k update time...

tuesday was playing soccer at melville court...we play against this ang moh team...first to 25 goals cause they were no other team but we didnt play it straight laaaaaa......the first 2 breaks were after 10 goals then the last stretch of 5..we won!!! yay! then we went to simpang bedok to eat...the indian uncle there was damn funny..he had flabby lips so couldnt hear his mutterings and when i asked for extra bandung,he gaved me the bill...

wednesday was spent on watching the match between liverpool and chelsea at simpang bedok...so i went to eat at 85 while waiting for shin kwan and sangeet to come..then i dropped my stuff at sangeets house then we went to simpang bedok to watch the match...surprisingly Olinda cho the butch from singapore idol was there...she really does look like a hamster...then this indian boss was so starstruck that he went up to his fellow indian fren and said''aye deh,that one singapore idol? OH-LEN-DA?'' and it was fucking loud and the whole coffeeshop laughed..k maybe i am blowing it out of proportion but my frens and i heard it k........then mark anthony and his clubbing frens came..the match finished in a stalemate and i went to crash at sangeets house..

yesterday, was our class bbq...i came early to help out being the nice thoughtful boy i am..and they abused me by making me make 2 trips to 7-11 to buy misc stuff...then ppl trickled in very very slowly...overall 1/3 of the class came? yea disappointing but it was still rather fun...the food was nice though..thanks to the organiser(s),cooks,luggers of heavy stuff and ppl to talk cock with........

so i have been reading all my classmates or former classmates blogs and it turns out that everyone has a job except me despite me asking them if they hear anything to give me a call..oh well..haha well today had been a rather good day...haha stayed home all day but certain revelations have made me happy...very very happy..haha but i still have to wait though... oh i went out for dinner with hobday today... yea thats about it : ) i shall leave yall with a song she sent me

I believe
We shouldnt let the moment pass us by
Life's too short
We shouldnt wait for the water to run dry
Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All im asking
Could it possibly be you and me?
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Time has come
For us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy todayI feel so cold
Feel so numb
Im having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Now that you're gone, im all alone
Im still hoping that you would come back home
Dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

yesterday was stupid day to play lan day...haha first in the afternoon,we had eleven guys..so as dota is a 10 player game, we didnt wanna bastard anyone so in the end we played counterstrike...haha the memories...it was kinda fun at first but towards the end it was boring..so we realised it was kinda late so we went for our youth mass...this time we sat rite in front so we couldnt make as much noise as before but we were far from holy....so after youth mass,we hung around in church for a while..watching 3 kids breakdance, watching a video of us in sentosa and many other misc stuff...haha we went back to lan later as we thought we had enuff..but in the end we didnt so we left for simpang bedok...haha we talked,ate laughed then went home...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahah k just felt like filling up space with aimless laughter....

k i woke up today to the sound of an sms tone....i checked it and lo and behold,it was my results....i scrolled down slowly to take in the grades...i realised that i passed all and didnt have to take any supps...but it didnt sink in and i just said cool and went back to sleep..only when i woke up an hour later then it sunk in...yea the joyness....so i spent half the day playing dota then left around 6 to play soccer...damn fun but tiring...so tmr is youth mass...haha hopefully the church will be up after we're done...

20 people you can think of right off your head
1. glenn
2. hobday
3. sa
4. jill
5. tim
6. nicole
7. ross
8. ernest
9. mark
10. winston
11. shin kwan
12. estrop
13. shahira
14. ridhwan
15. yasin
16. ivan
17.beatrice
18.wei loong
19.casey
20.brandy

How did you meet 13?
ASH! the prestigious class of 1L01 law and management

What would you do if you never met 5? haha tim one less guy to annoy i guess

What do you honestly think of 10?
winsss the greatest fren a guy could ask for

Have you ever liked no.3?
hahahahahahahahahah sa...YES

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
cry

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
haha hobday and shin kwan!! yes they look sweet together..for 2 guys i mean

Do you think 12 is hot?
i know a lot of bengs think so

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
haha omg beatrice is mine

Tell me something about 11.
shin kwan is the god of soccer. enuff said

Do you know any of 3's family members?
i think so...uncle cedric,aunty janet, is it shaun? i forgot..and bubbles

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
-2

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
hahahaa jill..i wouldnt be surprised..i knew all along she had the hots for me :p

What language does 19 speak?
HAHAHA casey is my dog..he speaks doggish

Who is 8 going out with?
single mingle

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
omg. no comments

When was the last time you talked to 6?
before exams...when we were studying under her block

What is 18's favorite band?
he likes those weird music...like..i dunno those weird music laaaa

Does 4 have any siblings?
jjjaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy

Would you ever date 1?
frankly? no

Would you ever date 7?
frankly? no

Is 15 single?
haha yasin yes who would want a short mat? haha just kidding la bro

what is 19s last name?
shepherdson!! haah casey shepherdson

What is 3's middle name?
omg..is it ann? i forgot

What is 10's fantasy?
to make it big with a band...100%guranteedchopsuckmyballscherryontop

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
haha well..ridhwan is malay...and brandy is my dog..so i doubt so

What school does 16 go to?
temasek poly....some applied science course i think

What school does 1 go to?
temasek poly! BIT

Where does 9 live?
bedok reservoir i think

Would you make out with 13?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
hell yea..every nite talk on the phone with each other all..

Is 20 older than you?
well in dog years she is a whopping 56

is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
haha hell yea jill is a bitch..i mean a sexy bitch

is 17 your ex?
mmmm i would love to have her as an ex,present or whatever

do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
estrop and wei loong.....dismiss the latter,consider the former

how is 2 ?
he shud be doing well cause i am his bestest best fren and i live 5 mins away from him

k since shahira requested us to do this 20 facts thing and it looked kinda fun,i shall do it! k here it goes;
20 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT CHRISTOPHER MARK SHEPHERDSON
(cue drum roll)
1. i play the bass guitar
2.i actually saw a live english premier league game in england...fulham vs birmingham
3.i speak portuguese(or rather,know a few portuguese expletives)
4.i think ben & jerrys kicks haagen daz's ass
5.when i was 5, i got lost in a mall and peed in my pants.serious.
6.i appeared on MTV cause i was at the good charlotte concert
7.when i was 10 i appeared on tv to do a rollerblade segment on a sports show
8. i shook hands with jan poulsen(ex-spore soccer coach) cause we finished 4th in spore for nationals
9.i got 100 for every single subject in pri 1 during the CA1. now look at me
10.my ancestors came form england...k sorry ran out of facts
11.my dad shook hands with benjamin sheares
12.i used to be a prefect
13.when i saw my first celebrity in the streets(gurmit singh), i giggled like a schoolgirl
14.i hate RnB
15.i hate ska mats
16.i saw naomi campbell in france
17.my dogs love me
18.eurasian is not the same thing as ang moh
19.i cried when boromir died in lord of the rings
20.i laughed when caretaker died in the longest yard

k as u can tell my last few were kinda dumb cause i ran out of facts......k all u freeloaders..pls do one tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

k past few days have been mundane....so thankfully today the guys called me out for lan...so k i played lan..then my dad called me halfway during lan..it thought it was for a verbal bashing because i left the house in a hurry and it was all messy..butttt it turned out he was buying me the new newcastle jersey and he was asking for my size..hahahaha cool sia..k so i left lan halfway to play soccer...then came home and cooked myself dinner..i am so proud of myself man..i cooked steak,medium rare, with potatoe skins on the side and a refreshing glass of coke..k no actually i just fried some sausages and chicken nuggets and drank plain water...haha then i blissfully watched CSI and now gonnna bnet..k bye bums

so today i woke up late for church so i went to have a hair cut and met the guys at lan later..so lanned a while then we headed down to GEORGES to watch man u vs liverpool...for yall slengs out there who are wondering what georges is, its a pub...so we ordered our drinks(vodka ribena and sprite,screwdriver and bourbon coke,a jug each) and sat down and watched the match...it was damn fun...i mean what can be better then companionship,booze,cigarettes and soccer??then i rushed home to watch the second match at home cause it involved my fave team and i had to concentrate...and they won!!! thus the happinesss!!! k bye

k today was the ole ole soccer tournament... lets put it this way,we left after losing 2 out of 3 games....sry guys but glenn and myself had to rush to sentosa anyway...so we reached sentosa and had the time of our lives...played beach soccer,frisbee,rugby and swam in the sea...it was seriously damn fun..i even saw biondie in sentosa..small world..played some games in the sea where losers had to forfeit..and it was damn embarrassing ah..kiss strangers,ask a babe for a sip of her drink and hump a tree...hahahah anyway i left early cause i had dinner at some restaurant...had steamboat, died of boredom then came home...

k life is a bitch...i think my dad is getting more and more materialistic now that his company has been bought over...i know its probably not his fault,but maybe he should once in a while make an attempt not to be so critical of everyones actions and their behaviour...maybe once in a while he can say i love you instead of '' eh dun waste so much current'' or '' do you know the bill is damn high?'' or ''go clean the house'' or whatever...every single day is the same routine whenever i face him...nag,criticise and what not...i am even going back to my old job that i really dislike just so i can be home after he is asleep and be sleeping when he leaves...recently when my sisters' fiancee's parents came over, there was this issue about how i made him lose face...he was asking me to help him take beer for himself and uncle bob...he couldnt be more than 5 feet away from the cooler..so i am pretty sure yall know me as a sarcastic smart ass so i just made a casual comment about ''its just there'' but in the end i did it without him telling me twice..the next day,he lambasted me for not giving him face and i disgraced him in front of company...i know i am at fault but he uses that now for every single thing i do(or not do)..when i make a joke now,he always say'' ah in front of me its ok but not other ppl cause i will lose face and bla bla'' and ''why u never clean ur room? want me to lose face when ppl see ah'' and oh my lord...after putting all this down in words, maybe its just me...maybe...ah fuck..just see how it goes


Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,and eventually you'll finally get it right.

holidays.....k yesterday was just stupid...so i smsed everyone to go play soccer..k set had a few teams going...then god decided to play a prank on me...just after i told everyone that it isnt going to rain as it had already rained earlier,the heavens opened and it rained cats,dogs elephants giraffes and mats....my god..the rain was really really heavy...so since everyone had already left their houses, glenn and i left my house and we made our way to valley eight pool cause our last min wet weather programme was to play pool..so we played till the rain stopped..then we realised the guy who has supposed to bring the ball didnt come cause he said the court was wet...duh...gay! so we walked around bedok trying to find ppl to play with...couldnt find so we went to long johns silver to eat whilst waiting for one more fren...then he came so we went to another area of bedok to find for ppl...lo and behold..we saw this group of mats playing football..so we asked if we can play...then they said they were about to leave...fuckkkkkkk...so they decided to come back to my house to indulge in a few games of winning eleven and warcraft..at least i left the house...hahahaha

k yesterday was my last paper!!! joy..it was ok...should be able to scrap thru a pass which would mean no supps!!! which would mean uninterrupted holidays!!! wooooo...so went home then prepared to go town to meet ross,glenn,jon and danial to watch the longest yard..damn nice show...fucking nice...a lot of guest appearances...burt reynolds,kevin nash,steve austin,nelly,jadakiss,bill goldberg, rob schneider(as usual,he appears in every adam sandler movie and vice-versa) and of course the two main stars adam sandler and chris rock...damn funny..and kinda touching in a way...then hobday came halfway thru the show...then we mrt-ed down to kembangan to play lan.....then after that we cabbed down to 85 to eat supper..talked cock and everything damn fun...hahaha holidays!!! life now just rocks...really

k update of my exams so far...my aim was was to not take any supp papers and truth be told, i think its going rather well....csa i thought was kinda hard but after going thru the paper with my frens after that,i realised that i put down a lot of correct answers...then for pom considering 2 hrs of studying, i did rather...a pass for me pls....and todays econs was ok too...so yea 3 down one more to go...no supp papers!!!!!hahaha my sisters fiancee and his parents are coming over for dinner on sat...cant go to sentosa dammit...oh well...for all u bodohs out there, my chatterbox moved here------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
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k i just have to say that my next-of-kin is a genius...i worship the ground she walks on.....like really ok, we should all worship middle kids because they are the best....first, she fixes up the links, then the archives then the chatterbox, now she's even going to buy me dinner because i asked her to just now...

i love my sister...but then she has my blood and i am a god so i guess that makes her a goddess...i'm talking crap right now because i'm going to play soccer..mahahaha

Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife

k havnt been blogging for a while....have been in sch for 6 hrs a day but cant say i have been studying hard...i get distracted rather easily...so i am in glenns house now..damn nice..and his dad cooked a really nice meal for us..hahahaha next week doomsday