yay stpats are through to the quarter finals......yay...we drew with tampines 0-0...we were under constant pressure but thanks to our keeper and my partner in crime,we kept the match goaless...i made a lot of errors and almost cost stpats the game a lot of times...so ya...feeling insecure bout my abilities now...so now since we qualified we got transport to all our games now...yay no more sbs buses...
today i and ben went to visit mal cause she was sick...then we slack around for a while...then we left..i told mal a secret...hee hee..

ok a lot of updating to do.....our match against ping yi went well..won 3 -0.... and against geylang methodist we won 2-0...now if we wanna qualify for quarter finals, we have to win or draw with tampines...our destiny is in our own hands....so match is tmr...arghhh scared...i didnt start the match against geylang cause i didnt come training...but still came on but played horribly...oh ya yesterday went to night safari for valentines day...damn cool...first in the morning had cip..so i did that with glenn and we went to bedok and geylang...damn cool then later ben came my house and went to cut hair...so now i got new hairstyle....then went to church to meet mal all...then we went to safari...damn cool...animals all...then we ate at mas ayu or whatever...then we went to mals house and talk bout ghost...shit damn scared...then we all went for breakfast when we woke up...then later we went home...so ya

aye....friday's match was a disaster....at first i was damn psyched for the match...then towards the last 5 mins before the game,i begin to have doubts...anyway we played...and...we held siglap,national champs, scoreless for the first half an hour...then ten minutes before half time they scored a goal...i wasnt demoralise yet cause one nil against them not so bad...but....thanks to my error, the same idiot scored again...that really shattered me and like i was tearing..cause like it was my fault...and we were playing so well...so half time....my coach said we were doing well blah blah proud all but didnt absorb what he said..thinking bout my mistake...so anyway came back on and they scored two goals in the first ten mins...that was the breaking point...i just wanted the game to end...then they scored gain....so final score was 5-0....not that bad actually considering we didnt have the best team in the school on...and national champs all...but i think the best football that i played in my whole life was the first half hour of that match...the defence was excellant...siva was good,viknesh did well..shayne was solid...i mopped up the loose balls...but anyway i think we can still get to second round cause in our group we have ping yi, tampines and geylang methodist..k just to prove why we can go through,tampines lost to siglap 11-0...ping yi won geylang 8-2 and tampines won ping yi 4-1...so i think based on that,we can go through...cause we only lost 5-0 to siglap and like...just conclude that yourself...anyway we mustnt get complacent...anyway we will see if we can go through on mon...our game against ping yi...yup yup...potest qui vault.........
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you've always been this way since high school
flirtatious and quite loud
i find your sense of humour spiteful
it shouldnt make you proud

and i know your pretty face gets far with guys
but your make-up aint enought to hide the lies

are you sure
that you're mine
arent you dating other guys
you're so cheap
and i'm not blind
you're not worthy of my time (who's david?)
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hello.....today i ended up not going training...damn scared..wait my coach wont select me....k then went to watch sac match...haha ben and me and mal were damn scared for them...our hearts all jumping up and down...in the end they drew which was quite good actually...i am sorry i said you all should have won...all of u tried your best...yeah keep it up....k now must focus on my match on fri........arghhhhhhh.....sorry for short entry..

ok i thought today would be a fucked up day.....at first i was damn happy cause i passed my accounts test but i didnt do hw so had to stay back for accounts...and i had to stay back for some ketupat-making class...so i had to be at 2 places at once...in the end just went for accounts thing and later went with ben to gelare to eat with mano and tim.....damn ex...i have like zero cash left from chinese new year...oh ya i also got this dilemma..to go for training or support my frens at their netball match??? my coach said he will select the starting eleven for the tournament match based on the trainings...and i want to support my frens!!!how??so like i reached this conclusion...if my mum doesnt give me five bucks to top up card,then i will go for training...if she does,then i will go for netball match....or i can go training and leave early...or...or...arghhhhhhhhhh..just hope sac wins..yeah i find alexis boasting about tkgs too irritating....and i havnt been studying for my o's.......how to motivate myself?