan is malay...and brandy is my dog..so i doubt so

What school does 16 go to?
temasek poly....some applied science course i think

What school does 1 go to?
temasek poly! BIT

Where does 9 live?
bedok reservoir i think

Would you make out with 13?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
hell yea..every nite talk on the phone with each other all..

Is 20 older than you?
well in dog years she is a whopping 56

is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
haha hell yea jill is a bitch..i mean a sexy bitch

is 17 your ex?
mmmm i would love to have her as an ex,present or whatever

do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
estrop and wei loong.....dismiss the latter,consider the former

how is 2 ?
he shud be doing well cause i am his bestest best fren and i live 5 mins away from him

k since shahira requested us to do this 20 facts thing and it looked kinda fun,i shall do it! k here it goes;
20 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT CHRISTOPHER MARK SHEPHERDSON
(cue drum roll)
1. i play the bass guitar
2.i actually saw a live english premier league game in england...fulham vs birmingham
3.i speak portuguese(or rather,know a few portuguese expletives)
4.i think ben & jerrys kicks haagen daz's ass
5.when i was 5, i got lost in a mall and peed in my pants.serious.
6.i appeared on MTV cause i was at the good charlotte concert
7.when i was 10 i appeared on tv to do a rollerblade segment on a sports show
8. i shook hands with jan poulsen(ex-spore soccer coach) cause we finished 4th in spore for nationals
9.i got 100 for every single subject in pri 1 during the CA1. now look at me
10.my ancestors came form england...k sorry ran out of facts
11.my dad shook hands with benjamin sheares
12.i used to be a prefect
13.when i saw my first celebrity in the streets(gurmit singh), i giggled like a schoolgirl
14.i hate RnB
15.i hate ska mats
16.i saw naomi campbell in france
17.my dogs love me
18.eurasian is not the same thing as ang moh
19.i cried when boromir died in lord of the rings
20.i laughed when caretaker died in the longest yard

k as u can tell my last few were kinda dumb cause i ran out of facts......k all u freeloaders..pls do one tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

k past few days have been mundane....so thankfully today the guys called me out for lan...so k i played lan..then my dad called me halfway during lan..it thought it was for a verbal bashing because i left the house in a hurry and it was all messy..butttt it turned out he was buying me the new newcastle jersey and he was asking for my size..hahahaha cool sia..k so i left lan halfway to play soccer...then came home and cooked myself dinner..i am so proud of myself man..i cooked steak,medium rare, with potatoe skins on the side and a refreshing glass of coke..k no actually i just fried some sausages and chicken nuggets and drank plain water...haha then i blissfully watched CSI and now gonnna bnet..k bye bums

so today i woke up late for church so i went to have a hair cut and met the guys at lan later..so lanned a while then we headed down to GEORGES to watch man u vs liverpool...for yall slengs out there who are wondering what georges is, its a pub...so we ordered our drinks(vodka ribena and sprite,screwdriver and bourbon coke,a jug each) and sat down and watched the match...it was damn fun...i mean what can be better then companionship,booze,cigarettes and soccer??then i rushed home to watch the second match at home cause it involved my fave team and i had to concentrate...and they won!!! thus the happinesss!!! k bye

k today was the ole ole soccer tournament... lets put it this way,we left after losing 2 out of 3 games....sry guys but glenn and myself had to rush to sentosa anyway...so we reached sentosa and had the time of our lives...played beach soccer,frisbee,rugby and swam in the sea...it was seriously damn fun..i even saw biondie in sentosa..small world..played some games in the sea where losers had to forfeit..and it was damn embarrassing ah..kiss strangers,ask a babe for a sip of her drink and hump a tree...hahahah anyway i left early cause i had dinner at some restaurant...had steamboat, died of boredom then came home...

k life is a bitch...i think my dad is getting more and more materialistic now that his company has been bought over...i know its probably not his fault,but maybe he should once in a while make an attempt not to be so critical of everyones actions and their behaviour...maybe once in a while he can say i love you instead of '' eh dun waste so much current'' or '' do you know the bill is damn high?'' or ''go clean the house'' or whatever...every single day is the same routine whenever i face him...nag,criticise and what not...i am even going back to my old job that i really dislike just so i can be home after he is asleep and be sleeping when he leaves...recently when my sisters' fiancee's parents came over, there was this issue about how i made him lose face...he was asking me to help him take beer for himself and uncle bob...he couldnt be more than 5 feet away from the cooler..so i am pretty sure yall know me as a sarcastic smart ass so i just made a casual comment about ''its just there'' but in the end i did it without him telling me twice..the next day,he lambasted me for not giving him face and i disgraced him in front of company...i know i am at fault but he uses that now for every single thing i do(or not do)..when i make a joke now,he always say'' ah in front of me its ok but not other ppl cause i will lose face and bla bla'' and ''why u never clean ur room? want me to lose face when ppl see ah'' and oh my lord...after putting all this down in words, maybe its just me...maybe...ah fuck..just see how it goes


Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,and eventually you'll finally get it right.

holidays.....k yesterday was just stupid...so i smsed everyone to go play soccer..k set had a few teams going...then god decided to play a prank on me...just after i told everyone that it isnt going to rain as it had already rained earlier,the heavens opened and it rained cats,dogs elephants giraffes and mats....my god..the rain was really really heavy...so since everyone had already left their houses, glenn and i left my house and we made our way to valley eight pool cause our last min wet weather programme was to play pool..so we played till the rain stopped..then we realised the guy who has supposed to bring the ball didnt come cause he said the court was wet...duh...gay! so we walked around bedok trying to find ppl to play with...couldnt find so we went to long johns silver to eat whilst waiting for one more fren...then he came so we went to another area of bedok to find for ppl...lo and behold..we saw this group of mats playing football..so we asked if we can play...then they said they were about to leave...fuckkkkkkk...so they decided to come back to my house to indulge in a few games of winning eleven and warcraft..at least i left the house...hahahaha

k yesterday was my last paper!!! joy..it was ok...should be able to scrap thru a pass which would mean no supps!!! which would mean uninterrupted holidays!!! wooooo...so went home then prepared to go town to meet ross,glenn,jon and danial to watch the longest yard..damn nice show...fucking nice...a lot of guest appearances...burt reynolds,kevin nash,steve austin,nelly,jadakiss,bill goldberg, rob schneider(as usual,he appears in every adam sandler movie and vice-versa) and of course the two main stars adam sandler and chris rock...damn funny..and kinda touching in a way...then hobday came halfway thru the show...then we mrt-ed down to kembangan to play lan.....then after that we cabbed down to 85 to eat supper..talked cock and everything damn fun...hahaha holidays!!! life now just rocks...really

k update of my exams so far...my aim was was to not take any supp papers and truth be told, i think its going rather well....csa i thought was kinda hard but after going thru the paper with my frens after that,i realised that i put down a lot of correct answers...then for pom considering 2 hrs of studying, i did rather...a pass for me pls....and todays econs was ok too...so yea 3 down one more to go...no supp papers!!!!!hahaha my sisters fiancee and his parents are coming over for dinner on sat...cant go to sentosa dammit...oh well...for all u bodohs out there, my chatterbox moved here------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
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k i just have to say that my next-of-kin is a genius...i worship the ground she walks on.....like really ok, we should all worship middle kids because they are the best....first, she fixes up the links, then the archives then the chatterbox, now she's even going to buy me dinner because i asked her to just now...

i love my sister...but then she has my blood and i am a god so i guess that makes her a goddess...i'm talking crap right now because i'm going to play soccer..mahahaha

Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife

k havnt been blogging for a while....have been in sch for 6 hrs a day but cant say i have been studying hard...i get distracted rather easily...so i am in glenns house now..damn nice..and his dad cooked a really nice meal for us..hahahaha next week doomsday

k a lot of shit has been going on lately..basically our church team finished second in the catholeague tournament...not bad considering we played against 35yr old men for the whole tournament...then i tried the past papers for every subject and realised i cant do any of it..i am so screwed oh my god...die sia....been studying in sch for the past few days but its not sinking in.........ahhhhh die forgive me if i dun blog for the next few days

today i had the intention of going for school for BOTH lecture and tutorial..i actually woke up on time...but the thing was i went back to sleep...mahahaha..so i thought''nvm la just go for tutorial''....then.....i was playing dota..so i was engrossed and decided ''hey its only csa''...so yea..but i went school anyway to meet glenn cause we were supposed to watch a show with jill..so i joined him for lunch with his godiva group mates(if confused,pls refer to my camp entry) and talked cock...then we were bored so we decided to go babe hunting..haha we somehow ended up in the labs and i gloated at my poor classmates from outside..mahahaha
SHEP 1 1L01 0
then we decided that there wasnt any nice shows so we went to play pool...kinda fun..then ivan glenn and myself played soccer at bedok futsal damn fun then we all dispersed for home..mahahahahha isnt sch time when exama are nearing just peachy??!! hahahah

k today was wake-up-early-to-come-school-cause-i-didnt-know-there-was-class-therefore-had-to-print-notes day.....i came earlier then the time i was gonna meet ridhwan so i printed the stuff for him...we did our mindmaps then we went for class...VERY boring...then i went to play pool with melvin,my new fren from tpsu...and we also played photo hunt..haha its damn fun..then went for econs...EVEN MORE boring..then after class,i knew i should have gone home as i was very tired but i didnt wanna bastard them...so we went to gelare at tm..and i had some expensive chocolate drink thingy..then we went to the playground...and i sat on the spinning fucking thing and i swear i felt like puking after...they said i looked pale and i knew that it was true cause i could feel it..anyway on the bus ride home i felt extremely giddy so i decided to sleep it away...and i missed my stop by 3 stops...so i trudged home...and died

yesterday my team played our quarter final match and we were down one nil at half time...a few inspired subsitutions later, and it was one all and we advanced to the semi finals..mahaha but the semi finals and the third/fourth placing and the finals will be played on the same day so it will be 2 games next week....bah...anyway today,i attended csa lecture! wooo then pom was just boringgggg then helped out at the yellow ribbon stuff again...then had the AGM to help out in...i was the usher and we ushered ppl to their seats...after that at the reception, we all became camera whores and jumped into every single pic but i think some ppl found it annoying...hahhahaha but why i care? then during debriefing, there was issue about some fight during ushering duty...then the accused(maha) suddenly said,''i would like to thank chris cause without him pulling me away i would have done smth stupid'' ahhahahahahaha i was just dragging him away cause it was damn stupid laaaa but i did my good deed of the day..hahahabut seriously...tpsu rocks

Friday had excel test...which i think i will get a pass..which i would be happy about...then after that,glenn,alvin and me reported to the student lounge to report for our volunteer work..which was to sell the yellow ribbons at the cca day awards...it was surprisingly over and done with quite fast...then we went to the sports complex to report for our TPSU camp...they grouped all of us into 6 groups,each a name of a brand of chocolate...there was godiva,moncherry,ferrero rocher, van houten, hersheys and cadbury..i was in van houten,glenn in godiva and alvin in cadbury...they intentionally gave 3 syllabus names so it would be hard to think of a cheer....cunning bastards...there was this hot girl in my group but too bad she was and is attached..haha so iniatially i thought we were all quiet in our respective groups as it was still new..then glenn introduced me to his group and i was wrong as his group was really fun and easy to click with...my group just speaks chinese and leave me in corners...haha so on the first nite,me and glenn made a new best fren in yasin..i think thats how its spelled...then we all went walking around the school after lights out..and i finally got to explore the engineering and IT/AS blocks properly...second day was alrite as i felt that our group bonded a bit more and they emphatised with my situation and spoke less chinese..or at least i wasnt around to hear it.. so we did all kinds of cheers and played fun games...hahaah and we had a mass dance! mary moon again! i danced with glenn twice haha and we were just mad swinging around....damn fun...so after all that, we sorta had a tribute thingy....where we each took turns to say what we liked about the camp and everything...but i found the ending quite...yucky..cause my group suddenly reverted back to their chinese roots and made me feel so foreign...oh well...another barrier to overcome in TPSU i guess...monday, TPSU AGM volunteer work again! but i dun mind...its kinda fun

hello..ok today we came school early to discuss our econs project..butttttttt we digressed and went to norgen vaaz to have lunch..guess whose idea..so we ate..then we finally sat down to talk thru our articles and bla bla...when it was our turn in the spotlight,we were kinda relaxed cause we heard from everyone that it was very very easy...and it was...just a simple question about our topic and voila! done...after that we went to have ice cream at...norgen vaaz...then i heard my groups lsm meeting was cancelled so i went to play lan cause benny was flying back to hawaii and we can only see him again when he is 21..thats like 4 yrs time..so tmr we are all going to the airport to see him off at 7 am...the people still in stpats are gonna chao school while those in TP mainly me and glenn will head to school straight after to do our respective projects...LSM!!!! oh my god...damn scared man..shit...we havnt havnt even rehearsed once yet...and i have a very bad feeling about it...shit...wish me luck! oh ya and its our last project then its home free!!!! but then the exams are a 2 weeks away...bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

k econs presentation is in 12 hrs time and we just found out that wei loong and myself did the same topics...hahahaahahahaahahahahahha so since i am so gentlemanly,i offered to redo since he was doing the oh-so-difficult task of the content page...hahaha anyway today we went for the TPSU briefing and the camp is on fri..think it will be fun?? i dunno...hope so....kkk econs project now!

k on sat...played lan then went for jon's party...plenty of food..then when his mum left, we took out the drinks and drank..there was champagne,vodka,jim bean bla bla..never drink champagne with jim bean..just a word of advice..then eevryone was all high and tipsy...we later went to katong to play lan until 8 am..haha damn shiok...we halfway played pool but carruied on lan...haha so i spent like 50 bucks? haha then sun went for match at stpats..we won 2-1 but it was kinda close...everyone grew mad at the match..fighting all...then we ate at kims and they came to my house to watch match...fucking arsenal and fucking ref...and fucking eugene cheag from my class...fucking bastard standing in front of me now..all smug..bastard...

k figured i havnt been blogging for a while...k the most exciting/interesting/intriguing thing that has happened for me so far was that i played soccer and slid a guy from the back...cool huh? shows how poly life isnt a barrel of monkeys..one thing good is that i made it to TPSU subcomm..i mean i made in to the second phrase of elimination but before all of you think i am arrogant or whatever, they select 95 out of 105..so yes...anyway today during CSA, i died..seriously...i couldnt make head or tail on what was going on...and there's a test next week....anyway after csa, we played soccer in school..then i left to do..guess what? yes i played soccer again at bedok court...came home and exhaustedly did my econs article now left one more.....wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i think i wanna go for the circus thingy...but its 200 bucks...whats it called? circques de ole? ahahah

oh ya i just remembered..i was watching mtv on fri night and there were showing shots of the good charlotte concert and there was one instance when they showed a clip where jill,tanya and i could be seen..maha my 2 secs of fame

hello....k yesterday came sch on time but skipped lecture so that we can discuss our presentation..so we rehearsed..and i felt it went ok except for me cause i sounded sick..but maybe we would be awarded sympathy marks..maha...k after that,had lunch with the guys then came home to sleep...woke up to play lan before heading to gotham..so crowded...and when we finally entered,it was even more crowded..so we managed to place an order of two jugs of vodka sprite which cost 40 bucks..my god..finished it in like 5 mins...then there was this rumour that there was gonna be a raid so all the under 18's left in a hurry and the shitty thing was that we just ordered another 2 jugs and we left it with mals bro and he said''dun worry i will take good care of it'' with a big grin on his face.......needless to say,we never saw the drinks again...so we went back up after the raid thingy died down but there were cops hovering around the area...then after that, we went to simpang to have supper..then we all headed home...and i am desperately sick..shall not go sch tmr..i hope

k today went to mass.....after quite a while...father luke is damn weird...k then played lan..then went for dinner..so ya...haha boring entry! nvm tmr i will make up for it..

today i didnt have school...had the ccn day fair thingy...i think business was the most packed...maybe cause we know how to do business??? k anyway, a funny story... my frens and i were walking out of engin block when another group of frens walked against us and informed us that another fren is doing smth stupid for ccn day..his name happens to be dom k...then on the lookout, we finally saw this ghost replica thingy person...''it'' had its hair back to front ala eye 2...so my frens and i laughed at it furiously and kept on pointing and laughing cause we were prettty sure it was our fren and seeing him that way just made it funnier cause it really suited him..so anyway, we followed it down the stairs and then, to our horror, it took a sat next to dom! hahahahahahahahahhaah we were so embarrassed oh my god...we laughed at a total stranger for like 10 mins thinking it was dom...anyway they came to my house after that to bum around..then i went to town to watch charlie and the chocolate factory...it was....ok...johnny depp is seriously damn talented and versatile...he rocks....anyway i cant sleep at mals house again!

hello i shant start with 'k' cause shahira thinks i do it too many times..anyway todahad sch as usual...only good thing today was that mr kenneth fong was on reservists(HAHA) so the HOD of econs came in...and he is 100%guranteedchopsuckmyballs better then
Mr iamdoingmyreservistsnow......hate him sia...then after econs, my group decided to have a quick meeting, which i gotta admit was kinda fruitful considering it was only like half an hour?
yea then i went to tampines mall to meet mal and the rest at pastamania...then they accompanied me to century square to fix up my phone..so i am gonna collect it on monday! yea and here i was thinking i had to buy a new phone...then we bummed around...then i headed over to sangeets house to bum around...then i came home...hmmm poly life is stressful dontcha think? mahahaa

k today came school for lecture...damn...b..o..r..i..n..g.. so after school,hung around sch cause we were under the impression we had to wait till 5 to get our marks..but at 330 word got around that it was cancelled so we waited in sch for nothing...anyway we all played risk at the student lounge! haha damn fun...i was controlling asia...then i managed to transfer songs to my ipod in school!!! yea so its my itunes at home and not my ipod..phew..but shahira's ''suggestion'' for my ipod and the result is still there...grrr...anyway i went to meet my family in town to attend this exhibition on the shepherdson surname and our heritage..the ''sneak'' preview was today and the official opening is tmr..there is gonna be a press statement and everything balls..if u happened to watch the news today, it came out that we were the first family to use a DNA test to determine if our assumptions were true...and it was! haha yea..so all the shepherdsons in spore and the world are related to one another..but on to more impt things,during dinner,my sister's boyfren made an annoucement that he had proposed to my sister!!!! hahahahaahha he was asking my parents for their blessings all!! haha it was damn surreal i swear..but damn cool...i am gonna be the ringbearer!!!! FRODO BAGGINS!! haha i gonna wear the tattered elven cloak and all...mahahaha...k enough..then came home to do POM project..wah two project deadlines coming out soon...stress..luckily charlie and the chocolate factory coming out on thurs...JOHNNY DEPP!!! Damn coooooooooooooool

k yesterday had to go to sentosa form some church outing...so we all woke up at a horribly early time and scurried down to church..so the evil management split up our 2004 batch which only had 9 into 2 groups of black and white... white consisted of myself,ben,mal,ryan and jason
and black had tim, hobday, glenn and estrop...so we played some lame games...then had the treasure hunt which when it just began,it rained heavily and when i say heavily,i mean heavily...we were all soaked thru and thru and my phone spoiled! so all u law ppl reading this,pls give me ur hp numbers again pls cause i am temporarily using a phone that mal lent me(she is damn nice) k?..kk anyway enough digressing..so our faciliators were nice and eveything so we played and stuff..then we decided to chao halfway cause it was really getting draggy..then half of us went to play pool and the other half played lan..then i went for dinner with jason along with wins and sangeet and came home to my parents yelling at me...fuck up yea?

So quiet
another wasted night,the television steals the conversation
exhale,another wasted breath,again it goes unnoticed.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feel that I might breakout of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
Close lipped
another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion,your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary it seems worth the wai tto see your smile again
out of the corner of my eye
won't be the only way you're looking at me then

k today i woke up for lecture..wooo...then i decided to skip APEL because to put it simply,its boring and a waste of time...but my teacher saw me,and i said hi to her...then left..had lunch with sa colin and their cmm peeps...then attended my class for my telephone test..damn cock sia my tutor..haha she put on accent and all for the rest.. for me,she pretended to be this big-shot Swiss from the international hockey federation...then when i asked for her name,she said ''oh,i am mr shepherdson'' i fought with all my strength to resist saying,'' oh thats a very nice name u have''..hahaha but i think i did ok except i didnt ask for their details like the phone number so i dun know how my ''boss'' gonna reply an urgent call without the phone number..maha..then after that i went to play pool with jason(cash cow), sa and her gangstress classmate sia hui ling...and halfway some law peeps invaded,so we played then we left..then i lanned with the lanning peeps...then i came home to the family peeps..and now blogging to all u peeps..k shall stop

i love my sis.
she bought brandy-induced biscuits.
i like alcohol.
do you?
i know i do?
am i an alcoholic?
i dun think so.
but i like alcohol.
biscuit time!

k yesterday i went to my aunts house as it was my cousins birthday..anyway i started talking to my cousin about stuff..and she was telling me that the hotel she worked in recently occupied good charlotte when they came down for the concert...coincidental ah..anyway she was telling me how she saw the group of them and she thought they were sum41..haha so she spoked to the drummer,dino, and asked him'' arent u guys sum41?'' and he replied ''sum41 is here???!!!'' then she was like'' ohh wait..ohh ok'' then he said'' oh no man we're good charlotte!'' hahahahaah damn embarrassing sia...and she thought they were called charlottes web...which is half true cause they named themselves after that particular book..so she was talking to dino cause only benjie and dino were nice whereas billy,joel and paul were kinda anti-social..so it turns out that good charlotte had booked the entire velvet underground for a party and my cousin was invited by dino to come but she declined cause of work...haha i would have fucked work man..then she was telling me that if i had told her earlier we were going for the concert,she could have spoken to the management and we could have gotten backstage passes...damn...so yea..so wasted!

anyway i went swimming with ben,mal and tanya yesterday at safra...only swam for half an hour then it started to rain..after we showered and everything the rain stopped and the sun came out...bah...so we went to eat at the sea sports club...we had to dig up every cent to pay so embarrassing my god...hahaha then we went to mals house and watched shutter after that...haha then came home and had that nice chat with my cousin later...bah if only.......

p.s i know what is prolly gonna come out for the next harry potter after reading the book!!! if i tickled ur curiousity, ask me!!!

k I shall blog now....yesterday i finally attended a morning class after 2 days of sleeping in..haha but even then,i was reading harry potter throughout the lecture with my ipod plugged in..so i didnt hear a single word from the lecturers mouth..so after that had CSA which i found out my grade for csa..mahaha B isnt so bad when u consider what a pest i am in class..and i studied only 2 hrs before the test...k here comes the part of the day that i looked forward to..i went home straightaway as jason was coming to my house first...so we went to pick glenn and we picked up the cutlery and cake..i swear being frens with jason and glenn is the best thing in the world..jason pays for all the cab fares and glenn is just rich..mahaha..so we arrived at melville park and shared space with this other beng group who occupied the other pit..k then ppl slowly started streaming in..and it was getting boring and i realised there wasnt enough alcohol so glenn jason and myself decided to get a bottle of jack daniels..which cost $64 and i paid 4 bucks....now know what i meant by being frens with jason and glenn?? hahaha...jason paid with a 100 dollar note my god...k so we got started early...and glenn and i had a drinking race..which he cheated by giving me a huge cube of ice in my cup thus i couldnt down properly..haha AND I WASNT HIGH! just hyper...so we drank more..heineken and absolut vanilla..hmmm then tim came and i was the event coordinator but no one listened to me...sniff..so we all just shouted ''surprise!'' when he was damn far fucking embarrassing sia...hahaha so we had the bbq and all...damn fun la..but the guards were damn fucked up..wanted us to end at 10pm all..so we continued the party at mals house where 9 of us stayed over...did my outline work there...yes i did my homework at a frens house..hahaha..then tim was fucking high doing all kinds of funny shit..then we left at around 2pm the next day? yea see how much we love you tim!

Ben is damn cool. Mal too. I'm at mals place now. chilling and listening to tim talk cock. Tim's party was a blast. All because of the orgy we had. I was gangbanged by Mouth, Mano, Ben, Mal, Vic, Jill, Tanya, Glenn. Hobday, Anmari, Aaron, Cheryl, Peter, Rory, Shin kwan, Ian, Megan, Jasper, Dionne, Marcus, Xavier, Charmaine, Beverly, Alyssa, Nicole and the birthday boy who came in his birthday suit TIMOTHY. His balls are damn big. The food was great. Cause of the lovely preparers, namely Tanya, Ben etc. etc.

At 8pm Tim arrived, he was shocked to see all his loved ones surprising him.
I am very jealous of Tim.
No one loves me enough to do something like that for me. If only i was sexier. But Im not. I'm just sexy. Without the ier. TEE HEE.

I'm smelling mal's hair now. Smells really good. Wish i could keep some in my pocket.
I am a dick. No actually, hobday is dick. I'm just a penis. Some ice creams ah. I had some just now during the party. Was damn bloody shiok balls. As in literally. TEE HEE.

Have you seen my childhood? I was ugly with 80's haistyle. Now i'm just groovy. I think I have the hots for Glenn. He's curvy in all the right places. Especially where the sun doesnt shine. TEE HEE.

Mal has something very important to say now. Its Love Tanya and Ben. And then goodnight.
Mal is just so cool. I wish i was her. I so want her boobs. And her ever so long legs. like a model. I want to join America's next top model. TEE HEE.

My legs are hairy. It is rather sexy. I saw a guy in the pool at melville, He was filled with lushes long hair. It turned me on. He was like a hairy bear. So wish i could hump him. I love bears. I miss my winnie the Pooh toy. Used to have private moments with it in the bathroom. TEE HEE.


Tanya rocks la.

k today had the subordinates court visit...haha i was on time..as usual..then we made our way to the courts after our whole class met at chinatown mrt...so we sat in this auditorium and watch boring video after boring video...the fun part was when we walked around the courts..we sat in on two court cases..the first one was kinda of an anti-climax..cause the lawyer was unprepared..he kept on looking at his notes before asking questions and the witness was damn blur and kept on avoiding wuestions and answering the questions with questions..even the translator was pissed with him..maybe it was just a breakdown in communications but hey...so we left that..and went to this other court...now THIS....is the shit...a bunch of illegal immigrants were caught and were awaiting sentencing...so they each took turns to step forward and receive their sentences..the judge looked bored to me...anyway he just looked at them,their profile and said 6 weeks 4 strokes...woot...then this guy was caught for the fifth time and was pleading for leniency and stuff...but the judge just gave him 2 mths,$3000 fine and 3 strokes? cant remember..but so sad...he gave his sob story....wife sick,children ill,very poor etc etc etc...if i was the judge,i would have asked him to stay in my house man...so anyway i ate lunch with ruz,shahirah,lisa and ridhwan..and we came to school dripping..or rather ridhwan and shahirah...and many many homework..bah...

as u probably figured,that last entry wasnt by me...it was done by vic who has a crazy fetish to immaculate herself on other ppl's stuff...anyway..i am currently in mals house again....doing shit...tmr is subordinates courts visit day! in serangoon..so we have to go there ourselves as gone are the days with a hired bus...and we have to rush back to sch at 2 for usual lessons...hope its interesting..but how interesting can it be...

hello people. i have a secret to tell you guys.
its like a damn big secret but i really cannot keep it any longer.
if i do i might just burst and go crazy or rather crazier than i already am.
hahahahhahahahahahhahhaaaaaaahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahhahahhaahaha.

Do you all want to know what the damn big secret is?
Can you guys keep it? i really really want to tell you all. but i dont know if i should.
but then again i think i should, i dont want to hide things from you guys. whom i love sooooo much. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i am so confused. i really dont know what to do. should i tell you guys?

okay i think i will just tell you all.
the secret is i love vic so much cos she is so damn cool.

i got new blogskin!!! thanks to my cool sis! who even thought she had work at 6 am,she still stayed up till 3 to help me do!! maha i feel so loved...and if u were a blink fan,you would realise that the titles are all blink songs...mahahahaha i am so in love with my skin..gonna blog everyday just so i can see it...mahaha school in 6 hrs time??!! sux

i am covered in bruises! fools of tooks....on my arm,chest,leg, shoulders everywhere...stupid people who raped me...haha anyway woke up early to play a match at stpats...but i went to the wrong sch..i went to st stephens by habit cause they recently just changed the venue to stpats...anyway i arrived in the nick of time and we played the match...we won 1-0..i should have opened my account for the season...had a header saved and i missed an open goal..so annoying...anyway, after the match i came home and died...woke up at 5 and lazed around...so much work to do oh my god...i wanna quit school...but luckily i am not in sec sch..if not i woulda killed myself longgggg time ago..anyway,i better massage my bruises now..maha

hey i am at mals house now..everyone is alseep except me again...why cant i ever sleep at her house?? bah...so anyway we gathered at mals house to go watch a show..we were hoping for either fantastic 4 or charlie and the chocolate factory...in the end,we didnt watch anything but instead when to eat at this food court..i had beef noodles but didnt really like it...then we took a cab back to mals house and the conversation in the cab was just funny...me and tanya pretended to be german.....haha hans and helena...so we came back to mals house..MUNCHKIN is damn fun!!! haha cool game man...then vic,cheryl and charmaine snuck out of their houses and came over...we watched amytiville horror and they all slept and left me alone....so i am blogging....tmr going sch for project...bah

good charlotte concert! k i woke up at around 1..played dota then went to meet sam for lunch...then mal and vic came to join us...we gave them a lift home then we cabbed to kallang....waited in the rain in the queue...then we have to give up our precious line just to step out and wait for nic and tanya..late bums...so we slowly inched toward the indoor stadium and smelly people and mats were in abundance at our area...so after a case of ''so near yet so far'' we made it in...had decent standing place and we waited for good charlotte to make their appearance then.......''KABOOM'' went the arena and good charlotte stormed in...me and winston had made a bet as what their opening song would be...5 bucks was on the table as i betted on the anthem and he picked predictable....and....i won 5 bucks!...so joel,benji,paul,billy and the temporary drummer rocked our socks off.....i think billy is extremely cool...then benjie came right up to us and tanya and jill went mad and jill started grabbing his shirt and tanya grabbed his stomach..haha i was asking him for a high 5...hahaha i swear he made eye contact with me for 5 secs and winked at me...hahaha but apart form this fat mat who thought i was his long lost fren and he rested his arm on me...and the pushing and shoving,it was fucking cool...and the best yet to come...when the concert was ending as they threw their memorabilla into the crowd,my fren,winston,actually caught the drumstick! haha damn cool...i wished i had his drumstick...hahaha but damn cool...its like what dreams are made off...and it seemed so surreal to see good charlotte in the flesh...so after that,we went to eat at this coffeeshop...then me ,winston and sam played pool a bit then we left for home....mahaha a fantastic day i have to say...

you're feeling sad,you're feeling lonely
and no one seems to care,hold on

today we went swimming! at safra resort....k la kinda fun...we did all kinds of mad shit...then after that,we went to eat at tampines mall's food junction..then we left for our match but while we were on the way there, we were told that if we didnt want to play,we didnt have to because they had enough players already...so since we coincidentally stopped at kembangan,me tim and ben played lan one time ah....haha then after that,we headed back to tanya's crib and we caused devastation..literally...me and ben (mostly ben) broke tanyas closet door...haha we fixed it temporarily and tomorrow we are going back there to finish it once and for all...then i cabbed home with mal...no sch!for a week! mahaha

hello.....i am at mals house now..blogging cause i cant sleep....my mid sem tests were scary...my legal com and econs were ok but my pom and csa confirmed fucked up...my god...for pom,i finished after half an hour cause i just wrote random words...so annoying...then i left the test room the teacher was like ''dont u wanna check?'' and i was like there isnt any point...and i cant take it when a fellow human being suffers in silence...dont u hate the feeling when u see someone cry and u cant do anything but just mumble ''its ok'' and ''things will be alrite''....i hate helplessness in all its glory....oh well...and i just watched childs play 2...so dumb...it was quite unrealistic...cant wonder why i was so scared when i was young...and it hink this song rocks..it touched me in so many diff levels..sniff



And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years

She falls apart by herself
No ones there to talk or understand
Feels sustained, dries her eyes
Finds herself, opens the door inside
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasteful
You walk along by yourself
There's no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can't share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted
Sometimes we'll feel around and this dance instead can't be down
All the sound of me on my own
Any sound of me again it's time away surround around a friend
I know where I know where no where to runaway
She falls apart, no one there
Hold her hand, it seems to disappear
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted

k todays csa test was just fuck...haha could do some la..lets just put it down to that if i am lucky,i will pass...if not..oh well...so after the test,i went to mals house cause she is my number one priority after school person to go to.....hahaha...so we went to have lunch at bedok corner..had hokkien mee...and in between they were treating me like a punching bag....but i was a gentlemen so i took it all in...bums....then i left with ben,vic and tanya...had to give vic and tanya cash so they could take a cab back to pasir ris..i dunno why i did it....yea i seriously dunno why i did it...so anyway i played lan with hobday all again...damn fun sia...then came home...i am feeling damn bad....POM test tmr...have to study for 2 hrs b4 again...fuck man...i need someone to ''look'' after me...like a guiding hand...or whatever la...hope i dun fail any subjects man...

you cant lose what u never had

tenacious d rocks!!!!!! haha k today econs was kinda ok...but the scary thing was before the paper...i was cramming info into my head with alvin when suddenly he said,''eh u got calculator?'' i swear i screamed in the canteen....i started calling everybody,even ppl whom i didnt know i had their numbers.....then mark finally lent me his..damn lucky...the paper was ok la...can pass......all the questions i wasnt sure about i had the same ans as the class brain....so i feel safe....csa? fuck it....tmr study for 2 hrs again only ah....oh and after the paper i went to play lan with hobday all again..when i COULD and SHOULD study..oh well....

k went to watch war of the worlds today! haha ok show la....tom cruise's character a bit unreal la...can escape so many times....haha i like the part where they take a dig at the japanese...when the mad army guy said that Osaka had managed to kill one of those machines,he then said,''i dont understand how the japanese could kill one of those and we couldnt''....haha damn bastard...oh ya we ate at marche today...my first time after so long....haha had rosti and chicken breast with wedges...haha then on the mrt had this sicko chinese pervert man guy who kept on staring at mal's chest...when we block her from his sight,he tip-toe all...fucking bastard sia..but damn funny la...haha then rushed home for desperate housewives..mahaha

yay i just got my internet back like 5 mins ago!!! woooooo...k shall update yall..after school yesterday,played soccer with my law peeps...k la quite fun played against design ppl and winston who played for them...then after that i went to mals house and created havoc with ben and tim..haha we were just hyper laaaa...cycle,piggyback and everything...then we cabbed down to east coast park to bowl at marine bowl...we were first in the waiting list but took forever to get our lanes..we started bowling at like nine thirty??..dunno la but we bowled 3 games and i was damn fucked up..so i decided to play anyhow..haha...but mal played damn well...i think she was on drugs or smth...k then we were supposed to eat but we couldnt decide so we all just left...i cabbed to SAFRA resort straight away to my cousins chalet....and we drank a hell lot...haha damn fun...we had vodka orange,shirley temples and what nots...cause she works in a hotel so she just piled on the alcohol from her workplace...so we were all damn high,and we played twister...haha then after that i contemplated studying since i had my notes with me as i came from school but......no prizes for guessing what i didnt do...so yea came home after that to attend another bbq then back to my cousins chalet to refill my tap..mahaha war of the worlds sua

k i am still blogging in school...stupid starhub ppl...k anyway...today i came late for lecture by 5 mins and i got kicked out...haha lucky charlie came late also so we decided to study for our tests in the lab.....k i am damn scraed for my tests....its next week and my cousins chalet is whole of the weekends..aiyo....scary....oh ya i watched batman yesterday again..

hello......my internet smth wrong! cant go online....so here i am blogging in sch! so embarrassing my god....haha played netball yesterday..but it was more captains ball/netball...so ya..ppl staying in my house today......not sure who but yea...and my parents overseas for 3 days...mahahaha..yea..lan sua...

k today after sch i went to have lunch with mal and vic and cheryl...ate beef steak for the first time and i am never gonna have it again..had to wait so bloody long....and it wasnt worth the wait...then i accompanied mal and vic to chinatown but specifically to vic's auntie's shop...auntie angela was damn nice..haha and abigail was damn cute...haha while they took eons and ages and milleniums to pick out their stuff,i wondered around the complex we were in...so boring...then they finally finished and we went to mac to grab an ice cream...then trained at chinatown mrt station(yes there is one,i learn smth new everyday) then came back to mals house to take my clothes..while i was buying drink,the girls just had to have itchy fingers and fumble around with this photoshop machine..haha mals memory card stick dunno what la fell in...then this bosswomen came to make things worse...then called the KODAK man to come...took forever so they came to see my house first...then we left to go town..parted ways at tangs and went to ''surprise'' alyssa...so much for surprising she already had a vague guess......then we ate at this overpriced,undervalued restaurant......and mrt-ed home...tired!meeting tmr! bleah

k i totally forgot what i was going to blog about and only remembered after i published my last entry...kk...woke up at 8 am to have fathers day breakfast at scruffy murphys.....haha it sounds damn cute but the food is damnnnnnnnnnnnn nice....typical western and everything damn shiok...then we were at the carpark about to leave when i saw marine bowl and i spontaneously said,''eh lets bowl!''...haha to my surprise everyone did and we all had fun..haha my dad is frigging funny...and my sisters boyfren is damn good...but...i am better...hahaha(shut up jill) i got my highest average so far today...133(shut up jill)...but it was really fun..we were all taunting one another affectionately all..hahaha then went to meet glenn to keep him company cause no one came to church with him...we lanned for one hour pathetically all alone....then i watched his match..i swear amrit(funny guy at glenns bdae party) is damn funny...haha...which they lost...then giram sent me home...woooo

we need to stop procrastinating!!!! our project...............is...........like.......non......existent..........bleah....poly is just like sec sch...has its ups and downs..but the downs are damn horrible and the ups are not that..''uppy''

i got a new phone today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha yea yea yea yea....and we went to welcome benedict back to spore by playing lan....he paid for my lan and our dinner...which was like 75 bucks...fucking rich belgian bastard...mahaha k must sleep got fathers day breakfast tmr..haha

k today was just tiring.....attended LSM lecture despite half of my class skipping...i was damn angry because they didnt tell me....so annoying...then had stupid APEL class.....waste of time..then went to have lunch with wins and thal...i should always order chicken rice and never the mixed rice...i always get all the bad parts...then came back for dreaded LCOM tutorials...but surprisingly she was quite ok..did OP(oral presentation) but every group stole my idea or had smth to do with it cause when she ask for an example i said public transport...lazy bums...yes i mean U!.......then hung around the lab after sch,ate with charlie and a few of my classmates then waited for nicole and we cabbed home...mahhhhhhhhhhhh

k today in school was just madddddddd..my tutorial teacher just grew mad and picked on all our faults...it was justified la but she didnt have to make such a big hoo-ha about it...then when she sent us to do this tutorial activity which consisted of 3 qns,she gave us like 2 hrs..maybe she didnt want to see us or what....but i didnt mind..then econs lecture i sat with charlie which was funny....he is frigging annoying but in a good way haha...he said my handwriting was kindergarterish(sp?),that the econs lecturer had the hots for me and then when i said i was thirsty and he reached for his bottle, i said'' nah i dont want water'' he looked at me and said,''i wasnt offering u''....haha ass.......then i gave nicole the 5 cents tour of my house...she was damn afraid of my dogs all..haha she refuse to pat my dog unless its head was turned away..haha then i went to play lan..haha actually today kinda shiok ah..haha..



p.s tim, the only thing i can think for u to be angry with me at,is the mosquito thingy, and if i am correct all i can say is what the fuck..because if u ever thought of me as ur best fren,you should know my character..for example,i like to tease ppl...and why suddenly blow up when u seemed ok with it? why not tell me that u are so sensitive and u cant take it, then i wont make fun of u?
if that is not the reason,then pls tell me and dun assume i will know cause i cant think of anything that i have done apart from that to ''hurt'' you...and pls can u not make such a big hoo-ha over it? can u make use of msn? can u call me or smth? why must tag??

k today after sch me and my law peeps decided to do our project...but being the human beings we are,we procrastinated and instead talked cocked...haha it was damn funny..then we went down to the csa lab cause they wanted to print notes...then my beloved best frens were in the next lab...so we waved hi..and my nosy fren(who bought yall the brownie at norgen vaaz the other day) decide to take a closer look.....so she inched forward...and forward....and forward and smacked her head rite on the glass...haha the whole lab got a shock and turned towards her....haha and her excuse was? ''the glass too clean la''...rite...k anyway she then moaned the whole day she malu..hahaha....then i went home with wins...k another day in tp.....

k stayed in mals house with ben tim and tanya...damn fun la..we were damn annoying..haha then we walked to 85 and back..saw some sleazy ah peks...then we decided to cycle around at 6 am..playing with trolleys all...then just when we said we were fully awake,we all died and fell asleep.....then i left for town to meet my law people..haha we discussed over lunch at cafe cartel(they damn rich la) then played pool with them..haha then left.....

k i feel bad about making fun of tim....so i apologise...SORRY TIM! but no regrets la..it was damn funny...oh ya tim if u happen to go tp next year,they might still be talking about it...hahaha...


kk it is only the third week of school and i am feeling it....i am doing fine with the law subjects but the rest like econs,principles of management and computer systems application,are killing me...i dun know what the hell is going on cause i sleep during the lectures because it is very very dry....i feel behind the class.like everyone there is damn smart pls....and there are like projects for every single damn thing....and i thought poly would be slack....arghhhhh and i am always behind in my class notes-wise.....i only find out about notes on the day we are suppose to have it...arghh this sucks....someone save me pls.......

k i just had to blog today to make fun of tim...in his blog,he wanted to write that ''they were bitten by mosquitos'' but the tim we know and love wrote ''we were beaten by mosquitos'' hahahahhahahaahah i didnt know mosquitos were so strong tim...and when he wanted to boast about his good deed,he said ''and our good did was.....''
aiyo tim...o levels how like that........k anyway thats all...just wanted to let u all know the side of tim that annoys me everyday when i talk to him on the phone..hahahah k gonna do my homework know..toodles

k my legal systems and method lecturer is apparently very famous....he used to be a district attorney lawyer for singapore..which means he prosecutes those criminals...for example, i am sure u all heard of that infamous case of that paedophile guy who sodomised two boys...he handled the case and actually starred in the true files re-enactment...hahahaha he is kinda fierce la but he can be a joker too.......then after school went to meet mal and vic to watch star wars! hahah i didnt understand shit and was asking vic many many questions...kudos to her for not asking me to shut up...and the show is damn bastard k...it shows why people hate backstabbers,hypocrites and traitors...whole show is about that....k then went to meet hobday all to play lan...mahaha then came home

csa is a funny subject....maybe not but my lecturer is...he defines the phrase ''blur cock''......when he gave the definition of computers as machines,my whole course sarcastically went,''really?? no shit man'' or along the lines of that with a few singlish thrown in but my dear lecturer became angry and said,''u mean u all didnt know that??!!! come i prove to u''...and he was dead serious...haha so the whole course started laughing at him as he went into some boring lecture on why computers are machines.really.then i skipped law orientation because it was a law orientation and played pool with several classmates...came home...met tanya for dinner...then now printing my 23`8934`28 pages of notes and study guides...and i bought a file and divider so now my notes and everything is fucking neat...i feel so accomplished....tmr match!

law is a bitch....have to download so many stuff off balckboard...and when i finally have a fren in charlie,he transferred to 1L04...walau damn sad..at least i can still see him in lectures...and i have homework where i have to translate latin words....i swear the next time u all speak to me i will be some machine shooting out random latin and english words...with some portuguese thrown in....today had some oral presentation....we had 10 mins to present a topic which ranged from ''why i am the most hamdsome person in the world'' to ''how to cook the best instant mee in the world''....so lame...but some ppl were rather good.....contenders! haha but i think i wont do so well for law...bullshit course..suddenly everything so hard and confusing...econs is damn boring.........blah

k tutorial today was fun...we learnt some normal words that when used in legal terms mean a totally diff thing...so my careperson mrs lim split us into 3 groups...and i came up with my groups name! ''THE PRACTICE''...hahaha....hope we dun get sued for copyright infringements..some words were frustrated and kangaroo..haha bet u all have no idea what the legal use is like rite? haha i shall not bore yall with that....then the lecture was just damn boring...i felll asleep with my head in my palm..then for no reason i just jerked up and slammed my hand on the foldable hand rest thingy...haha embarrassing sia so i just pretended there was an insect there and continued slamming the table and shouting ''insect''!!!...haha...whole lt look at me sia....then after class i met dom and wins...we went to macs to eat...then i gave them a lift to kembangan via cab cause hobday sms me to play lan...and i did...and i came home...no sch tmr!!!

k tutorial today was fun...we learnt some normal words that when used in legal terms mean a totally diff thing...so my careperson mrs lim split us into 3 groups...and i came up with my groups name! ''THE PRACTICE''...hahaha....hope we dun get sued for copyright infringements..some words were frustrated and kangaroo..haha bet u all have no idea what the legal use is like rite? haha i shall not bore yall with that....then the lecture was just damn boring...i felll asleep with my head in my palm..then for no reason i just jerked up and slammed my hand on the foldable hand rest thingy...haha embarrassing sia so i just pretended there was an insect there and continued slamming the table and shouting ''insect''!!!...haha...whole lt look at me sia....then after class i met dom and wins...we went to macs to eat...then i gave them a lift to kembangan via cab cause hobday sms me to play lan...and i did...and i came home...no sch tmr!!!

k i'm blogging again...that makes it 4 entries in 2 days....haha i am damn bored la...hobday and ben just stayed over...pigs still felt the efect of glenns party and i heard tim puked at the bungalow...weak ah u all...k blogging is nice..its like talking to the best fren i never had.....

I've got a new age girl(Tell us what she's like)
An environmentalist girl(Does she ride a bike)
She has crystal necklace(She spend a lot of cash)
Though her vibes are rather reckless(She's heading for a crash)
Oh her flowing skirt is blowing in a transcendental wind
And she wonders without knowing where did she begin..
Mary Moon.. she's a vegetarian(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. will outlive all the septuagenarians(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Oh, she loves me so
She hates to be alone
She don't eat meat
But she sure like the bone
RAH
You knew she drives a wind car(How does she like it)
It doesn't get her far(Why doesn't she bike it)
But it gets her to where she's going to(I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
Where that is, I wish I knew
I don't know where she's going
And I don't know where she's been
All I know that loving her has gotta be a sin
(Chorus)
RAH
Mary Moon will you hesitate
Don't segregate your thought from your emotions
I know that devotion isn't way up there
RAH
Mary Moon.. she's a vegetarian(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. will outlive all the septuagenarians(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. She's an intellectual(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)
Mary Moon.. Despite that fact remains quite sexual(Mary Moon, Mary Moon, Mary Moon)Mary Moon.. She's the one for me, me, yeah
RAH

i just lurvvvvvvvvvve this song....next mission is to jam this song with colin and wins...hope we dont spoil it..haha

i forgot to add this in...i found out the name of my mass dance song..its mary moon by the crash test dummies...damn nice

k today nicole and her mum met me at her void deck to take bus together haha......then went to tp..had boring but important talks with my course manager and care person...both of them are quite funny....and my timetable is kinda slack...but i think poly life is scary cause its like everything must pass sia...then we did the funny games and dragon boat thingy...business like came first for everything...then went to glenns chalet...drank with his bro and his funny frens..they were all very nice la..then i left early cause i was feeling extremely tired and weak...arghh i still dunno whether to dread or look forward to classes.........

k yesterday was orientation! i met nicole early in the morning and we took a bus to tp...we were both feeling apprehensive and she got stomachache all...then glenn and the group just wanted to play punk with me and misled me dunno how many times..wtf is the west gate??!!! anyway the only thing i find nice bout orientation was the mass dance...yea thats all..the tour sucked...and the cheers sucked...and there is this mat in my class who trys to hard to be funny! why is there always one in every class???!!.....and he is damn smelly also...and my course got hot babes but they all not in my course...damn...then we all went to eat at swensons after orientation...which my wallet felt lighter afterwards as the expenses were borned by me...and their thanks werent so heartfelt...k nvm..then me and nicole took bus 31 home...and there was this women whose boyfren broke up with her over the phone...wah she was shouting in the bus all...saying ''we have been together for one year and u do this to me??!!'', and also,''we have sex all and u do this to me??!!'' so we felt embarrassed for her cause she obviously has no shame...haha then went home! and slept at nine to 4! thats why i am blogging now and going for orientation day 2 later...

k yesterday went to tm with mano ben tim sa and nicole.....was supposed to watched amityville horror but most of us were not psyched to watch a true horror story..so we went off to play pool....haha funniest was playing kill with mano and nicole...nicole killed us hahaha...then cabbed home with tim and nicole..tim showed us smth fucking funny...haha then wc until 6 am...k i am off to do my army deferment shit...

k...hmmmm been reading some rather depressing entries lately and i cant help but feel the need to help...but...this sort of matters would only worsen with the inclusion of a third party....so..to all parties involved,why not have a sit and talk it out..you both want the same thing so why not get it? fuck pride and face-saving and do the right thing! i hope someone takes the initiative and not wait for the other to go first...k on a lighter note i finally saw the video for helena by my chemical romance....quite dumb..but nice song! and hobday lent me the album..oh ya ben,tim and hobday stayed at my house yesterday...mad ppl shouting when they were playing soccer on my ps2...they were so loud my sis called me from the next room where she was sleeping and asked me,'' eh who having orgasm??''.........aiyah stpats...anyway...i do hope her entry was about you and i do hope that you both would be ur silly old selves again...seeing u both apart is like seeing aragorn without legolas, ben without tim,mats without tapered jeans...but mainly a fren without another fren...i know i may not mean the world to either of you but i know at one point u meant the world to each other...so why prolong the agony?

k there is this song by blink 182 called mutt...i think they wrote this song in tribute to them(mats)...the lyrics are so appropriate...k enclosed are the lyrics and the lines with the asterix are the mat refrences...enjoy..or not if u're a mat...

He pauses shaving and he tells himself that he is the bomb*
She has her curlers set, her credit cards are paying the funds
He's not that old, I've been told, a strong sexual goal
He goes out everyday, she goes every way, oh yeah
They don't even care at all
She's open, waiting for more
And I know he's only looking to score*
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before*
She smokes a dozen and he doesn't seem to notice the smell*
He took the seat off his own bike, because the way that it felt*
He wants to bone this, I know she is ready to blow
They go out every night, his pants are super tight, oh yeah******
They don't even care at all
She's open, waiting for more (she's open, waiting for more)
And I know he's only looking to score (he's only looking to score)
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before
She's open, waiting for more
And I know he's only looking to score
And it is way too unhealthy, often they've typically
Been starved for attention before

i just had to put 5 asterixes at the super tight pants cause it was so apt...hahaha

p.s sorry i was damn bored

k today me and my frens watched kingdom of heaven...it didnt live up to its hype man...but one part was funny.....when the muslims were attacking the christians at their ''oh so mighty'' castle,they stopped at midday to pray..then my fren said it would be damn funny if mecca was the other way and they faced the opposite way from the castle and had their backs on the war..hahaha then we went home...and i am here!

yesterday jill and myself became frens a fren would love to have...hhahaha...we both woke up early(although jill would have overslept if not for me) then i met her in town to buy tanyas present..then we bought tickets for house of wax then we trained down to white sands swensons and got ice cream cake! then we cautiously went to her house to surprise her.....but aunt bessie spoiler ah...hahah she saw us at the window and she bellowed ''tanya!!ur frens here!!!!!!!'' haha and tanyas face didnt portray any sign of gratification...hah she looked more ''what the fuck are u doing here?'' anyway then we went town to meet ben and tim then we watched house of wax...hmmm..gory show..nice but gory..very gory...then after that..we trooped back to tanyas house for cake-cutting...oh ya we played cards and punishment was watered down carlsberg beer...tanya la...dunno what she did to the beer...so yea it was fun!

I HOPE SOMEONE DOES THIS FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!