yesterday,the guys came over to watch soccer....hobday,tim,glenn,jon and daniel....havoc sia....shouting while watching,shouting while playing,shouting while being raped...hahahaaha its a guy thing...so glenn decided to be smart and skip midnite charge so he went home early(bloody bastard) then we were all just having fun..till man u got the thrashing of their lives...haha we kanned daniel like fuck....so yea still fun..so only tim stayed over while the rest went home...next day,we went mass and after mass we played lan again! yay and o's for them is like next week? fools..then i accompanied glenn to melanies' grandmother's wake..stayed for the prayers then we went to have dinner at beer garden with remus...he paid for our drinks,called him dumb a few times then we left for home..newcastle game in half an hours time....plsssssssssssssss win thanks

You need him.
I could be him.
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.


by the way all this bullshit happening,this bantering and stuff,leave me out of it. i dun wanna see my name appear on any of ur ''oh so famous'' blogs...i have enuff shit of my own without people smsing me and spoiling for a fight..i cant be bothered..so yall have ur own fun..and i dun have any ''sides''..

bleah blogging from work...is just so omfg boring..and we take smoking breaks every hour or so..mahah so sunday after church we all went to georges to watch the man u and spurs match..damn fun played pool there a while then we left for my house...so hobday,tim and ernie stayed over...noisy bastards.3 am still shouting like monkeys...and they cant let me talk on the phone in peace..dogs...haha thennnnnnnnnnnnnn everything else after that was mundane...so today after work i am gonna collect my ipod that i left in ross's bag...and pass him the carton from my gangster colleague....and then soccer at simei!

apprehensive,confused,lost
hopeful,wishful,empty,puzzled,bewildered
unsure,fear,hollow,restless,negative,
but most of all, i feel scared cause i dont know whats gonna happen
i read somewhere we always fear what we dont know

yesterday we found out at work that they only need 6 of the 8 poly helpers to continue work...so they already decided on 4...so the last 2 spots were between mark me and glenn..how sucky is that...but glenn being the gentleman he is,or he could have been just lazy, stepped down so now its just mark and myself working..so we collected our pays yesterday as there wasnt any work today...so after work glenn and myself headed down to kembangan to lan our lives away...even though i lost all the games today,it was still damn fun and it shows that the company we keep is the factor that makes it fun and not just the element of winning...so hobday then asked me if i wanna accompany them to the airport as they were gonna study there the whole night for their o's...i was bored so what the hell,i went....everything was going along fine and smoothly till hobday suddenly came up to me and said he puked..then after half an hour later,he told us he puked blood and he looked really sick and his lips were damn pale...so since he stayed like 3 mins away from me and i was damn concerned(i was!),i sent him home and brought him up to his house and everything...then slept until now? later on in the night i have a family dinner...indian food when i could be playing soccer...how gay is that???

k havnt been blogging for a while..yesterday after work,i headed down to simei court with sangeet to engaged in a physical sport known as soccer..so we played till lights out and then cabbed home...today had work as usual....everything was going as normal till we reached this house...we were doing the drains,baiting and all, when this little old woman offered us bread and water..for me,i was touched by this kind but simple gesture while mark was too obsessed with the fact that the bread was stale..but she still offered us drinks..anyway we disposed of the bread at the next block as we didnt want to offend her.....so we finished 15 blocks but we couldnt be bothered with winning the incentive money already..its quite dumb to obsess over it like what the other groups have been doing...anyway just a stupid story for yall...at work,there is like 8 of us...3 of us,mark glenn and myself,got the job cause glenn is the godson of the founder...the other 5 got the job cause among the 5,one of them is the godson of the founder's wife...his name is mark...not to be confused with our mark..so he will be called mark sm...so yesterday,mark sm found out that he didnt have enough cash in his ez link...cause he just bought an ipod shuffle and didnt have enuff to top up his card...then his colleague made a joke said''hey since ur the godson and everything,why not ask for more pay?'' so stupid mark sm took it seriously and actually called our supervisor,asking for more pay..so his godma fucked him up and he said all this was because of our colleague...what the fuck rite? am i glad i am not involved hahaha

k yesterday was a slack day at work..like every other day...but yesterday was payday! mahahaha...so yesterday after work,i headed down to tampines for a billy bombers dinner at century square...the occasion was nicole tans ADVANCED(inside joke) birthday celebration stuff...so i was first to come cause i am a responsible working adult...then tim rushed in while they were at the escalator..oh yea it was a surprise kinda thingy...so we ''surprised'' her and we settled down to have our nice dinner...so the night was filled with laughter,good food and only one bottle of heineken...then we all left for home..so early...bleah...my days are boring..haha nothing to blog about..all my entries are super duper short..hahahahaha but why i care?

i cant sleep...i have a lot of things on my mind...k maybe not a lot..just one thing...or just one person...k i dunno how to translate what i am feeling into words but i think the song did the trick..my lord this feeling sucks..

So your standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall.
So far down, Or maybe you were thinking about jumping.
Now you could have it all,
If you learned a little patience
For though I cannot fly, I'm not content to crawl
So give me a little credit, Have in me a little faith
I want to be with you forever, If tommorow's not too late
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say
But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today
if i am
Another waste of everything you dreamed of, I will let you down
if i am
Only here to watch as you suffer, I will let you down
So your walking on the edge,
And you wait your turn to fall.
But you're so far gone,That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you.
And you could find the fault, In the heart that you've been handed
For though you cannot fly, You're not content to crawl
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say
But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today...
The answers we find, Are never what we had in mind.
So we make it up as we go along
You don't talk of dreamsI won't mention tommorow.
And we won't make those promises that we can't keep...
I will never leave you
I will never let you down
I will never leave you
I will never let you down

k so been pretty busy....no time to update...work has been alrite..my team actually won the incentive money...so we had extra 50 bucks on top of our pay....just today, the whole crew on the RAT ATTACK project decided monday wasnt a good day to work so we did like a few blocks each then we decided to take a 3 hr break..haha until knock off time..damn funny and we covered our asses well...we met jill and tanya at their ben and jerrys shop to be annoying...nice working environment i must say..so everything has been alrite but i just have this nagging feeling in my heart...like a warning of a potential disaster....like i just cant explain it..like i am gonna be disappointed real bad...oh well

pay day was today!!!! haha its suppose to be every fri but they said that this week they will be paying us on wed and fri...god knows why but we aint complaining...so i received like 175 for 3 1/2 days of work...and the company also introduced this incentive thing to us..the best group each week in placing baits and stuff gets an additional 100 bucks per team..weeeee so yea work is kinda fun and easy especially since i am in the same group as glenn and our technician is this super gangster guy named kelvin..mad tattoos but damn nice and helpful...yea

so saturday was first day of work day...mark and i expected the job to be about mapping as glenn had told us it would be about mapping..so we happily trained down to bishan to meet this lady that would bring us to the company...k we finally reached this factory but we were puzzled to see signs that declared the factory as a pestbuster factory..so we went in and we found out everything about the job and such..the government had assigned ORIGIN(the name of the company) to place bait traps for rats in 400++ hdb estates...so glenns godpa roped him and his frens in to help..sooo our job is to kill rats by placing rat baits!!haha ractumin or smth...and the mapping shit was that we had to map the individual estates and stuff..haha its kinda fun doing it with frens especially mark and glenn..haha clowns... only down side is that its bishan and reporting time is 830am...but for fifty a day and payday every fri, why not?