why is newcastle in turmoil??? stupid fuck bellamy...he is one of the star players and yet he behave like some prima donna idiot....walau..and newcastle sign amdy faye..wtf...what happen to owen?yakubu? fuck sia...newcastle is going down...i am not gonna be some typical singaporean and jump ship to a team that is always winning...i live and die newcastle..

ok things are not turning out as well as i wanted it to be....o levels are over big woop but the months after it have been excruciatingly painful.....first... o level results are gonna fall on my birthday..the exact same day...the very same day...next my dad has been nagging at me without fail to get a job...not that i havnt been trying,but it seems every single company wants females...from sales promoting to surveying...and i have been to several interviews only to chicken out at the last minute and tell the receptionist that i wont be applying after all...it sucks...and my dad treats my new house like a freaking glass palace....every single thing is fragile and any minor mistake is thoroughly examined and punishment duly dished out..what the fuck...and since i am home everyday,every single goddamn chore has been my responsibility from feeding the dogs to folding clothes to washing the toilets to drying the dishes...everyday is stay-home-and-fiddle-with-bass-guitar-day and it sucks....and the next few weeks will be greeted with all the enthusiasm of a man facing a death squad...my o level results,more nagging from my dad and probably death by boredom...maybe i am suffering from post-school trauma but whatever it is,i need an antidote soon...

I NEED A FREAKING JOB!!!!!!!!!